Why?

Jumblaraps prod.MSS

(LYRICS)
I DONT CARE!!
what you say
about the game that you play
every day aint the same
everyday is a game
life and deaths what we play
will we lose  
will we stay?
will we lose what we made?
chop it up to the game 
wasnt worth all the pain
rather lose what i gain
in a world full of hate
than to lose my faith
for the sake of the fame
at the price of my fate
when i arrive at the gate
and he looks at me stange 

I DONT CARE!!

what you carry in your wallet
or what you carry in your pockt
i am not about to stop it 
shooting for the moon 
like im astronautin
astronomics gottem
locked up in the closet
denying who  God is
destruction to the Goddes
with mother earth there a problem
imma try to solve it before 
all the ice is dissovled 
one planet that i am involved in
we are evolving revolving sweating 
bullets like revolvers
situation heavy start calling in the choppers



I DONT CARE!!
if you are the type of person
that doesnt like my verses
i write with purpose
just typing turning
words to lightning
frightening anyone is my
sight when getting excited
timing must be aligned with
the richeous blinding lighting
trying to fight for my sight in
a place with no light might 
need another night light
dont  wanna be left in the dark 
where there is no right right?
wide lines in my minds eye
time flys when the kites in the sky high
bucket hat all tie dye
hope it is remembered when i die
like i have to remember that im 
allergic to iodine
and if i eat shrimp then i die
guess you all got lucky todie might
now get out of my eye sight 
so long to my pride wave bye bye

Oy Dint Key prod.MSS

(LYRICS)

i had to die
to truly be alive
to fill the hole inside
so i could feel whole inside

i am alive
because he had to die
even before my time
he makes all of my wrongs right

people been telling me that i be harpin
that thought has been haunting 
it taunts me making it as if nobody wants me
my music is garbage and that is alarming
these feelings arent far from physically harmning 
its hard when your marchin through the marshes
war zone in an aprtment 
since it had all started
played in this game until im all-starring
or maybe the mvp
seein me on TV
talking about the home run
of a new EP
staying humble without death
isnt easy for me
everything i own i would give away 
to strangers freely 
hoping its Gods work even if they chose to cheat me

because i treat those how i wish they would treat me 

From soul to the bone 
from the street to the meat 
go to the cold and the beat
those left alone in the heap
the devastated 
broken battered
torn and the weak 
havent given myself any
time in over a week
work shower eat sleep then i repeat
beneath the surface theres alot of hurting 
im cursued with this earthly burden
to nurish worry until my vision is blurry
i scurry deeper into the depths until im
depressed whats next?
taking more steps knowing what to expect 
the only thing i have left is to give up the flesh
and the only way to do that is to put it to death
use my sword pray to The Lord and sever my head



I had to die 
to truly be alive
to fill the hole inside 
so i could feel whole inside 

i am alive
because he had to die
even before my time
he makes all of my wrongs right


This interpritation of
an imagination
that was pieced together
and fabricated by all the
"whys" that my brain has made
in its own patient paces in places
i never knew that i would share
space with hatred  incase im cased in 
my brain is insane i wanna be the best 
but dont wanna be famouse making
the changes to my image and complications

quick to admit that i am complicated
i hate it
it drives me derrenged in a dodge derango chasing 8o
 because i figured out that she tried to play me
but in all reality it was just another worry 
to wait and waste me 
sit in the dark until the timing
is tasty long rough day of work
its patiently waiting to be 
said in anger causing more devistation 
than revilation im starting to hate me 
wish i could replace me with someone who
wasnt as crazy wasnt as lazy wasnt as shady
i just hope one day he can save me

Alyve(feat.Bri) prob.MSS

who is this man i see
looking back at me?
(WHO ARE YOU?
WHO WHO WHO
ARE YOU?)
looking back at the 
man looking at me
(WHERE'D YA GO?
WHERE WHERE WHERE'D
YA GO?)
he looks just like me
it couldnt be
(WHO ARE YOU?
WHO WHO WHO
ARE YOU?)
this couldnt be he 
looks just like me
(WHERE'D YA GO?
WHERE WHERE WHERE'D
YA GO?)
looking through
a reflection of
all of my depression
is this really me?
feeling these feelings?
toss and turn tryna sleep
celing to celing 
layers unfold they keep
on pealing and pealing 
pray my heart out daily
always kneeling and kneeling
but the devil just keeps on
stealing and stealing
how can i not start feeling 
defeated
in this battle with demons
even though i know 
its just for a season

there must be a reason
behind everything
seizing up like motor
that needed a greasin
my soul getting cold
its in need of releasin
maybe put a prayer 
before the pledge of alligence
no disrespect to the  troops
theres a deepening 
meaning 
even deeper than bleeding
i feel like this is
due to personal reasons
other than me needing some preaching
maybe someones sick of reaching
for something that they are not seeing
so its making it difficult for
them to keep breathing
looking forward to an interesting
evening
self assasination is all you been dreamin
waiting for the day things overload
then you decide your leaving
set forth on a journey of meeting
the reaper
seeking the greeter
i just hope you had time 
to plead to the leader
even when you made the deal 
with the deciever 
should have been the reciever
of a life worth living 
he will be the reliever
of all your sorrows 
and sickening fevers
until you are in a six feeter
better not run away like a sick cheetah

Why                           

Reflection (Prod.MSS)

flipping through the beats in my laptop
searching for a new backdrop
should i behave or do i wanna act up?
do i wanna pop like a cap gun or do i react numb 
do i stay silent and just act dumb 
are you sure you wanna talk about the rapture
or should i just keep that wrapped up?
whatever i decide i hope that im zapped up
by a beam of the light like a thief in the night
leave a crease in the sheets where i sleep in the night 
sleep with a knife if you think that your reason is right
just keep keeping it tight even with no reasoning why
you have these feelings you hide 
feels like a fist sqeezing inside
all dark things he will bring to the light 
theres no reason to hide
words stay vacant when you sreaming inside
all of your peers leave you to die
but he keeps you alive
his purpose in mind
no need for a try to 
redefine the divine 
or his plan in the sky 
every  breath he brings light
to a lie the devil tells all the time
like how theres no angels that fly
or a man who rose back to his side
back to a time when they were asking him why?
lord we are asking you why
every time that you try
we complain and we whine
but we we want u to turn tricks
like water to wine

HOLD ON
LORD 
HERE WE GO AGAIN
FALLING DEEPER IN 
THIS MESS OF SIN 
LOOK AT THE MESS IM IN

its gonna be a bumpy ride
when you have the love of chirst
cuz those who dont 
never seem to see eye to eye
just turn the eye thats blind
shut it 
close it
lock it tight
requests 
unspoken
let it ride
say it 
speak it
give it life
just like we were 
given life
live it right
live it up
never
give it up
with the 
father he can never get 
enough of us
we could never
give enough
worship with
a withered toungue
do his work
til blistered thumbs
keep faith when
the livings rough
lord let thy will be done

HOLD ON
LORD 
HERE WE GO AGAIN
FALLING DEEPER IN 
THIS MESS OF SIN 
LOOK AT THE MESS IM IN

(let thy will be done)

HOLD ON
LORD 
HERE WE GO AGAIN
FALLING DEEPER IN 
THIS MESS OF SIN 
LOOK AT THE MESS IM IN


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Nikko Dellena