back+forth
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
Im going back and forth
I’m in between these motions got me weak
I don’t know what its worth
I write these words but don’t want to be seen
I’ve been this way since birth
Pay me no mind and i won’t intervene
Don’t wanna leave this earth
But being here always just always makes me bleed, yeah

Don’t wanna fight
Battle my mind all night, yeah
Im losing sight
Losing sight of whats right yeah
Im out my mind
Im out my mind
Im out my mind yeah
I wanna find
I wanna find
What i desire

I can’t go on with this pain in my chest
Sour taste and its hard to digest
I can’t get these burning thoughts out of my head
Im starting to think that im better off

Better off without these voices lately
My mind is changing daily
I find myself just waiting
For the day where ill be

Gone but not forgotten
Im not flying its free falling
Im not petty im just talking yeah
I ignored all of the cautions
Gotta do this theres no option
Theres no other way to stop it

Im going back and forth
I’m in between these motions got me weak
I don’t know what its worth
I write these words but don’t want to be seen
I’ve been this way since birth
Pay me no mind and i won’t intervene
Don’t wanna leave this earth
But being here always just always makes me bleed, yeah

Im going back and forth
I’m in between these motions got me weak
I don’t know what its worth
I write these words but don’t want to be seen
I’ve been this way since birth
Pay me no mind and i won’t intervene
Don’t wanna leave this earth
But being here always just always makes me bleed, yeah

back+forth (prod. jolst)

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

needed this to change
produced by @pekarot_161
featuring @lilskeleskrrt
mixed by nine to 5 and skele

lyrics:
nine to 5:
Now I'm left in the cold
Stary late night when my breathe turns to smoke
Living in the past when the rest still unfolds
I just wanna go back when my neck wasn't choked I'm
Stuck inside my mind when I'm passing
Highway signs eastbound we were laughing
Now I'm left with nothing but these memories flashing
gone within a moment and I don't know what happened

I can't get away, yeah theres nowhere I can run to
We've been everywhere, I can't begin to forget you
Your shadows everywhere around me even inside my room
Staring at the wall wishing that I was beside you

Living in this empty state of mind
Wander through this empty space
Lost because I know I'll never find
Anyone to take your place
Shivers running up and down my spine
Tears falling down my face
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

skele:
I've been a part of you for too long
And I still write the same songs
I'll wait here forever love until I figure out what you want
It's never enough
Just break me down
And I'll stay put til you're done
I fucking gave you my heart

both:
I fucking gave you my all

nine to 5:
But it was never enough

nine to 5 and skele:
Living in this empty state of mind
Wander through this empty space
Lost because I know I'll never find
Anyone to take your place
Shivers running up and down my spine
Tears falling down my face
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Still needed this to change
Knowing that I gave you all my heart but you still needed this to change
Still needed this to change
Yeah you still needed this to change
Knowing that I gave you all my heart but you still needed this to change

needed this to change ft. skele (prod. pekarot)

stuck in the middle
produced by aspect
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics
another day im in the middle of it all
unread voicemail on my phone now
i ignored your call

now im stuck in the middle
i just wanna know real quick why'd you settle
i dont want it all i just wanna get rid of
the thoughts all in my mind telling me i can't win ya
steady 9-5 got me stressed out
clocked in, clocked out i'm my best now
i aint going back now
no backpedal
i'm stuck up in the middle

i dont want it all
been waiting for a minute
i waited for your call
ill down another bottle and ill write another song
ill forget all the pain that you brought me all along

ohhhhhhh

toss me to the side im in the middle
yeah this shit is over, but only cuz i said so

now im stuck in the middle
i just wanna know real quick why'd you settle
i dont want it all i just wanna get rid of
the thoughts all in my mind telling me i can't win ya
steady 9-5 got me stressed out
clocked in, clocked out i'm my best now
i aint going back now
no backpedal
i'm stuck up in the middle

im stuck up in the middle (x4)
(background) i dont want it all
been waiting for a minute
i waited for your call
ill down another bottle and ill write another song
ill forget all the pain that you brought me all along

stuck in the middle (prod. aspect)

idk
produced by aspect
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics
ive been gone since yesterday
wasting all my life away
i can hardly breathe
im lost all in the smoke
idk
idk
oh
idk

idk
ive been gone since yesterday
where'd you go
wasting all my life away
i can hardly breathe
counting down the minutes now
im lost all in the smoke
the light ahead is fading out
the ashes fall
the fire burns from up ahead
through the leaves
leaves are changing getting red
the dirt turns to snow
i feel my body getting cold
the seasons passing me

