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lmao chopped this together







it feels too late
theres so much to say
but its all in vain now
so ill just stay quiet
alone in my hallway
bring me your faith,
we'll compare the gaps and
we'll just stay quiet

Peter demo

found some home videos and made a track love ya'll



~~~headphones~~~~




























((There have been moments I have contemplated an eternal silence--to not speak, to not write, to cease all embarkment on communication.
I could never quite say what I wanted to say. 
I nourished my diction, hoping that the more lavish the words became the closer they would be. As if truth were saved for those who looked for it, who longed for it.
So I looked further into words. What if they were just tarnished? Just muddied from being past on throughout the decades, dropped on the floor only to be picked up and used again.
I would be lying if I said I didn't learn from this. 
It began by accident. I was looking up the words 'palliative care', for reasons I'm sure you can guess. Its a form of healthcare, yes. For the dying--to relieve their suffering before they pass. But this is just the meaning it has gained from being dropped in the mud too many times, picked up and brushed off. Palliative comes from the Latin word 'palliare'. It means to cloak. I remember the burst of tears when I read that. For me, there had never been such truth in a word. To cloak death. Palliare.
Despite this breakthrough I still had a bad taste in my mouth--left by words that just weren't quite right. It was like a betrayal and the concept grasped my mind: words betray the heart, words betray the heart. 
So now I give the minimal. I allow just enough to be heard, just enough to get by. And every so often I'll get it right, or someone else will.
Courage comes from the Latin word 'cor', meaning heart.
Today courage is a knight slaying a dragon, or finding your footing in a new city. But that was never its intention. 
Courage comes from the Latin word 'cor', meaning heart.
It originally meant "to speak one's mind, by telling all one's heart".
Maybe that's all I have been trying to do. Yet even still, I leave the words diluted, because they just aren't quite right.))

There's no lines here

Sound designin for 'Shivani' 
Shot on a Super 16mm camera by:
Leopold Belanger
Angele de Lorme
Lorenzo Signoretti
Valerie Simmons"

https://vimeo.com/64953162

`nikko