This is a sweet beginning,
for she took my heart away,
as her smile is my remedy,
so i hope you can forgive me,
for under these sheets,
i don't know how i feel,
so sing me a sad song,
as these deaf tears are shown,
so lets pretend we fall asleep,
so i can dream about some mistakes i made,
but there you go in my dreams again,
for i'll cry because the night hides our tears,
because this is fictional love,
for there is no way back home,
and just beyond the stars,
days are done,
you look like you are fine,
and if i die, you better say rip,
for this might be the last morning, 
and this might be the last day of my adolescence, 
even though im a billion years away from you, 
please stay with me, so i can be with you under the same sky, next to you, think about it, just you and me, the rest of the world doesnt matter,
for you could be a ocean girl, 
but its hard to think i do this out of love,
as i never thought to cry for a woman, 
as the jokes i used to say resonance,
thats what she loved about me,
for my soul is tired,
i think i love you,
and the snow fell softly on my face that night.

nilöwh

Cyndi Lauper - Time After Time (Asceta Neosampling Edit) [2025]

trains.

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lord you're okay

something to sleep to. thanks so much to @oliverxfrancis for helping me
Tracklist:
0:00 - sleepy
1:49 - bed time 
4:08 - its been raining
6:33 - been here since april
8:02 - genie in the bottle

Free download: http://www.mediafire.com/file/r4bnxvahb583071/its+been+raining.mp3

its been raining (full beat tape & download in description)

"i told them all about you."

thank you for your patience / guidance.

wrong. []

no one would miss me

APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/dream-about-some-mistakes-i-made/1462498138?i=1462498139

download: https://nilowh.bandcamp.com/track/dream-about-some-mistakes-i-made

s p o t i f y

dream about some mistakes i made

sorry for the long break, much more on the way, and this will be on my spotify soon!

my twitter @vague003
my insta @vague003

art by :
twitter - @freshoutcheckit
insta - @freshoutcheckit

SPOTIFY

wilting    🥀

Watch the video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkmpJ4sgZaA

Perfect Circle

APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/under-the-sheets/1461738281?i=1461738282
VISUALS: https://youtu.be/Skvy7V6BCh4
download: https://nilowh.bandcamp.com/track/under-the-sheets

under the sheets

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/1hLKsoYVY2c
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/a-sweet-beginning-single/1463004463

download: https://nilowh.bandcamp.com/track/a-sweet-beginning

a sweet beginning [visuals]

VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-3MbqulTSw
sample: @nlart @nlart(hideyuki hashimoto) - endroll
soft and low

V I S U A L S

i hope u can forgive me

VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9gvwkjE1I4
sample by @josh-augustin @josh-augustin - midtown

midnight vibes
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/her-smile-is-my-remedy-single/1510451267
download: https://nilowh.bandcamp.com/track/her-smile-is-my-remedy

her smile is my remedy [visuals in the description]

phantoms

vietra:
@vietraa @vietraa @vietraa 
https://www.youtube.com/c/vietra/featured
sample: vietra - imsoalone
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/take-my-heart-away-single/1541239986

dream about some mistakes i made

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