@ninewaters I love you and @1Darza you both are awesome

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

@ 9inewaters on insta

lyrics:
designer on my clothes but i'm still broke tho
money over hoes tho, they hate me and it shows
they tried to get inside, i said "i'm sorry but we're closed"
they asked me when i'm opening, i'm sorry i don't know
i'm so lit like a torch tho
give me some time and i'll be posted in a porsche tho
i need some time cuz i'm still hurting in the torso
i'm gonna glow, get your tickets for the show

i'm going up
i'm done with wasting time, i'm going up
i'ma need some new rhymes and a little bit of luck
i still got time, i don't gotta pull the plug
yuh, shoutout lukas, yea you know we goin' krazy (l-l-lukas goin' crazy <3)
she said she love me but deep down i know she hates me
never again i'll find a girl who wanna date me
i don't really care but i'm still open for debating

broke

broke (prod. lukas)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

Dear Emo Rap, Love ninewaters (prod. @ninewaterss)

lyrics:
i wanna count sterling
no time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
the flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
it really feels the worst
you don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
put me in a hearse
the way that i've been feeling got me thinking that i'm cursed
we're always catching feelings but nobody ever learns
this shit is just the worst

in a pit of bad decisions, going first
life is shit and just for meaning we all search
this shit is really wank, tryna buy myself a house
it's easier to party when our lives are going south
tell me you won't leave me, take the lies up out your mouth
you don't know what i'm about
i wanna scream and shout
your voice is getting hoarse and it's bullshit that you spout
i'm tryna beat a dead horse, i already have my doubts
already have my doubts, i really can't believe it!
the time is coming where you tell me that you're leaving
but i don't blame you
you best believe it though that i could never save you

that's a job for yourself
i tried but really couldn't help
cigarettes and beer in my room, i hate the smell
i was tryna get my balance in life and then i fell
i feel ok
and we're both lucky that we like each other's face
but i'm unlucky that i felt a certain way about you
you know that i really couldn't save the day

sterling

Sterling (prod. @ninewaterss)

ig: @0yukixx

p. @auguryy

mixed by @0yukixx + @c0d3ee

till it's over [p. augury]

lyrics:

yeah! i could never trust a soul
if you love me, you don't need to let me know
if you love me then you need to let me go
i'm all alone, guess i'm reaping what i sow

i'm nearly done, i be staying burning out
i'm staying silent but inside my soul is loud
nobody's listening, i'm gonna shut my mouth
you don't know me, you don't know what i'm about

i've just been kicked out of the club but i don't really give a fuck
i guess i shouldn't smuggle drugs so i should really smuggle love
i poured a quad inside my cup so i can fucking drink it up
this shitty music got me rough, i'm going home i've had enough

let me tell you 'bout a story, don't ask questions balamory
sipping magnum got me naughty, give a fuck about the tories
only care about my money, touching cash it make me horny
to the bank i'm fucking running, i be coughing think i'm poorly

i think this music's fucking boring but i don't know nothing else
all alone nobody's calling, bet some love would make me melt
sipping piss i hate the smell, but when i'm drinking don't need help
i don't want none of your company, i'd rather go to hell

i think i'd rather go to hell
and i know i'm sounding stupid but you know i wish you well
think i'm done with wishing wells
now i'm gonna stay inside
yeah my skin is fucking pale

i'm burning out

I'm Burning Out (prod. @ninewaterss)

lyrics:
what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere for everything i've lost
i went and burnt the bridges i was tryna get across
looking back at all the memories that i think i forgot
it's been happening a lot

what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere but i keep getting lost
i've been tryna save myself but it's just not enough
i might need a helping hand but there's just no one i can trust
this mission is a bust

i been down bad as of late
i'm all alone i guess i'll leave it up to fate
but i've been so lazy lately
if i'm stuck in bed then i can't be one of the greats

foot on the gas too fast i'ma pass
i can't help you, i'm not sorry for your ass
i have no other concerns when i'm just focused on the cash
attracted to money, i put my penis in a bag

but i can't lie i've been down bad lately
i know i need some therapy but i just turn to rap
it's gonna take a lot for us to seal over the gaps
fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map

fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map
fuck the other rappers, put myself on the amp
fuck living for music, i'm just living in my camp
fuck the uk yeah this place is full of trash

and my mind is full of trash
you been smoking gas while i'm smoking on that cancer
i'm drinking, fuck my liver
i'm tryna die faster
night give us shivers
have no pity on you bastards

yeah i'm leaning til my back hurt
you know i'm leaving, won't come back yuh
i'm on the move like a tractor
you gotta stay careful, these demons will attack you
it's not a funeral but i'm dressed in all black yuh

what's the cost?

What's the Cost? (prod. @ninewaterss)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

Moving Psychiatric (prod. @ninewaterss x @glok1d)

happy valentines day gang
prod. novakk x txeej <33

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

i don't wanna see you again, i got biz to attend
she got addictions, i got them too, turn her into a 10
i couldn't give less of a fuck if i'm seeing her flirting with men
i couldn't give less of a fuck bout this money, it's money i'll spend

i got this beat from novakk
and i get girls from overseas
and you get girls who smoke crack
you just rap bout pushing p's! that's a throwback!!
got your girlfriend on her knees!! you can smoke that!!!!

i just started smoking that gas, i'm puffing on cancer too
it's me versus me now, i wonder which one that i'll choose
if it's me versus you now i wonder who's going to lose
i wonder who's going to lose, cuz that'll never be me!

pulling up in a scat pack, you getting caught in a rat trap
i'm in a race like an athlete
there's no way you're gonna pass me
i know you're gonna get cold feet
guess you really wish it was the old me
they were right when they told me i don't need anybody to hold me

i don't need anybody to care for me
guess you were doing it right
cuz you were never even there for me
i'm my one and only enemy
i see you can't see i'm the reason i'm writing this melody
i'ma stay sipping this hennessy
the shit that i do is upsetting me

it's me versus me for real
i'm the one they wanna be for real
i understand the jealousy for real
alone forever for real
in love forever still
my heart's still cold like the winter
this shit always lingers

alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
countin up benjamin
alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
i be on top of the world
i could've given her shit for real, more valuable than a pearl
i be on top of my pit for real
know that you can't catch up in my section
i put hands up on my weapon

hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

I'm Burning Out (prod. @ninewaterss)

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