I got a fucked up brain,
It's always breaking me down, 
I live in constant fear of letting people close to me down,
Im Hit with waves of emotion I can feel myself drown,
Wish I can let go of the sadness that's been plaguing me now,
But I cant,
It's stuck in my head,
I need to kill it off,
In my bed,
Wishing I was dead, 
45 will send me off,
How do you, 
Say goodbye,
When you don't,
Know whats supposed to comes next,
Wish I didn't have to feel all the shit I have felt,
I got blisters on my feet its like im walking through hell, 
I had to turn the bottle and try to drown it myself,
I wound up in a mindset that corroded my cells,
Chain smoking till it makes it harder to breathe,
You carry your best friends casket just to put him beneath,
When the devils taking over you have no room to grieve,
When your subjected to the pain close your eyes and remember me 
The money the music the drugs the liquor they're tempting, 
You like to count your fucking problems instead of counting your blessing,
This life ain't a fuckin game you can't go change up the settings,
We're all slaves to the media and it's fucking depressing, 
You Put on a false persona and act like everything's perfect,
When you are rotting to the core and inside you feel worthless,
Ignore your mental health then you're defeating the purpose,
Tell it all boils over and hate will slowly rise to the surface,
Wish I didn't have to feel all the shit I have felt,
I got blisters on my feet its like im walking through hell, 
But I needed all that pain cuz it made me myself,
You gotta put it behind you and learn to just say farewell, 
Life's filled with these struggles,
You gotta keep on your hustle, 
Gotta get free from the rubble,
the missing piece to the puzzle, 
When the devils taking over you have no room to grieve,
When your subjected to the pain close your eyes and remember me 


Note To Self prod. FALLEN

with https://soundcloud.com/salivagrey
prod FALLEN

Lyrics

I put in work
Fuck tha cousin of death
I be awake on a bend
And I'm with all my friends

I hold my face
As it melt
Call it washing my hands

Bitch you ain't what I'm bout
Shit you playing pretend

Watchu need
I ain't asking no questions
You got a problem I get it
We ship the homies like fedex

Yuh

Loyalty
I ain't switch up I'm better
My homies know ima menace
And that I got em forever

Love
You ain't bout it, don't fuck around, u might catch a blow
I am loyal, to homies and not no money hoe
I got people, that trust me, and they gun let me know
If I need em, they'll be there, cuz it be going both

I catch a body for my gang
I ain't rapping for the fame
Treat these beats just like my opps I swear to god they getting slain
All the pictures I'm gon paint
With the words up in my brain
Or the blood that I'm gon siphon out yo motherfuckin tank

You ain't bout it aye
I know you really ain't
Only got two songs to ya fucking name
You think you makin plays?
When all ya plays are fake?
You ain't fooling nobody we know you fucking lame

Yeah it's 4:25 in the morning
See that look in my eyes that ain't nothing
Yeah I'm sipping white wine all alone and
Imma still pick up the phone if you call me

I put in work
Fuck the cousin of death
I be awake on a bend
And I'm wit all my friends

I hold my face
As it melt
Call it washing my hands

Bitch you ain't what I'm bout
Shit you playing pretend

Watchu need
I ain't asking no questions
You got a problem I get it
We ship the homies like fedex

Yuh

Loyalty
I ain't switch up I'm better
My homies know ima menace
And that I got em forever

You ain't bout it, don't fuck around, you might catch a blow
I am loyal, to homies and not no money hoe
I got people, that trust me, and they gun let me know
If I need them, they'll be there, cuz it be going both

Loyalty

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Loyalty w/ SALIVA GREY(FALLEN)

My Last Album 

Thank you to all of the special individuals who were featured on it 

Goodbye

Death’s Doorstep (feat. YCK & Phantom Roses)

prod. SaveMeSyler
SUPPORT ALETHIAE!! https://soundcloud.com/alethiae

lyrics

[phantom roses]
in the castle
of burning ember
she is fire
she's warm and pure
oh take her hand
please hold her close
she's burning slowly
in the burning ember

