It’s the know it all, do it all faggot with the lighter on
Max fuel capacity, i’m smoking by myself, alone
Fills the hole, never call, hate it when my fucking phone
Won’t stop ringing, either way i can’t get in the zone
Writer’s block is kicking my ass as of recently
Got a little depressed so i’ll use this for therapy
Everybody around me is tired, i am struggling
When i hit rock bottom, got another fight i’m battling
Bottle my emotions because it’s the reason
Of my downfall, no more will Lil Kaan fall
Put walls up like castle, no more can i stand tall
I can’t be your savior, I can’t be no vessel, i can’t be no
Like Gambino i get childish when i get affection
I’m taking everyone that loves me for granted, a lesson
Is what was given to me, because i lost some good ones 
I did my best friends dirty, can’t forgive me, hate all you want
I’m feeling worthy for all of the insults thrown at me
I acted selfish because i needed to be happy
I had my wrongs i’m tryna right as i fucking write
A few songs nobody but a few select might
Hear and resonate or at least just reciprocate
The energy i put out for these bitches that are in my fate
Only because i can only learn from my stupid mistakes
Gotta be careful for who i trust, the city’s filled with snakes
Told my best friend i love this girl and what do you know?
She caught feelings for that budget Dennis Rodman looking hoe
And after that, both of them blamed me for being bipolar
Gaslighting to my face, glad that friendship is over
Should’ve never put him in my clique especially considering
That wannabe Silkmoney wasn’t even good at rapping
Or producing, but i would be damned if i didn’t say
He gave me his only good beat only this last May
Was in dismay, when i lost Rüzgar and VJ
In the span of a week, wish i could take back what i say
And do, for i was unmedicated, intoxicated
When i saw the love perish from both their eyes, man i hated
How quick i lost the two that i could trust
Exhaust the patience of my friends i must
How quick i lost the two that i could trust
Exhaust the patience of my friends i must
Fuck

write my wrongs *demo*

WE MAKING IT INTO BAĞCILAR [MECİDİYEKÖY VS. BOSTANCI] (feat. Layla Dawn)

I can’t take it
I can’t take it if your love start to hurt me
I can’t do it if everything gon’ haunt me
I can’t save you cause your ass will not let me
Why won’t you let me? I can’t 

I spent my life depressed
In this cell you call a home i rot away like pests
God’s test, i can’t do it, demons got my best
My inner Buddha failed, tired of having pain in my chest
When i breathe, since a kid i’ve had intrusive thoughts
Trauma fucked me up, i can’t cope so i’m moving with thots
Since a Tater Tot, i knew something wrong was up
In the air, must be nicotine and liquor, i must
Find a way out this hellscape you call a country
Ain’t it ironic how i never had Thanksgiving turkey?
It’s not because of the culture, just don’t have money
I hate it when i’m lonely with my thoughts so i act funny
The jokes don’t land, though
These shots could land, though
Dreams of Orlando
Was raised in bandos
Hood like Los Santos
All i ever wanted was a hunnid grand
But Allah gave me debt, millions of that quicksand

I can’t take it
I can’t take it if your love start to hurt me
I can’t do it if everything gon’ haunt me
I can’t save you cause your ass will not let me
Why won’t you let me? I can’t

i CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!* demo

[Verse 1]
Once i turn immortal, these road blocks ain’t gon’ mean nun to me
A portal through locals just for you to talk to me
My vocals like old cars, classic if you wait and see
Don’t fuck around with make believe, i manifest and let it be
You’re lost and found by bad people slaughtering your pedigree
You’re struggling to make some money, bottling your jealousy
You don’t deserve it, lad keep a blicky cause your life is sticky
Time is ticking, you’re mistaken if you say you’d die for me
I don’t believe it, i do not buy your words at all
Cause you call only when you fall and i’m never told
‘Bout the shit that you’re on, i cannot take the fucking toll
When you overdose or kill yourself, you leave me appalled bitch

[Hook]
Everybody got some dead homies
While i got bitches almost dying in the hands of police, na
Everybody got some dumb homies
But i got hoes abusing drugs cause their pockets obese, na 
Everybody got some dead homies
While i got bitches almost dying in the hands of police, na
Everybody got some dumb homies
But i got hoes abusing drugs cause their pockets obese, na 

[Verse 2]
Everybody got some problems that they struggle with
But why did Allah pit me ‘gainst some golems i can’t reason with?
Preposterous and ominous, utopia is communist
But Mother Earth’s a slut and these billionaires are pimping it
I can’t believe it, these rappers really all bought
The same bots just to cheat the system, industry is flawed
And corrupt, but i fought ‘gainst the grain in the midst
Of it all, fake shit y’all have been told, got me pissed, better fold

[Hook]
Everybody got some dead homies
While i got bitches almost dying in the hands of police, na
Everybody got some dumb homies
But i got hoes abusing drugs cause their pockets obese, na 
Everybody got some dead homies
While i got bitches almost dying in the hands of police, na
Everybody got some dumb homies
But i got hoes abusing drugs cause their pockets obese, na

dead[HOMiES] *demo*

shoutout flv.co for making the og song, its been one of my fav songs ever since 2020 lol

i hope u remember me [flv.co cover]

the house is burning. do you stay and try to minimize the harm caused or run away like a coward?

NiKO*

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