my heart was throw years ago but I think I've recovered

Ninewaters ♾️

more music hope it blesses ur ears 
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NOTHING AT ALL (feat. Lony)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

produced by me !
insta: @ lovefromninewaters

loner, but i'm not a poser
leave me all alone with a bottle and it's over
i feel more at peace when i'm sober
but i have affinity for the odour
yeah i kinda have a thing for you
i sing for you, but i'm not simping for you yeah
i'll give my strings to you
i'll drink with you, grow wings for you

my world was up in flames til i saw you
and you think you've gone insane, baby poor you
now i've gotta up my game cuz i'm taking you first
if you manage to escape then i'm wishin you the worst
my angels told me that i'm runnin out of choices
the devil's on my shoulder and i'm hearin all these voices
i don't pay them no attention, i'm just turning my back
i'm confused at what he's saying, yeah he's probably smoking crack

i'm with my boys, we don't slack
yeah we movin like a pack
gettin groovy, michael jack
get the money, cop a jag
promethazine inside my bag
say we don't like you, that's not cap
everything we say is fax

sometimes i'm walkin by myself
i know i said i didn't lie but that's a lie in itself
i could've been more honest when i said i didn't need help
i kind of miss havin feelings, left them up on the shelf

yea you know i kinda hate you but i'm wishin you well
all the time i spent alone i been burning in hell
i miss the person that i used to be cuz now i'm a shell
we were both at the top but then the both of us fell

thing for you

thing for you (prod. ninewaters)

produced by yours truly
insta: @ ninewaterss

it's been a long day, i don't know what to say
they treat me like they wanna shit all on my fuckin face
don't tell me that i feel a certain way
you can tell by my gaze that it's just a fuckin phase

life's a fuckin waste, i wanna run away
i'm sippin from the crate, there's carling by my waist 🍻
stella all the way, i want her to stay
i wanna turn my life around, it's just another day

it's just another day, avoiding going crazy
on the phone with a lady, i think she wanna date me
i hope she wanna date me
i hope she wanna save me
you can tell me i ain't shit but that won't faze me 👎🏻

i keep porn in my camera (EWWWWW)
save my soul, fuck my ex, i can't stand her 🖕🏻
break my heart, breakup text, that's a standard
grab the gas, light me up, i've been slandered

i'm glad i found a new love
can you be my lifeline?
i'm getting warm on the inside
can we call when it's nighttime?

you're looking really cute my love
do you wanna be my beloved?
my heart was stolen years ago but i think i've recovered
life remains a mystery, i think we could uncover it

just another day

just another day (prod. ninewaters)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

ig: @0yukixx

p. @auguryy

mixed by @0yukixx + @c0d3ee

till it's over [p. augury]

w/ @ninewaters
@prod_pk

lyrics:

@byekento
keep it simple
there’s a lot of shit i can’t explain 
but its okay 
when i’m screaming out i can’t complain 
cuz its okay
shit that i tell myself everyday
you don’t know me
sware i do cuz all these hoes the same

but i guess its okay (its okay)
just another day i wanna end my days ha but that shits too easy so i gotta thug it out goddamn 
how did it all get to this 
how you asking how i’m pissed off
swear they make me wanna rip their faces off
its all fun in games until i take off
oh no its concerning 
if i put a bullet in ur face u deserve it

@ninewaters
maybe i deserve this
or maybe you’re not worth it
the sound of bodies falling on the ground is really perfect
yeah i gave out my heart, i’m not surprised they didn’t return it
now my life is a car, i went and crashed it now it’s burning
i’m forever yearning
stomach’s always churning
always stuck inside the past
i’m never returning
i’m too lazy to go to class
i’m never learning
and now i rap but you know i’m never earning
you can’t be serious
life is so mysterious
point a k to your head but you’re oblivious
whippin meth i the shed, what an experience
yeah it’s crazy
i’m the best rapper baby

deserve it w/ ninewaters

@killvalxo </3

- lyrics -
i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 

take it to your bitch id prolly take her heart and run with it
i been off the grid sitting back and watching money flip
i just took the lid off the whip, they ain’t catching up
she saw the world spin when she lit off the pixie dust

shawty i would slide for my bros
shawty i would die for my bros, that’s just how i go
she would prolly cry if i’m gone
she would prolly die if i’m gone, so i’m coming home

and i ain’t even try but i know 
i could prolly still get her tho, cuz she on go
and i be on stage smokin dope
yeah i be on stage throwin fours, they know how i go

