Kill me </3

main account: @ninewaters
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i think the xans tryna tell me sum
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ninewaters - party (ninewaters)

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Lyrics:
My soul's on fire like the world that we live in
Consumed by hate, could've been but I didn't
I assumed we would last, I regret what I've given
Need a hose for the past but I'm drowning if I'm swimmin

We went up in flames
I wouldn't feel these feelings if you felt the same
Now I'm burning alive, I need the fire brigade
You trapped me in a corner and I cannot escape

I'll admit it
Yeah I did it, OH WAIT JUST KIDDING
Not at the top but I feel like I'm winnin
Not gonna stop cuz I'm gonna make a killin

Where are my feelings?
They died last year like the mould on my ceiling
I said I'm not ok, but I'm finally healing
That's partially true, but I still feel like I'm bleeding

Shinra, I need him
She was under the impression I was cheating
I was under all this pressure and I cracked like a rock
Don't talk to me again but you're already blocked

fire brigade (prod. hxllowlucy)

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running away

darza - running away (prod. ninewaters)

searching (prod. greg beats)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

darza - vanish [prod. lukstoic & 80root]

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panic!

killval - panic! (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

yeah! i could never trust a soul
if you love me, you don't need to let me know
if you love me then you need to let me go
i'm all alone, guess i'm reaping what i sow

i'm nearly done, i be staying burning out
i'm staying silent but inside my soul is loud
nobody's listening, i'm gonna shut my mouth
you don't know me, you don't know what i'm about

i've just been kicked out of the club but i don't really give a fuck
i guess i shouldn't smuggle drugs so i should really smuggle love
i poured a quad inside my cup so i can fucking drink it up
this shitty music got me rough, i'm going home i've had enough

let me tell you 'bout a story, don't ask questions balamory
sipping magnum got me naughty, give a fuck about the tories
only care about my money, touching cash it make me horny
to the bank i'm fucking running, i be coughing think i'm poorly

i think this music's fucking boring but i don't know nothing else
all alone nobody's calling, bet some love would make me melt
sipping piss i hate the smell, but when i'm drinking don't need help
i don't want none of your company, i'd rather go to hell

i think i'd rather go to hell
and i know i'm sounding stupid but you know i wish you well
think i'm done with wishing wells
now i'm gonna stay inside
yeah my skin is fucking pale

i'm burning out

i'm burning out (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere for everything i've lost
i went and burnt the bridges i was tryna get across
looking back at all the memories that i think i forgot
it's been happening a lot

what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere but i keep getting lost
i've been tryna save myself but it's just not enough
i might need a helping hand but there's just no one i can trust
this mission is a bust

i been down bad as of late
i'm all alone i guess i'll leave it up to fate
but i've been so lazy lately
if i'm stuck in bed then i can't be one of the greats

foot on the gas too fast i'ma pass
i can't help you, i'm not sorry for your ass
i have no other concerns when i'm just focused on the cash
attracted to money, i put my penis in a bag

but i can't lie i've been down bad lately
i know i need some therapy but i just turn to rap
it's gonna take a lot for us to seal over the gaps
fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map

fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map
fuck the other rappers, put myself on the amp
fuck living for music, i'm just living in my camp
fuck the uk yeah this place is full of trash

and my mind is full of trash
you been smoking gas while i'm smoking on that cancer
i'm drinking, fuck my liver
i'm tryna die faster
night give us shivers
have no pity on you bastards

yeah i'm leaning til my back hurt
you know i'm leaving, won't come back yuh
i'm on the move like a tractor
you gotta stay careful, these demons will attack you
it's not a funeral but i'm dressed in all black yuh

fire brigade (prod. hxllowlucy)

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