[alethiae]
will you remember me? far away in sleep
I hope we will meet one day
I got a glimpse of a star that reflected all my scars
never thought that I could look into your memory like that
like that

in the astral realm you came to me
and I almost fell
as I woke up from my sleep

oh do you know if we're supposed to be
the soul, split in two

I've always been here with you

come from a different level that
I am not familiar with
I will wait as long as divinely directed

Absolution of Parallel Flames (ft. Alethiae) [prod. SaveMeSyler]

Dole x Cinoevil x Khezie Beats - Nervous [Lyrics x AMV] : https://youtu.be/sAf5Bg5u2jY

Lyrics:
Everybody want to help
But I keep making wrongs
I should do it by myself
I don't need you at all
I ain't eat enough today
And it's all my fault
I been taking too much drugs
Feel like I'm gonna fall


And the xans make me nervous
Doing cocaine with a purpose
Boy got some ketamine, it's working
I'm blowing all my money, I deserve this

And I
Find comfort in fvcking up my life
I'm numb, I don't care if I die
Put everything aside
It's darkness and pain in my mind

I said I try
These drugs make me feel so alive
Nobody's there when I cry
So I keep em by my side
Face down, drowning in lies

I said
A fallen angel, fought the devil
Won the fight but lost the battle
Rose up from the gravel
Now the thorns outnumber all the petals
Awful levels to this game
Often getting disarrayed
Please don't get too close to me
I'm just here to entertain
Weight up in my duffle been
Making me fvck up a bit
Cover up with substances
This buried pain's dug up again
Find comfort in the rugged sin
Bugs crawling under the skin
I'm stuck up in the muddy ditch
Don't think I'm getting out this sh!t alive
I promised that I'm fine
But I lied
I done did that sh!t a thousand other times
I been grounded with the pride
Ocd about to fly
Look the devil in the eyes 
Tell him "Maybe this my time"
Guess that

I
Find comfort in fvcking up my life
I'm numb, I don't care if I die
Put everything aside
It's darkness and pain in my mind
I said I try
These drugs make me feel so alive
Nobody's there when I cry
So I keep em by my side
Face down, drowning in lies

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Dole x Cinoevil x Khezie Beats - Nervous

fly away [prod. noria]

BoyzFromTheCrypt @rivilin x @slothboipapi x @soaped
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/Npr_P2G4r4I
Prod. by Fallen

LYRICS:

[RIVILIN]
WAKING UP IN A BODY BAG
GONE COLD
LEFT FOR DEAD
TOOK THE PILLS AND THEY WENT HOME
I GOT THESE SCARS
FORMING UP ON MY BACK
THE TIME PASSES AND I REALIZED
THAT THEY'RE FORMING A MAP

I CAN'T TELL WHAT IS REAL ANYMORE
YEAH IT GUIDES ME THROUGH MY DREAMS
EVERY TIME I GET FURTHER
I BURN AND WAKE UP IN A SCREAM
AM I REAL OR AM I NOT
I JUST WISH IT WOULD JUST STOP
FALLING VICTIM TO MENTAL GAMES
RAISE THE GAT AND TAKE THE SHOT

CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[$LOTHBOI]
SIPPING 40 OE
BOUT TO PISS IT ON YOUR GRAVE
IF THE CRYPT GO CRACK
IMMA PUT YOU BACK AWAY
YOU AIN’T SAFE
NAH CULT UP IN THIS SH*T
WE THROWING WEIGHT
FILTHY BOYS WE SOME IDLE
SCUMMY DEMONS ITS OUR FATE

SO F*CK AROUND
I WOKE UP VIOLENT FEELING JUSTIFIED
20 TO MY NAME
I’M FEELING DESPERATE
10 JUST COPPED A DIME
DIRTY SITUATION
BOY GOT FILTH INSIDE
MY F*CKING MIND
THE BOYS UP IN CRYPT
WE BOX IT THICK
UNHOLY PARADIGMS