(but it’s obvious)
(i be gettin high like a paladis)
(i be havin troops like a paladin)
(prolly get you gone…)

i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience…

all plats

obvious w/ killval [prod. zupehr]

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

good riddance

good riddance (prod. crocus)

ig: @cushrunitup
nw ig: lovefromninewaters

@1cushx x @ninewaters

p. @vyzio-377974887 x stahler

myself

myself w/ ninewaters [p. vyzio x stahler]

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

moving psychiatric (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:

i'm whippin round town in a foreign
i'm tryna fuck on a foreigner
she wanna fuck but i'm done with her
i'm only down when there's four of us
wait, i'm pourin up coors
wit my boys, we throwin up fours
ay, you know what i say
15 pints, i'm breakin the law

ay, i act like a phallus
got so drunk that i woke up in paris
she woke up inside of my palace
couldn't get her insta, couldn't add it
sippin natch, i'm an addict
bet your girl sent my the addy
hit my plug, where's the addy
i'm in the hood w anny

i think you look like a fanny
i think you look like clunge
but she still wanna fuck on me
take her round mine and she suck like a sponge
she wanna touch my diamonds
walk in the pub and they shine like the sun
he wanna chat to me
like cigarette, roll him up then he get bunned

i don't need a fucking gun
craig'll knock out all his teeth
think about calling your mum
when that bitch fuckin on me
i smoke the fags with the geez
why you not buying a lease?
i got shit tons of music that i don't even plan to release

i don't plan on releasing
brother said pass me the keys
she wanna fuck, that's easy
they complainin that i'm sleazy
they say quotes for the books
bet that they coulnt even read me
ima comment on your looks
i'm praying that you don't leave me

foreigner

foreigner ft. yuki (prod. warpath)

Instagram: @ninewaterss
Produced by @1wayza & @alexcheyz

Lyrics:

You don't deserve a boyfriend
And I don't need a girlfriend
If you wanna leave then go ahead
Fell out with voddy, need some better friends
I've been working
But it never works
Try to talk you out of shit, I guess you never learn
I've been walking round in public, I don't got concerns
Tried to love you, yeah I done it but with no return

I've been yearning for some better days
Cig burning like we wit the blaze
I be on the block like Minecraft, we making plays
I be versatile like it's mayonnaise
Need some money made
I be tryna bake that bread, yeah that's money raised
She been tryna give that head, that's no money paid
I bet she doesn't know I'm gonna fall apart today
Huh, it's whatever though
You know I can't forget the bevs like never, never though
I be sipping on that beer, goodbye to pain forever
I'm gonna kick you out my life
I think it's for the better

Like forever
For the better

spouse

spouse (prod. wayza x alexcheyz)

lyrics:

i can't wait to tell my mother that i made it
i would rot in bed and i got tired of the same shit
you told the others you were balling but you faked it
need me a wheelchair cus i can't stand the fake shit
i took a cold shower, everything is painless
reminisce the days when i was kinda famous
now i keep it lowkey, staying nameless
i'm not good w recognising old faces

stabbed my self in the back cus i hate him
i was getting too lit and it was dangerous
i would try my best to make the day painless
ended up like a zombie, i was brainless
can't wait to text her saying that i made it
we were getting too close then i ragequit
had to cut the crap and give myself a facelift
my phone buzzed, it was just another payslip

he want some money for his service so i paid it
2000 on a pair and i paid it
i tried to help myself already but i caved in
i nearly lost to my ego but i tamed it
seek truth, you will find me, no arrangements
i'm hanging with a freemason
why i'm sober when my bros are getting faded
i had to sort myself out cus i was lame

my mind is my home and it got raided
i ain't giving nothing up to the bailiffs
i was chilling with a pint n katy baylis
i was chilling out but i was really aimless
why my bro dressed in white like a racist
ima whip the foreign but i ain't a racist
i've been making money on a daily basis
i pay in cash so nobody's gonna trace it

i keep the peace, i don't do retaliations
i feel sad when i'm looking at my nation
i need an out so i'm keeping good relations
it's going south and i'm losing all my patience
i need a payment, i don't have no patience
if you got some criticisms you can say them
i'm always talking bout bands cus i make them
they tryna pay for a feat but i don't rate them

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/setup

made it

made it (prod. ninewaters)

Send my love to Aimer

send my love to aimer (prod. ninewaters)

“The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing” ~ Socrates 

insta: Sadboyvibez999

just another day (prod. ninewaters)

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