my body needs to rest
i wrestle with my sheets
alone inside my mind
i cant seem to break free
i
feel it coming

i feel you on my body but i cant seem to break free
got these people all around me but it feels like only me
wasted so much time i feel like i may never get to see
the potential and the person that you once saw in me

idk
ive been gone since yesterday
where'd you go
wasting all my life away
i can hardly breathe
counting down the minutes now
im lost all in the smoke
the light ahead is fading out
the ashes fall
the fire burns from up ahead
through the leaves
leaves are changing getting red
the dirt turns to snow
i feel my body getting cold
the seasons passing me

idk (prod. aspect)

get on with it
produced by pekarot + homesick
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics
i, i , i
been here for a minute ive been waiting way too long now
i, i, i
can't stop fucking spinning got my mind up in the clouds i
havent been the same since you pushed me to the side
my bodys growing old but im trapped inside my mind
i, i, i
waiting for the day ill be floating in the sky now

all these nights too long
ive been staying out the sun
all these voices in my head
tryna tell me that im wrong
but you know that i say what i mean
i do what i can to wake up from this dream
i thought that i might just be able to see
the things that you said, they're haunting me

i dont wanna know yeah ive heard it before
can't get out my own head
theres nothing left to stop me from heading out the door
think its my time to
go
wonder when the day comes
ive been going back + forth tryna stay young
now i'm stuck up in the middle and idk why
i needed this to change to move on with my life

i, i
been for a minute ive been waiting way too long
i, i 
think its finally time to get on with it

i, i , i
been here for a minute ive been waiting way too long now
i, i, i
can't stop fucking spinning got my mind up in the clouds i
havent been the same since you pushed me to the side
my bodys growing old but im trapped inside my mind
i, i, i
waiting for the day ill be floating in the sky now

i think its finally time to get on with it

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get on with it (prod. pekarot + homesick)

don't wait up
produced by metlast x luffy
featuring @lilskeleskrrt
mixed by nine to 5 and skele

lyrics:
nine to 5:
you don't need to wait up
i'm out for the night
you don't have to wake up
i'm lost inside my dreams tonight

don't wake me i'm wasted, lying on the pavement
cracked cement falling through these thin places
eyes rolled back, jagged finish to these faces
on to the next, i've been flipping all these pages
you don't really know me don't pretend that you do
it's been a long time, i don't recognize you
fuck what you've been saying, nowadays im brand new
but i'll never pretend to know what you went through

wait, wait, wait
i think i've been losing my way
fate gone to different places, these figures shapeless
nothing heres the same now
don't know why i've been waiting around
oh (gone again, waste another thought again)
I knew it from the start i'd be gone again
here we are again
caught up in the grapevine
thats a great lie
what you said it didn't sit right
didn't ask why
now i'm here with a new life

here we are

skele:
i watched the crows come in you're ripping out my heart

i'm so fucking gone
i faced the sin for what you did you played along
i watched the crows come in ripping out my heart
you can leave my body charred
that's the kind of ghost you are
even when you visit me you never wanna stay long

tell me everything
i wanna listen while you make all the corpses sing
i'll take you home
i'll watch the show
and i'll applaud you at the end before you go

nine to 5 x skele:
don't wake me i'm wasted, lying on the pavement
cracked cement falling through these thin places
eyes rolled back, jagged finish to these faces
on to the next, i've been flipping all these pages
you don't really know me don't pretend that you do
it's been a long time, i don't recognize you
fuck what you've been saying, nowadays im brand new
but i'll never pretend to know what you went through

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don't wait up ft. skele (prod. metlast x luffy)

burning bridges
produced by wisssery
featuring @lil-p_nut
mixed by nine to 5 and pnut

lyrics:
nine to 5:
intro:
can't focus on what's right in front of me
i'm passed along, continue to sweep me off my feet

chorus:
just don't make me say it again
cuz ive been losing track of my head
all these days i have to pretend
that i'll be better off in the end
ive been making friends with the sky
talking to the ghosts in my walls that you sent
slipping through the cracks in the ground that you left
i've been spending time burning bridges

verse:
marks on the tile, you painted a picture i couldn't imagine
blood dripping down, the canvas was stained and then burned up in ashes
try to focus on whats left of me but next to me i saw apparitions of your eyelids
walking down a busy street was black and white until i caught a glimpse of your iris
across the way i saw a day where this was all fine but its not today
everyone is all the same
i wish i could forget your face

