This song is about that messy uncomfortable place of knowing you're flawed but still wanting to be better. It's about screwing up, facing your own bullshit, and trying anyway even when it feels embarrassing to admit. I think we all have moments where we hate ourselves for not being perfect, we’ve broken our own rules, but we still push through hoping that trying counts for something.

(Verse 1)
I'm that shitty kinda guy who tends to believe
In anything and everything he sees on a screen
I'm a funny kinda zealot I'm a fool I'm a bitch
So self absorbed I'm gonna lose my shit

(Chorus)
I've made some rules and broken them
I've said some things I shouldn't have
I, I wanna try
I hate myself for saying it
But babe I'm trying anything
I, I wanna try

(Verse 2)
I just stand up tall close all the doors
Keep my face, clean and shaved
It's an ego complex gotta stay perfect
A shot in the dark is always worth it

(Chorus)
I've made some rules and broken them
I've said some things I shouldn't have
I, I wanna try
I hate myself for saying it
But babe I'm trying anything
I, I wanna try

(Bridge)
I hate myself for saying it
I hate myself for saying it
I, I wanna try
I hate myself for saying it
I hate myself for saying it
I, I wanna try

(Chorus)
I've made some rules and broken them
I've said some things I shouldn't have
I, I wanna try
I hate myself for saying it
But babe I'm trying anything
I, I wanna try

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Solomon France - Shitty Kinda Guy

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Attention

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Solomon France - Attention

This track was created for Project X Producer Contest by MOONBOY. Also for the Audience too. I didn't add a vocal because I thought it would be cool to make an instrumental track. Something different from what I usually do.

Made in: FL Studio Mobile

YouTube: https://youtube.com/@nikovanius?si=svJrb9seFdoJcGOj

#EDM

X Marks The Spot (Project X Contest)

Close To You [Project X Contest Entry]

ICANTLOVEU

imellem (remixes)

Touch (Ryllz Remix)

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Future

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Teddy Killerz - Future

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Bleed (Lateral Remix)

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V2. Bad out ere' - KoKa   [FREE DOWNLOAD]

🌴Jungle isn't my usual jam but were swapping up the style with this one.

Bad out ere'

NEED E GREED E

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Uoglobe & LiKo TuneZ - NEED E GREED E

pretty fun track to make although idk what to make of it

600articles☍ ☌ ⚯  (demo)

Born in the U.S, 'Nikovani' is an American Music Producer, Influenced by European & UK Styles of Music. He was Influenced by his father at a young age, dancing to him mixing vinyl, mainly Drum & Bass (DNB). Artists like "Sub Focus,"Grafix," "Wilkinson," "Culture Shock," "Dimension," and "Metrik," have Inspired him to Produce his own Music. Starting out at age 10 using his Nintendo Switch (KORG Gadget) to produce. these days, he has Upgraded to better Quality Music Production software.

X Marks The Spot (Project X Contest)

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