swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
where they-
i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
just give me something to wait on
baby you know that i put that shit on
dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
Balenci skulls or the bb i cant choose
I love designer Murakami my shoes
smoking on that loud bitch come again?
no hablo espanol they'll think i'm alien

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

failure (cabber)

Bad Apple + Kennedyxoxo and Fijimar p. xFujioka

lyrics

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere

life, keeps fucking me over like left and right
man sometimes i just wanna fuckin die 
i waste my time inside
i barely show my face
i feel so out of place
like an alien up in space
man i just want a taste of a normal life

like how’s i supposed to know
u were gonna go
a target placed on me it’s like u were aiming for my throat
throat, mine closed up i couldn’t say no more
fuck i think i passed out and smacked my head upon the floor

what was i fuckin thinkin huh
love blinded me and it’s obvious 
holdin back tears and it’s bad for us
i’m done
if i can’t count on u
then, then what would u have me do?

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere (2x)

typical (sorrowbringer)

prod wraithontheporch
ty to @wraithwilldie for hopping on <3 love u dude

lyrics

(chbv)
these nights get a little lonely, thats alright
cuz lifes hard, stare at the stars, that serves u right
little light on the juice, it'll keep me tight
studying my research doesnt work, so i
what's it like to live rent free in my head?
muscles tearing slowly, do u want me dead?
we used to love offroading, we did it every day
and now its hard living without u in my way

(wraith)
Just another apology
I’m trying my best
To keep the blood in these arteries
Withholding the mess
Girl just say what you want from me
Lower artillery, there’s nothing that’s left
And if I’m wasting my breath it’s
Only meant to be penance
Nearly calling it quits
Just let me die every sentence
A head full of tension
Heart full of damage
Counting the seconds
Patching wounds with the bandage
Holding your hands its
Almost too much to manage
Am I mental and manic?
Guess I’m finally crashing

incision w/ wraith

What U Want

LOCKED OUT! (prod. partingsoon)

Demons

blabla

lyrics:

we got along like a house on fire
but now i'm burning like a house on fire
devil sings like a motherfucking choir
call the fire brigade because my situation's dire
and my mental state is dire
i could think about the highs but i'm tryna go higher
someone chuck a clipper cus i'm running out of fire
throw me in the shitter, you can leave me there to die

you know i'm tryna die
i'd be living life if i really felt alive
i'd be living life if i cared enough to cry
i'm not living life, i'm just tryna get by
i'm just tryna buy a mansion, curses, sanctions
i don't pay attention, i've been flirting with distractions
you left me empty after all our interactions
i'm not admitting that i used you for my fucking satisfaction
one star, not satisfied
i could tell you why, but that information classified
cigs fill my mouth like a motherfucking pacifier
you know that i liked you, i hope you're feeling gratified
i'm rotting to the core
you know you can't restore me
scars on my body like it's papercut galore
i'm cold inside, curled up on the floor
i don't wanna be alive, rum, give me more
mum gave me life, she can have it back yuh
i wanna end it quick, throw myself under a tractor
life's such a bitch, told that woman suck a dick
they say my music is the nuts, i'm the nuts
get kicked, i never wanted kids

a house on fire (prod. maxchris)

lyrics:

when is my life gonna end, like can it get any worse?
swerving my car round the bend, i should've bought me a hearse
i should've never had a friend cus in the end it only hurts me
i should've learnt to play it dirty
it's 11:30, i'm pouring up the lager
all this shit i'm doing, swear i disappoint my father
throw me in the derby, i'm making enemies with karma
every time they left me on the curb so i surround myself with armour

i'm in the field like a farmer
if i was american i'd tell you i have trauma
can't deal with immaturity surrounding drama
they dragged it on for so long, i got trauma from that
i'm not hot-headed, i prefer a korma
but i don't feel happy when backed into corners
i don't have money to possibly launder
i got a clean record, i'm normal for that
am i normal? i'm not normal
i'm a weirdo, why you acting formal?
i attract attention, that's why i'm immortal
why i gotta live for so long on this planet?
i'ma jump through the portal
i'ma call up my friends, let's do anything unlawful
i'm waking up every day feeling awful
if i died, would you feel awful? like

derby (prod. ninewaters)

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a house on fire (prod. maxchris)

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