UNHOLY PARADIGMS
THIS WORLD IS OUTTA TIME
SO JUST SIT BACK RELAX
WATCH IT F*CKING DIE

VIOLENT BY DESIGN
TAINTED BY DIVINE
RUNDOWN WHIP AROUND
BOY WE SKRTIN WIDE

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[SOAP]
SAFE TO SAY
IT’S SAFE TO SAY YOU’LL NEVER SAVE ME
I’M THE SAME KID UP THE BLOCK
I-280 SOUTH TO HADES
AND TO SAY IT’S GETTING BETTER
WOULD BE LYING I’LL ADMIT
B*TCH I GAVE AWAY WHAT COULD'VE BEEN
TO SHOW EM WHAT IT IS

50 PACKS IN THE BACK
ON THEM BACK STREETS ROLLING
IMAGINE THAT YOU HAD A CHANCE
TO BE SOMETHING UNBROKEN
AND MIX IT WITH THE SENTIMENT
THAT YOU WAS LEFT TO DIE
F*CK AROUND AND RISK THE WORLD ON US
AND KILL IT EVERY TIME
NOT AFRAID OF THE FACE
OF THE DEVIL SEE HIM DAILY
I’M BREAKING OUT THE CHAINS
THEY PLACED ME IN
TO THINK YOU'D PLAY ME
IT’S FUNNY BEFORE I WOKE UP
ALL ALONE I WOULDN’T HAVE THOUGHT
I’D BE COMING UP OUT THE CUT
TO LEAVE NEXT TO THEM TO ROT
WASSUP WASSUP

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

BoyzFromTheCrypt: RIVILIN x $LOTHBOI x SOAP.

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/biv

Lyrics

Why do you hate me
Why do you
Why do you hate me

Nothing but jealously lately
The hate you be spittin amaze me

What kind of homie you playin
Why you gun hate cuz I'm just tryna make it
Fake motherfvcker I ain't need your lame sh*t
I just want all the homies to just make it

Rivilin Rivilin Rivilin Rivilin
Tell em there not alone
Tell em we got a phone

Sickening innocence b*tch that is ignorance
Show them the world is cold
People be dying yo

Saving their souls just one life at a time
Trust me theres more than just waiting to die
Sick to my stomach from evil I witness
I pray for a saviour when god has abandoned

Cracks start to appear on the wall 
And I start to see you slither in
Your jealousy begs for more 
Cut the head off the snake 
You’re not gonna win
Rats crawling from the wood works biting my toes 
Bottom feeders for 5 bucks you sell your soul
You want to wear that gucci and louis vuitton
Back stab your best friend just to feel you belong

Vermin crawling down my throat
I guess that’s what I’ve come to learn
Everyone’s out to get you
Paranoia sinking in
You take all that I had to give
Nothing left
Nothing left at all

Rivilin got my back
We ain’t no fvcking rats
We seen the devil and we stared right fvcking back

Into abyss
We be spiraling sh*t
But we climbed right back up
At the cost of our wit

Suicide, sacrifice
All this all in my life
Traumatized multiplied
Off of the drugs I cry

B*tch I don’t fvcking want
Cocaine you fvcking nutt
That’s how I lost my loved one so go fvck yourself

Rivilin Rivilin Rivilin Rivilin
Tell em there not alone
Tell em we got a phone

Sickening innocence b*tch that is ignorance
Show them the world is cold
People be dying yo

Saving their souls just one life at a time
Trust me theres more than just waiting to die
Sick to my stomach from evil I witness
I pray for a saviour when god has abandoned

Fvck all your wack sh*t
Always be talking no action
Where is your passion
Lazy you nothing you trash b*tch

Fvck all your wack sh*t
Always be talking no action
Where is your passion
Lazy you nothing you trash b*tch

$lothboi guarding my back from the razor
Gotta keep my head just above 
Just above, just afloat
Feel the reapers hand around my throat

Crushing my oesophagus
Getting worse and I choke

And I choke on the words that I tried to say
But blood replaces them in patterns
Something my eyes have never seen before
I’m getting fvcking sick of shaking 
But you know I’ll never fvcking quit

Desperation lacerations ain't sh*t
Spitting out blood while I fvck on your b*tch
Impractical suicide you wanna do or die
I don’t think you have the balls to just quit

