"i feel like i'm 15 again
but i wouldn't expect you to understand
cause no one could get in my head
not even my therapist
i'd lie to her like everyday
and tell her that im a-okay
and thats what i've been doing lately
to all of my friends
i tell them that i'm doing fine
and can't remember the last time i cried
but to tell you the truth its been like
every fucking night
i fell off track i lost my way
i'm fantasizing bout the days
i used to wanna slit my wrists
i hope that no ones listening
swear i don't wanna make you sad
but i can't shake the feeling
feel like i'm 15 once again
i wanna drink myself to death
my heads been such a fucking mess
nothing more and nothing less
i know that there's always a consequence
for every single fucked up action
think you could say i'm kafkaesque
i'm always just so negative
another suicidal kid
i know i'm grown but i don't feel like it
i feel like i'm 15 again
i feel like i'm 15 again
but i wouldn't expect you to understand
cause no one could get in my head
not even my therapist
i lie to her like every day
and to my friends its all the same
i fantasize my funeral
and everything that you'll all say
read the eulogy
and all the best memories that you ever had with me
and how this isn't the way that it should be
i feel like i'm 15 again
always thinking of the end
and all the painless ways i could leave
and all the things i know i could've been"



i'm not going anywhere guys don't worry i'm just sad again...blahhh ahahah

fifteen (prod. splashgvng)

cover of honey bee by seahaven, guitar played by me

honeybee (one take first try)

cover of nightmare by nothing nowhere. instrumental by LASKKA
link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZHWujBUpiY&t=4s

nightmare

memory lane (prod. splashgvng & janj0)

one day (prod. mindofaddy)

lyrics:

blue lights
they shine
hanging from your ceiling at night
my eyes 
feel nice
when i look at you i'm enticed
your lips 
tempt me
pulling me in slowly
the web you weaved
appears so intricately crafted with ease
and i walked into it willingly
so please don't set me free

i love the time that i spend
when i lay in your bed
with your head on my chest
or your hand on my neck
or your lips as they press against mine

watching you twirl your hair through your fingers
leaving my clothes so that my scent lingers
breathing me into your lungs like smoke
sending me home with your sheets still soaked

blue lights
they shine
hanging from your ceiling at night
my eyes
feel nice
when i look at you i'm enticed
your lips
tempt me
pulling me in slowly
the web you weaved
appears so intricately crafted with ease
and i walked into it willingly
so please don't set me free

blue (prod. splashgvng)

drown

Group B from studio music class at temple university shouts out Hannah Ninan on piano, Justin Schwartz on bass, Xavier Arana main producer on the console and ProTools, Patrick Sinisgalli on drums, me Nina Pugliese on guitar and vocals. Thanks you guys this was a great project !!! Also obv shouts out to blink 182 and to our professor Joseph Kraus.

Dammit

candour

Same song I uploaded last year but this version has been mastered by me !

candour (mastered version)

She looks so perfect

what did you expect neck deep acoustic cover

What Did You Expect

Fall Away

if u know u know





(got the instrumental from the bands youtube no copyright infringement or whatever)

ur somebody else

covering one of my all time fav peep songs. makes me cry everytime but oh well here it is. also no copyright infringment or whatever hahah jus tryna upload this cover ya know

right here (lil peep horse head cover)

cover of skyscrapers by my boi peep <3 i love u and miss u so much dude this will never not be insane. instrumental credit to Kamil Kukulski 's youtube channel. no copyright infringement and all thatttttt. kk here it is enjoy me being depressed

skyscrapers (luv now cry l8r it hurts) cover

another cover of peep. sean and emily were in the garage while i was recording hense my laughing at sean dancing hahaahah. rip peep miss u. no copyright infringement or whatever.

star shoppin

"i can never hide my ghost come everywhere i go" love u forever peep. no copyright infringement and all that stuff.