verse:
pnut:
i can't see straight its just a phase
tired eyes and busy days
i try to sleep but im awake
holding on to these press pieces
thinking about you and me
losing all my damn memories
cuz other things you buried deep
hide yourself so we never meet
if i never see you again, ill be buried in the clothes that you left
banging on the back of my head, thats the only thing you're good at
leave me alone at night so i can get some rest

bridge:
both:
holding on to myself is all i do now
day by day inside this hollow place its all i do now
waste another night in my head its all i do now
hide myself ill never see you all these bridges have come down
just forget my name, forget my face all these bridges have come-

chorus:
just don't make me say it again
cuz ive been losing track of my head
all these days i have to pretend
that i'll be better off in the end
ive been making friends with the sky
talking to the ghosts in my walls that you sent
slipping through the cracks in the ground that you left
i've been spending time burning bridges

burning bridges ft. pnut (prod. wisssery)

hold the applause
produced by @prodbybrody
featuring @sewerperson
mixed by nine to 5 and sewerperson

lyrics:
both:
so won't you hold the applause
cause its all that i got
i know its not a lot, but it feeds me the strength that i would need to move on

nine to 5:
I did all the things that i said i would
Try to push me to the side but you never could no
I’m breaking through the walls it’s competitive
Now im taking to the bottle like a sedative woah

After all of this time and i still get it wrong
I won’t tell you what you wanted hear no more
Yeah you played me a game tryna get up the score
But i aint finished yet i’m still coming for more

So won’t you hold the applause
Cuz its all that i got
You tore it apart
It was doomed from the start
Fallin for your mirage 

Falling from nothing
But oh its so exciting
To go
To these places i aint been before
You took hold my body sunk it into the floor

going insane, my body is sore
i feel a lot different than i did before
seasons have changed, i'm closing these doors
i'm burning these bridges can't take anymore
so take all i am, i'll do what i can
but nothing will satisfy you in the end
but i understand, it's all gone as planned
you fucked up my head but i'll take what i can

sewerperson:
Seventeen nights in the grip of cold hands
Baby i try do u right while u just doing what u can
Wails heard thru the night from somewhere deep inside the branch
Toss out a flare we can light up the world
Ash floats thru the air as this fire unfurls
Tell me how this shit compare to a night better spent
Watch The banshee touch down on to the charring grasslands

Won’t you hold the applause
Cause its all that I got
I know its not a lot but it feeds me the strength I would need to move on
With her taste on my tongue
And my hand on my heart
I cant be what u need but I swear on my life I will be what u want
With the grace of a wisp
She comes right around and attaches to my hip
She whispers are u scared and I said maybe just a bit
U know I cant lie when u look at me like this
When u look me in my eyes
I know u could see into my soul into my mind
U know I know I could never get away with lying
That’s why its the truth that without u id rather die

hold the applause ft. sewerperson (prod. brody)

baseline prod @fleshgolem + @ripwarheart

lyrics:
despite what i say i
i just scrape by
my life on display
but ill only say what they'd like
you got what you wanted but you left me at the baseline
at the baseline
at the baseline 
look me in my face
ive got all the same expressions on me
nothing left to say
cuz all the words you said they've really got me
fucked up but ive been here before
no matter what you say i still come back for more

no matter what you do
i cant block out the view
it wont ever make sense all that you put me through
i cant stay out my way
ive been stuck in a phase 
lifes been monochromatic
all the colours turn grey

love when you tell me im nothing so say it again
played with my heart like a game so play it again
nothing i do could get you out of my head
so please just stay

despite what i say i
i just scrape by
my life on display
but ill only say what they'd like
you got what you wanted but you left me at the baseline
at the baseline
at the baseline 
look me in my face
ive got all the same expressions on me
nothing left to say
cuz all the words you said they've really got me
fucked up but ive been here before
no matter what you say i still come back for more

baseline (prod. flesh + ripwarheart)

forgotten conversations prod @nineto5 + @bodydbl

lyrics:

i cant focus on my thoughts they pass my by like the days did

intro:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

verse:
whatever you said i did
wiping the tears from your eyelids
we go through the motions, these words left unspoken
the time doesn't heal so we hide it
but forget it all
you see right through me conversations with the wall
all the words spoken that i can't recall
i guess that's just how it ends after all

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

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