Quartering stab wounds to the back
See me rise above this yeah I'll fvck with what you lack
Playing the cynical b*tch is your way
Knowing it's pitiful laugh in your face

So what do you want from me?
Bathing in the blood of your lovers 
And god yeah I know you’re a fake
So what do you want to say?
Cutting at the wheels of your dreams 
Yeah I know you will fade away

Extricate

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Extricate w/ Rivilin (prod. Biv)

happy halloween.
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o37n0kX2bOY

isomorph [llouis] [video in desc.]

scroll amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGQgtUdJW9k

featuring @mvkotsunami
produced by @penachobeats

☆☆☆☆

lyrics:

[skylarallen]
I can’t see myself through all this rain feel like I’m losing it 
Going in 
Go-going in
Pop out and I lose my grip

I’m lacing up just getting started
Ready to tear some shit up
I turn your face into a target
Then I roll me a dutch 
Until my picture say most wanted 
I can never do enough 
Taking all my problems to the grave 
I’m calling out everybody’s bluff 
I’m screaming rain rain go away 
Still I been feeling the growing pains
Looking for some peace of mind I find it in my own mistakes 
Duck and run for cover 
Taking out everybody in my way 
Still I be waking up every morning 
Feel like I got no time to waste

Rain, rain, pouring 
They sleeping on me, snoring
Clouding up my mind But I never lost sight of what’s important
Making a perfect storm but I never took note of any warning 
And I swear it froze me to the core waking up every single morning okay

[mvko]
Loose cannon bitch ill drink until I cant remember shit,
Put the rap game on my plate grab the knife and dismember it,
Sick of all the interventions talking bout my temperament, 
One day ima lose it Pull the glock out on my therapist,
Cuz I cant find a fuck to give,
This is the way I like to live,
Pull up on an opp and bust the shit,
Then I'll tell the judge I plead the 5th,
All of you was sleepin while I steadily made my rise,
Now you wanna show me love everytime you hit my line, huh
Its like im talking to brick walls i feel like that im wasting my time,
Take time out of your day to critique the way im living life,
Mother fuck your input you can shove it up your ass,
Bitch I'll stomp your teeth out barefoot hop in the whip and hit the gas,
I'll walk through the winds of a hurricane,
Wearing a straight jacket draggin a ball and chain,
Just to flex bout the shit that I overcame,
I am the tsunami I am the tidal wave, bitch
Fuck a ouija board you are talkin to the devil now,
here to address the trash before I go and take it out

[skylarallen]
Rain, rain, pouring 
They sleeping on me, snoring
Clouding up my mind But I never lost sight of what’s important
Making a perfect storm but I never took note of any warning 
And I swear it froze me to the core waking up every single morning okay

I can’t see myself through all this rain feel like I’m losing it 
Going in 
Go-going in
Pop out and I lose my grip
I can’t see myself through all this rain feel like I’m losing it 
Going in 
Go-going in
Pop out and I lose my grip

SPOTIFY

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY (FT. MVKO)

SAME WITH YOU IS OUT
[Mixed and Mastered by Kyle Williams]

PHANTASMAGORIA 2021

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LYRICS:

Rooftop, surrounded by a thousand winds 
You sang a song as if you had to sing it for the last time 
Despite your own own doubts and old fears
You sang so loud, it brought attention of the others 
Whatever makes it easier to breathe 
No difference how apart, you’re gonna find me 
What is it that you’ve done?  
What is it that you choose? 
What if it never ends, still if you want it to 
Why it’s the only way? 
Please tell me, walk me through 
Otherwise I don’t care 
Seems like same with you 

Since we have torn ourselves away in million pieces 
Still free falling 
What comes next still seems beneath us 
It’s been a venture of a lifetime, can you feel it? 
Ain’t no warning 
Tables turning, all be witness 
Since we have torn ourselves away in million pieces 
Still free falling 
What comes next still seems beneath us 
It’s been a venture of a lifetime, can you feel it? 
Ain’t no warning 
Tables turning, all be witness 

Still free falling

Same With You

Armand

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