high school (lil peep cover) rip :(

this song kills me and saves me at the same time. hope yall dont think its too horrible lmao

whatever 14th

so like yerrrtttt jus recorded this in like a half hour i cannot fucking mix vocals to save my life lol but at least i tried. shoutout splashgvng for the dope ass beat !!!

dont waste ur time on me (prod. by splashgvng)

shouts out negative noise on youtube for the instrumental

We Think Too Much <:3 ;((       cover

off of the new administration demo right before folie a deux

Fall Out Boy Feat. Travis McCoy - Catch Me if You Can Proclamation of Emaciation (Demo Mashup)

REST IN PEACE STEVE CARR
cover of twin size mattress by the front bottoms. instrumental made by Saora Studios check out their original track here:
https://soundcloud.com/user-182980823/front-porch-step-twin-sized-mattress-instrumental

twin size mattress

cover of i was all over her by salvia palth. instrumental made by Pentágono on youtube. link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMlIyL_myFg

i was all over her (salvia palth cover)

yuh, og beat got copyrighted so im here w this decent one that im not very happy with. cover of yandere by jazmin bean

yandere take 1,,, trash lol

Cover of what did you expect by neck deep, played guitar myself for once. My throat hurts from screaming hahahaha

what did ya expect m8? (one take)

“lack of sleep is catching up to me

my fingers don’t match what my brain sends me

they can’t keep up with the speed of my head

and i can’t fall asleep eyes wide open in bed

watching the sunlight pour in through the lines in the blinds

typing out stupid shit just because it rhymes

i need to write more i lost my touch

i spent two whole years stuck in a rut

thought i was happy but really i was just used to it

got too comfortable didn’t know what to do with it

held on real tight cause thats what i do best

the only difference this time was it was way longer than the rest”

-ninpuglin

complacent adolescent (prod. splashgvng)

absolute in doubt

LYRICS:
"please don't lie to me

*voice memo intro* at this point its not even potential..like, this is just talent and i know that you're gonna make it because i know that you're gonna do amazing things in anything that you do because you're that fuckin bitch

they only see whats on the surface
the shit i don't do on purpose
so embarrassing
everything i do
i think my friends are all just lying when they say they see my trying
cause i can't see nothing
they all say i got potential and they see i'm something special
but i can't help but think that
they're just trying to be nice they don't wanna see me cry
but i could see it in their eyes
that they want the best for me
all they really want is for me to see
that i'm not half as bad as i think
but i'm so insecure i'm always so unsure
maybe that could change but not today
i just gotta get out of my own way
but i can't do that when i'm stuck in my head and i'm glued to my bed
then i go drink and make more mistakes
and blame all of that shit on my brain
and chemicals in it that bring me pain
i'm done with playing games now
fuck
thank you to everyone here with me
you got me farther than i could believe
i wouldn't be here without all of you
i swear on my life every word is true
so this ones for you

y'all know who you are <3

you all showed me i could do it and i shouldn't give this up
showed me that i'm not alone and said keep working when its tough
only way to go is up and there's no looking back now
so i think it's finally time i gave my all and make you proud
i know you'll stay here by my side and tell me it'll be alright
all it really takes is time and i think you guys are right
so i'm recording every night
thank you to everyone here with me
you got me farther than i could belive
i wouldn't be here without all of you
and all i really wanna do is
(turn the pain into a tangible thing you can listen to when you're low)
turn all the hurt into something tangible
something anyone can listen to whenever they feel low
something you'll look back on at the end of the road
and when i'm long gone i just want everyone to know that
i'm thankful for everyone here with me



a song about how i think i suck but my friends keep me going and tell me i can do this shit so its a thank u to them lmao. produced by splashgvng
https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng
cover art is a picture my friend jenn little took of me me shouts out her
shout out maddy cunningham on the intro

impostor syndrome (prod. splashgvng)

⋅⋅⋅⋅ninpuglin ⋅⋅⋅⋅
          ⑭♡✯  
it rlly do b like that sometimes :/
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