Lyrics:

We want love but we hate
We have dreams in our hearts but our heads make it hard to believe in them

They say it’s evil if we lie
But what if we lie if it helps them survive one more night on this Earth again? 

Do you feel like you’re walking a tightrope, between peace and the chaos below?
The further we walk the more we learn, the less we know 

I’m a walking contradiction 
Bittersweet and beautifully broken
Don’t you know I’m human like you 
I’m like you, I’m like you 

Oh we need to feel joy
So why do we think of the things that always make us feel so sad 

We want crazy, something wild
Now they’ve torn us apart, we want safety in arms a little less mad

Do you feel like you’re walking a tightrope, between peace and the chaos below?
The further we walk the more we learn, the less we know 

I’m a walking contradiction 
Bittersweet and beautifully broken
Don’t you know I’m human like you 
I’m like you, I’m like you 

I lose my mind when I, I have to be one and only one thing 
Now I can finally say

I’m a walking contradiction 
Bittersweet and beautifully broken
Don’t you know I’m human like you 
I’m like you, I’m like you

Walking Contradiction - NIKKITA

Walking Contradiction

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You're screaming my name, begging me, begging me to stay
But how can I love you, when I don't love myself?
I'm like a moth to the flame, I'm built just to break
I always let the chaos in, I'm a little to old to live like this

Lay me down beside my grave tonight 
No more pain for you and me
Don't flash my life before my tired eyes 
Don't need the reminder I burned us down to the ground

I didn't wanna break your heart
I didn't wanna let you go
You were my piece of heaven, my only piece of heaven in hell

I know it's hard to look at me
But give me a moment to speak
I'm like a Russian doll, 50 layers deep
I'm buried inside myself
I don't know who I'm meant to be 
I'm sorry, forgive me, it kills me that I couldn't be what you need

I didn't wanna break your heart
I didn't wanna let you go
You were my piece of heaven, my only piece of heaven in hell

Written by Nikita Holden and Kye Voce 
Co produced by Nikita Holden and Kye Voce

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For the over-thinkers 💙

NIKKITA

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