The Upload 60

So what if I leave you 
Still stuck in my head cause I need you
I hated the sequel I wonder if I didn’t call would I see you
So whyd she go and lie to me
I keep my head down I’m running from what’s inside of me 
And I can love you but honestly my anxiety 
I’m cutting wrists to avoid that there’s nothing of me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
Leave me in the bottom of a hole
Staring down a barrel with my soul at stake
I wanna fade away
I wanna die today
I tried yesterday

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

So, Go (prod. jolst)

@ninewaterss on insta

I'm in love with the way that you frown while I'm crying
I'm dying inside
You ask me if I'm down
I can't lie, I'm at war with my mind and I think I'm gonna die
I'm in love with the smell of the diesel
Light the world up in flames while I'm falling to my knees
I'm forgetting your name, my heart is burning with the trees
Yeah I can't feel no pain, think my life needs some rain

You can tell me "go to hell" but I've already seen it
The way the world crumbles down is getting kind of scenic
I could tell you that I'm fine but there's no way that I mean it
Take my hand and let's leave, all your love I wanna feel it
All the evil in the world you revealed it
All this burning in my soul, I wanna heal it
Your life, I wanna steal it, these demons set me free
You make me sick so let me be
And I can't lie, I'm in love with my demons
But they're trapped inside my body, can I free them?
And I really wanna leave planet Earth, yeah this place is the worst
In a fight with my mental, prepare me for a hearse

I'm in love with the way that you frown while I'm crying
I'm dying inside
You ask me if I'm down
I can't lie, I'm at war with my mind and I think I'm gonna die
I'm in love with the smell of the diesel
Light the world up in flames while I'm falling to my knees
I'm forgetting your name, my heart is burning with the trees
Yeah I can't feel no pain, think my life needs some rain

The world is up in flames and I love it
Your life, I'm above it
My heart, yeah you crushed it
I felt the way I did 'cause my love, yeah you rushed it
Wanna end it all I brush it
The other world I touch it
Had a convo with the angels at the afterlife
They tell me love is beauty, but I can't seem to get it right
I was calling you a cutie but now you've made me scared of life
And I can't lie I'm in love with the lager
Meet a girl and fall in love, that's a saga
And I can't lie, I kind of miss all the drama
And now I'm walkinn' off the voddy at the plaza
I love the bitch that is karma

I'm in love with the way that you frown while I'm crying
I'm dying inside
You ask me if I'm down
I can't lie, I'm at war with my mind and I think I'm gonna die
I'm in love with the smell of the diesel
Light the world up in flames while I'm falling to my knees
I'm forgetting your name, my heart is burning with the trees
Yeah I can't feel no pain, think my life needs some rain

diesel love (prod. ninewaters)

so erase all the toxic delusions
raise your hand if you feel useless
and when you play with my head i was clueless
over-medicate till we're numb and stupid

every little thing gonna tear me down
every little thing if it could it went south
every little thing gonna tear me down
when i start to sink just let me drown

the ceiling's only so much higher
i could never rest when you're holding me down
the feeling isn't getting lighter
you're my best and there is no doubt

and my hearts still beating x2

drøwn (prod. dead yami)

eternal guard ?

Stuck Up

STUCK UP! (PROD. MCX)

CLICK CLACK BLAOW

Infinite

Infinite (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

produced by yours truly
insta: @ ninewaterss

it's been a long day, i don't know what to say
they treat me like they wanna shit all on my fuckin face
don't tell me that i feel a certain way
you can tell by my gaze that it's just a fuckin phase

life's a fuckin waste, i wanna run away
i'm sippin from the crate, there's carling by my waist 🍻
stella all the way, i want her to stay
i wanna turn my life around, it's just another day

it's just another day, avoiding going crazy
on the phone with a lady, i think she wanna date me
i hope she wanna date me
i hope she wanna save me
you can tell me i ain't shit but that won't faze me 👎🏻

i keep porn in my camera (EWWWWW)
save my soul, fuck my ex, i can't stand her 🖕🏻
break my heart, breakup text, that's a standard
grab the gas, light me up, i've been slandered

i'm glad i found a new love
can you be my lifeline?
i'm getting warm on the inside
can we call when it's nighttime?

