LYRICS:

Revering the warmth from the flames...

House ablaze,
Beholding the flames,
Revering the warmth that derives 
from the destruction of ancient pain.

House Ablaze (DEMO)

Fave song off The Balcony(y)

I don't own this song, all rights and shit to Catfish and the Bottlemen :))

Catfish and the Bottlemen - Pacifier (Cover)

Pedal: "How many harmonies and how much reverb do you want?"
Me: "Yes."

The day has come. I have finally bought a pedal that is meant to be used with a mic. I have always used guitar pedals for vocals and that never treated me well (quite understandably...). So, to celebrate, I thought I would do a live version of Only Time. It's been 4 years since I wrote it... I hope you enjoy this version 😊

Only Time (Live Acoustic)

Muse - Dead Inside (acoustic cover)

Meet Me

uploaded again cause i forgot to cut the talking at the end !!

Mazzy Star - Into Dust | Live cover

The Weeknd- Montreal (acoustic cover live)

written from the perspective of a person with those dreaded 'daddy issues'

'I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴡɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ?'
'Oᴋᴀʏ sᴏ, ᴡᴇʟʟ, I...'

Seek your approval 
I crave it i need it 
Emotionally unstable 
I know it i hate it

Insecure and wanting 
constant validation 
I'm nothing special but i still 
have high expectations

Lie to me, lie with me 
Say you could never replace me 
Pacify me, sanctify me 
I'll say i belong to you

See I know, I've got some daddy issues. 
But I think that you secretly like it... 
Cause I'll do anything you want me to 
(to) Be in your good graces

Ooo ᴅ ᴀ ᴅ ᴅ ʏ ɪ s s ᴜ ᴇ s.

[mhmm. love me.. and please]

Don't hesitate to teach 
me how you want it 
Don't wanna disappoint you 
No, i want to be perfect

Yes i'm narcissistic 
So i need your adoration 
Though you know i'm messed up you can't 
resist the temptation to

Lie to me, lie with me 
Say you could never replace me 
Pacify me sanctify me 
I'll say i belong to you

See I know, I've got some daddy issues. 
But I think that you secretly like it... 
Cause I'll do anything you want me to 
(to) Be in your good graces

Ooo ᴅ ᴀ ᴅ ᴅ ʏ ɪ s s ᴜ ᴇ s yeah yeah

ᴅ ᴀ ᴅ ᴅ ʏ ɪ s s ᴜ ᴇ s...

Daddy Issues

written late 2017 about an abusive relationship I had earlier in that same year

LYRICS
Always felt guilty
Made me think I was unworthy
Constantly tripping, over you and your insecurity.

All along you were the one who was in the wrong not I.
For too long I was blinded to the manipulation for what I,
thought was my love for you.

Turns out I just crave being adored
Too bad that had to sacrifice who I was
Hindsight its so frustrating to understand
How susceptible I can be and how human I really

Never felt easy
Underlying tension and anxiety.
Couldn't think clearly,
you hijacked my mind,
I just rationalised.

All along you were the one who was in the wrong not I.
For too long I was blinded to the manipulation for what I,
thought was my love for you.

Turns out I just crave being adored,
Too bad that had to sacrifice who I was.
Hindsight its so frustrating to understand,
how susceptible I can be and how human I

Turns out I just crave being adored,
Too bad I had to sacrifice who I was.
Hindsight its so frustrating to understand,
how susceptible I can be and how human I
really am.

How Human

Lyrics:

Feel the weight of my hand on your chest, do you detect...
The gravity of the energy I'm trying to give to you?
I catch your vacant stares and,
The longing you show of fingertips that you still want to know.
Don't feel bad, I accept, I accept, I accept it all,
Never will this be, what we wanted and

Only time will heal,
what we needed to feel.

You were only searching for someone, familiar, in me.
The loss of infatuation is gonna set us both free.
Take a breath when your frustrations rise, and look inside.
The feeling's within, try not to always find answers on the outside.
Alike, I will try.

But only time will heal,
what we needed to feel.
Only time will heal,
what we needed to feel.
And only time will heal,
what we needed, to feel.

__________
Apologies for the quality, I recorded most of the song through my iPhone 6 microphone!

Nina Salorian

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