Drunk In Bristol

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ninewaters - mi amor (ninewaters)

so erase all the toxic delusions
raise your hand if you feel useless
and when you play with my head i was clueless
over-medicate till we're numb and stupid

every little thing gonna tear me down
every little thing if it could it went south
every little thing gonna tear me down
when i start to sink just let me drown

the ceiling's only so much higher
i could never rest when you're holding me down
the feeling isn't getting lighter
you're my best and there is no doubt

and my hearts still beating x2

drøwn (prod. dead yami)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

my verse lowkey sucks
shoutout viz n dat

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
S-U-P-P-O-R-T i need it, can you give it to me
she is S-O H-O-T i love it, can you let me see it
let's discuss this over tea how i'm the shit and you can't see it
when i'm older they will love me H-E-R-O i will be it
C-H-E-E-R-L-E-A-D-E-R you love to see it
i buy a bmw then crash it, i don't need it
they never notice me right now but when i'm up they'll stop sleepin
when i am U-P she will R-E-G-R-E-T leaving
wait! i can't fall for that bitch
i can't fall for anybody cuz everybody just be makin me sick
i'm telling you bitches to suck on my dick
i'm telling you bitches get off of my dick
why you sat there? i'm not even rich
get bored so i'm taking a flick of the people that stay by my side when i'm lit

(viizzi)
carry the torch on my back cos im lit
bitch im with 9 and they know we the shit
run in ya house better show me ya shit (not literally)
and ur bitch on my dick boutta blow me and shit 

t r u m p e t you know thats what she blow me like
she ride my dick like a bike
come with a strap hope ur ready 2 die 

g r a v e thats what we put him 
a l i v e is what he coulda been
its a s h a m e that we be rolling him
straing in the p a c k
my choppa spray
no im not dying today little bitch

H-E-R-O

H-E-R-O + viizzi (prod. plxce x paradoxsounds)

lyrics:
there are demons in my area
your boy is shaking like your boy has got malaria
heartbreak tryna get me, nothing scarier
the weight in my chest gettin heavier
the situation that i'm in gettin hairier

i thought forever i was gonna be haunted
i know forever that i'm gonna be exhausted
the clock is tickin but i'll take my time
to live is love and my life's on the line

i don't wanna get ghosted
depths where i'm posted
sesh yea i host it
my songs, they quote it
guns are loaded
you can take my soul but please don't roast it

i'm down bad and i don't wanna go out like this
i sound sad yea i don't usually choke like this
i'm in love with my demon, can i buy you a drink?
i'm in public and i'm leaning, i don't care what they think

take my beer while i'm not here and push me over the brink
i'm feeling sloshed when i'm crossed, throwin up in the sink
bleach down the toilet
my plans they're all foiled
i'm lucky when i shot my shot i didn't get recoil

life on the line

life on the line (prod. cush)

Experimental track, a lot of lyrics are interpolated from this song: https://soundcloud.com/saikyo29/hori-miya?si=a077ee5404f84214b8b52aef3bb4e3fa&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
look right at yourself, hope you realise we are different
you can try and help but it doesn't make a difference
dragging me through hell and i'm tryna find my own way
still hope that you're well but i do it for my own sake
i don't need appreciation, i still fall way down
but you didn't come around, that's the reason why i frown
i'm still moving weights, kinda hard to leave the town
i'm still losing weight, think i need to chow down

i should be feeling up but there's no way that i feel it
i still got my cuts, yeah there's no way i can heal it
i still ride the bus, yeah i need a lamborghini
they tell me life is like a movie but there's no way that i'll see it
i wanna move scenic, i'm living in a dump
i wanna run it up
i've fallen in a slump
don't fw girls yeah i'm always getting dumped
i think i need to chill
i'm gonna have some fun

OwnSake

ownsake (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean i wanna text you or call you
wanna pick my brain that’s clever
wanna drag me down that’s extra

wake up with this feeling forever
doesn’t mean i wanna see you or talk
moderation with the alc that’s never
i got a slight lean when i walk

i got a slight theme when i talk
either do or don’t whatever
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean you’re not the cheese to my chalk

i’ll leave you be if you want
i’ma leave so you catch me on the floor
i’ma leave so you catch me if you want
i’ma stay but i’ll put up a front

yeah i miss you more than ever
gotta live to watch another segment
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
but i don’t feel a thing for the moment

kinda hard stayin living in the moment
i’ma tuck myself away for the moment
i be pourin up shit that’s potent
dream about you so i smile for the moment

gonna miss my friends forever
doesn’t mean that i’m in the same place
not from earth so i’m giving you space
but i miss you more than ever

this ain’t a christmas song
but i hope that you celebrate nicely
we can’t even tell right from wrong
wanna pour me a drink like nicely

wanna flirt with me that’s spicy
too bad that i know you’re a bitch
got a lot of patience if you try me
but i miss you more than ever

can’t eat them wings too spicy
need a beer so i cleanse my palette
but i miss you more than ever
i be walking round drunk in cabot

for the girls that sent me love
yeah i miss you more than ever
don't need more money when i have your touch
miss you more than ever

i miss you more than ever
yeah i miss you more than ever

yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean i wanna text you or call you
wanna pick my brain that’s clever
wanna drag me down that’s extra

wake up with this feeling forever
doesn’t mean i wanna see you or talk
moderation with the alc that’s never
i got a slight lean when i walk

for the girls that sent me love
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
i'm wishing you well for ever
i miss you more than ever <3