you're looking really cute my love
do you wanna be my beloved?
my heart was stolen years ago but i think i've recovered
life remains a mystery, i think we could uncover it

just another day

just another day (prod. ninewaters)

first song off the EP love u thank you for ur patience <3


i got the best girl
the best friends in the world
and you can't see it yet but i promise my intentions are real

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

veskar on my chest no you can't hit me
i be crazy just like britney is
i be aiming where his kidney is
ima run cuz i can't fix this shit

all i need is guap
and i can't hang inside my conscious i can't make it stop
i can't make it slow down
so i turn it off
if you see me in the function then come say wassup
i can't get enough

i can barely see 
snow in my goggles
kingdom is tidal 
american idol

lil bitch we is a-list
this aint recital
and your mix is garbage 
so make sure you recycle 

and 2 diamonds 
you cannot replace it
those 2 diamonds
that stay sunk in your face

i got the best girl
the best friends in the world
and you can't see it yet but i promise my intentions are real

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

im the loudest 
hear me blarin
im with my girl
why you starin?

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

everwhere i go they showing me love
treating me just like im someone im not
rollin it up yeah im burning a book
ima paralyze him right on the dot
ima paralyze him right on the spot
you ain't gang now
hollowpoint his brain now
watch it drain out!

i got the best girl
the best friends in the world
and you can't see it yet but i promise my intentions are real

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

im the loudest 
hear me blarin
im with my girl
why you starin?

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

american idol (prod. jean parker)

lyrics :
guess i'm all alone again cuz everybody left me
ima need arresting
i'm out here chasing a bag and you're just resting
count up mf fags they're a mf blessing
guess i'm gonna run away again
in this business we cannot have any friends
run away from the shots that you send
now i really know what you really meant

walkin round the desert with no phone
walkin 50 miles before i'm getting home
it wouldn't be a challenge if i didn't go alone
it fuckin stinks, need to borrow your cologne
it doesn't make sense i think it's funny like comedian
my boys switched up like the colours on chameleon
i'm laughing to the bank, in my safe countin millions
your cut is fuckin wank, wtf are those ingredients
i got blood on my hands and i got blood on my shirt
i just come out of hell but you're still wishing me the worst
make me mad inside my soul i guess nobody ever learns
you just but a ferrari but you're gonna need a hearse
witchcraft shit, put is mother on a curse
sing that shit like we're a choir at the church
if that boy talk down then we're going for a search



inspired by kingpin by waystalker

kid named finger

kid named finger 🧑🏻‍🦲 (p. greg beats)

Fight Us!

mv: https://youtu.be/jC0BrvmWBf8
lyrics below


Whoo whoo whoo whooo
hmm whoa whoa whoa lol

why my finger tips numb in the middle of the summer
heart still racing without you and its a bummer
i cant fall in love again even if i wanna
look inside the mirror and you can tell that ima goner

220 on this ounce baby ima smoke it down
you even got my momma asking me why you aint been around
i jus pray you dont fuck another nigga making me the clown
wake in the morning get geeked and i hate it
im only feeling okay when im faded
yeah i know im an addict
yeah at least i got the guts to say it
ima cut this bitch up hit the stu and i go super saiyan
oh you dont think i keep it true with you lil baby what you sayin
from the bottom of my heart i never meant for shit to go this way
last night i smoked a whole eighth i still couldnt get my ass to sleep
thats about the fourteenth time this week i found something wrong with me
huh whats going on wit me 
nah forreal whats going on wit me
normally i would go fuck on another bitch baby i think youre all i need
yeah ill be okay sont want no company
pray to the sky yeah yeah ill be alright uh huh 
bae dont start no shit if youre not gonna finish it
good things come in time oh yeah yeah i know that im really him

ooo
bae dont start no shit if youre not gonna finish it
yea yea yea yea
you know im really him
yea yea yea yea
yeaa oh
yea oh
yea yea yea yea oh ooo
yea yea yea yea oh ooo
yea yea yea yea oh ooo

why my finger tips numb in the middle of the summer
heart still racing without you and its a bummer
i cant fall in love again even if i wanna
look inside the mirror and you can tell that ima goner

just another day (prod. ninewaters)

ninewaters

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