words 
prod @ayowitty

maybe we worked out
in another life
look how we turned out
cus we both couldn’t decide
on what we both want
we couldn’t come to
a decision cus’
you said “i love you”

and that shit fucked me up 
cus i already swore that i moved on
shitty I broke my promise 
i said i wouldn’t put you in no song -_-
swore I wouldn’t write a sentence
you ruined something we had 
cus i tried to change
but you wouldn’t listen 
but you still have me up all night
on this flight 
i been thinking bout you
waste my time 
when I’m up arguing
politicking with you
and we might fight but you know shawty
no im not trippin’ over you
when i saw your face for the first time
heartbeat, it was skipping bout you
and I didn’t know
that things would end this way
you don’t have to go
if you want then you can stay 
but I ain’t gonna force it
had something special 
but we just can’t reinforce it </3

maybe we worked out
in another life
look how we turned out
cus we both couldn’t decide
on what we both want
we couldn’t come to
a decision cus’
you said “i love you”

l*ve is overrated n under hated 
a twisted world without you is now my reality 

-e3

ily prod ayowitty

being yourself

chasing glory soon

clay golem sample pack: https://thayerperiod.gumroad.com/l/claygolem

Misshapen golem
Made of clay, his limbs are stringy
Sits in solace, ever silent
Cranium dented ever slightly
Always avoiding eye contact
Mirrors are his enemy
Dysphoria, a silver dagger
In his back,
In his back

It consumes me
Oh It consumes Me
like I pop ginger tabs
Oh It consumes me
Oh it’s not fair
How it consumes me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh it consumes me

I’ve got a bone to pick
With the man in heaven
Who cursed me with this body
That malfunctions on the daily
Split my skull, I’m going crazy
Maybe I’m just kind of comic relief
But damn this shit takes a toll
Trying to pursue my glory
To be something, if at all

Cleave my arms
Remove my head right off my body
Need someone to take it from me
So at least my conscious doesn’t feel so guilty
Of toiling away most waking moments
On a dream that ever-present
Escapes fingers, shattered fragments
A burning cross, branded by passion
Crush me up, turn me to ashes
Mix those ashes with fresh ginger
Swirl away, concoction bitter
But will sober your commitments
They say trying is a virtue
A sign much better than the other
But is giving up so evil?
When the cost is always so much more than nothing

It consumes me
Oh It consumes Me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh It consumes me
Oh it’s not fair
How it consumes me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh it consumes me

It consumes me
Oh It consumes Me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh It consumes me
Oh it’s not fair
How it consumes me
Like I pop ginger tabs
Oh it consumes me

Clay Golem (prod. thayerperiod)

Home - Resonance (Midwest Emo Version)

Via Discogs - …leaked to the internet on 2023-06-21 via Aphex Twin's new visualization app (for the concert on 2023-06-16 and the new single's cover).

https://aphextwin.warp.net/release/399837-aphex-twin-blackbox-life-recorder-21f-in-a-room7-f760

Aphex Twin - blackbox life recorder 20 ambient 760

365 DAYS LATER...
Today is my birthday 🙂
This is a track off my upcoming project
This is 1/5 singles to drop within the next month
This will likely be remastered by then when I eventually find shit I dont like about it..

LYRICS

Another year passes I feel so divine
I didn’t know if I’d be this fine
I didn’t think Id be under this light
May not be bright but I still love the shine
It’s in own way a beautiful sight
I thank you all for giving me time
I thank you all for watching me fly
I thank you all for making me bright

I never thought I would be positioned
In a way that people listen
I never thought that you would fit in
This new world that I made forbidden
It’s alright truly I don’t mind
I just want you the get my vibe
And understand that I need time
Perfect my craft then I will supply

I’m sorry I made those lies
Back when CS was gonna be fine
still gonna drop I just need more time
Never say a word and now I see why
Never hint again at a thing that I try
Cause people think that I’m gonna drop fire
I wanna do it but I’m still so tired
One day though I will transpire

Dropping something with nill st
My brother we gon let you eat
Me and him we don’t see defeat
And we both ready to feed the streets
Slash is the name that checks all of the lists
If you confused you gonna know it
Just give us time to make some more hits
Then we will focus on growing the clique

Ima conquer everything that brings me down straight to my knees
I’ll make it known that jealousy is not the way to bring you to me
I promise i will make you see, i promise I will make you see
I promise that I will succeed, i promise that I will succeed

Aye, Lemme talk my shit real quick
Done playing games done saying ima dip
I gotta go i gotta get set
For everything that I’m gonna spit
Making all this shit from the throne that I sit
Everything I do I do for the clique
Bitch you know what it really fucking is
Never play around with the king of the 6th

Everything I do burns down all the time
That’s though fine though I’ll just hit rewind
Make some changes then let you fall behind
Way that I live make them all say why
If I told you then you’d never come inside
You could never work this way like I
You see the trophies inside my mind
This the reason why i never lived my life, uh

Sorry gotta set it straight
Shoutout to my voices hear my thoughts every day
Shoutout to the one who’s not in my brain
Twin with them all i be making hella plays
And if you not tapped in get sent on your way
Once you gone we all celebrate
Get another opp gone out of our way
One day closer to achieving the fame

Once I’m at the top I’ll watch them all cheer
Show my gang love for helping me here
Show everyone there’s nothing to fear
Except for him who’s here if it’s clear
The one with the eyes who will always leer
Fucked up everything while waiting to appear
Sent this world into something coming near
End of it all which is what we all feared

Ima conquer everything that brings me down straight to my knees
I’ll make it known that jealousy is not the way to bring you to me
I promise i will make you see, i promise I will make you see
I promise that I will succeed, i promise that I will succeed

I WILL SHOUT FROM THE ROOFTOPS

nill st.

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