MORE THAN EVER

more than ever (prod. ninewaters)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

moving psychiatric (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

happy valentines day gang
prod. novakk x txeej <33

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

i don't wanna see you again, i got biz to attend
she got addictions, i got them too, turn her into a 10
i couldn't give less of a fuck if i'm seeing her flirting with men
i couldn't give less of a fuck bout this money, it's money i'll spend

i got this beat from novakk
and i get girls from overseas
and you get girls who smoke crack
you just rap bout pushing p's! that's a throwback!!
got your girlfriend on her knees!! you can smoke that!!!!

i just started smoking that gas, i'm puffing on cancer too
it's me versus me now, i wonder which one that i'll choose
if it's me versus you now i wonder who's going to lose
i wonder who's going to lose, cuz that'll never be me!

pulling up in a scat pack, you getting caught in a rat trap
i'm in a race like an athlete
there's no way you're gonna pass me
i know you're gonna get cold feet
guess you really wish it was the old me
they were right when they told me i don't need anybody to hold me

i don't need anybody to care for me
guess you were doing it right
cuz you were never even there for me
i'm my one and only enemy
i see you can't see i'm the reason i'm writing this melody
i'ma stay sipping this hennessy
the shit that i do is upsetting me

it's me versus me for real
i'm the one they wanna be for real
i understand the jealousy for real
alone forever for real
in love forever still
my heart's still cold like the winter
this shit always lingers

alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
countin up benjamin
alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
i be on top of the world
i could've given her shit for real, more valuable than a pearl
i be on top of my pit for real
know that you can't catch up in my section
i put hands up on my weapon

hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

me vs me

me vs. me (prod. novakk x txeejjj)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
bitch i be smoking fags (cigarettes) out the pound
tell me you love me, wanna hold it down
don't wanna wait for you to come around
bitch ik that you gonna bring me down
gimme your hand when i'm breaking down
bitch, shut up while i'm tryna speak!
i'm getting lost and i'll never be found
bitch, you'll be feeling lost when i peak!

ima get it popping like a school in america
got the crib shakin, diagnosed wit malaria
i can't hear your talking when i'm smoking on that loud
ima cause a ruckus when i pull up in your area
death is kinda scary, what i'm doing kinda scarier
he said he want beef so we turn him vegetarian
he said he want beef so we mince him to the ground
it would make you think that my boys authoritarian

i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i be out in public tryna avoid the paparazzi
i ran outta cash so let's go and crash a party
in the car i crash, slamming pints of bacardi
3am i pull with your bitch in my ferrari
make you so shocked when i pull up, maserati
ima whip the foreign but i'm not a fucking racist
just know i love you if i listen to your playlist
your bitch she love me, yeah she got me on her playlist
i'm the shit, you just gotta go embrace it

smoke a nazi

smoke a nazi (prod. ninewaters)

it's over, u can go home now. w/ casperrr (pekarot)

s/o @c3ll4r !
produced by blckhrt!

lyrics:

so i drift
off
stains on all my clothes cuz of your lip 
gloss
the way you did me got me feelin wish
washed
i came to you with my heart in a zip 
lock
long
lost

key im sure you open up the lock
box
inside my heads a door that i keep blocked
off
behind it theres a monster so i talk 
soft
tell me its a joke!
cant help it so i ha
ha

4 deep chillin smokin za
za
deathstar pack not no sky
walk
friends poppin pills that i think i 
bought
...
i think i 
bought

so i drift
off
stains on all my clothes cuz of your lip 
gloss
the way you did me got me feelin wish
washed
i came to you with my heart in a zip 
lock
long
lost

long lost
its always about u never wat 
i want
i can never say what i mean
jaw locked
please just stay away from me
its my fault

my fault, can't look you in the eyes
stay in my room all day i could cry
i'm crushing pills so i get high
emptiness in my heart so im staring at the sky

staring at the sky w my head in my hands
hole in my heart so i fix w the bands
drifting off in my room so cancel all my plans

so i drift
off
stains on all my clothes cuz of your lip 
gloss
the way you did me got me feelin wish
washed
i came to you with my heart in a zip 
lock
long
lost

key im sure you open up the lock
box
inside my heads a door that i keep blocked
off
behind it theres a monster so i talk 
soft
tell me its a joke!
cant help it so i ha
ha

4 deep chillin smokin za
za
deathstar pack not no sky
walk
friends poppin pills that i think i 
bought
...
i think i 
bought

dead to me (prod. cush)

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