imma always have a soft spot for dis type of music

me&u in here issa nightmare blunt rotation

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

Dear Emo Rap, Love ninewaters (prod. @ninewaterss)

p. lukas & danny <33 luv
@swazrika on insta

lyrics :
i can't wait for my head to hit the pillow
i just been moving slowly, droop like weeping willow
i just been feeling really lonely, turn me to a widow
i just need someone to phone me, you could be my hero
cigarettes, grab the papers, roll it up like armadillo
grab the beer, chug it down, it make me fat like i'm a hippo
i'm feeling really crap, i'm falling down like i'm in limbo
you say you wanna leave, don't wanna stay, i didn't think so

i'm so done with this shit
i tried to draw a plan like a gun from my hip
i'm way too fucking lazy, know music won't make me rich
it's way too fucking crazy looking back on what i did
i'm drinking too much beer, it make me feel like shit
i need someone to stay by my side when i'm not lit
all my friends are doing bits but i'd rather stay here in my pit tho
ik i've taken some poisons, idk which tho
i'm gonna slip tho
would you pick me up? i need a pick me up
this party's boring, can you come over and pick me up?
i'll never belong here
i got chemicals in my body and they're top tier

widow

widow 🕷 [p. lukas . whereisdanny]

ig: @0yukixx

p. @auguryy

mixed by @0yukixx + @c0d3ee

till it's over [p. augury]

w/ @ninewaters
@prod_pk

lyrics:

@byekento
keep it simple
there’s a lot of shit i can’t explain 
but its okay 
when i’m screaming out i can’t complain 
cuz its okay
shit that i tell myself everyday
you don’t know me
sware i do cuz all these hoes the same

but i guess its okay (its okay)
just another day i wanna end my days ha but that shits too easy so i gotta thug it out goddamn 
how did it all get to this 
how you asking how i’m pissed off
swear they make me wanna rip their faces off
its all fun in games until i take off
oh no its concerning 
if i put a bullet in ur face u deserve it

@ninewaters
maybe i deserve this
or maybe you’re not worth it
the sound of bodies falling on the ground is really perfect
yeah i gave out my heart, i’m not surprised they didn’t return it
now my life is a car, i went and crashed it now it’s burning
i’m forever yearning
stomach’s always churning
always stuck inside the past
i’m never returning
i’m too lazy to go to class
i’m never learning
and now i rap but you know i’m never earning
you can’t be serious
life is so mysterious
point a k to your head but you’re oblivious
whippin meth i the shed, what an experience
yeah it’s crazy
i’m the best rapper baby

deserve it w/ ninewaters

lyrics:

yeah! i could never trust a soul
if you love me, you don't need to let me know
if you love me then you need to let me go
i'm all alone, guess i'm reaping what i sow

i'm nearly done, i be staying burning out
i'm staying silent but inside my soul is loud
nobody's listening, i'm gonna shut my mouth
you don't know me, you don't know what i'm about

i've just been kicked out of the club but i don't really give a fuck
i guess i shouldn't smuggle drugs so i should really smuggle love
i poured a quad inside my cup so i can fucking drink it up
this shitty music got me rough, i'm going home i've had enough

let me tell you 'bout a story, don't ask questions balamory
sipping magnum got me naughty, give a fuck about the tories
only care about my money, touching cash it make me horny
to the bank i'm fucking running, i be coughing think i'm poorly

i think this music's fucking boring but i don't know nothing else
all alone nobody's calling, bet some love would make me melt
sipping piss i hate the smell, but when i'm drinking don't need help
i don't want none of your company, i'd rather go to hell

i think i'd rather go to hell
and i know i'm sounding stupid but you know i wish you well
think i'm done with wishing wells
now i'm gonna stay inside
yeah my skin is fucking pale

i'm burning out

I'm Burning Out (prod. @ninewaterss)

lyrics:
what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere for everything i've lost
i went and burnt the bridges i was tryna get across
looking back at all the memories that i think i forgot
it's been happening a lot

what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere but i keep getting lost
i've been tryna save myself but it's just not enough
i might need a helping hand but there's just no one i can trust
this mission is a bust

i been down bad as of late
i'm all alone i guess i'll leave it up to fate
but i've been so lazy lately
if i'm stuck in bed then i can't be one of the greats

foot on the gas too fast i'ma pass
i can't help you, i'm not sorry for your ass
i have no other concerns when i'm just focused on the cash
attracted to money, i put my penis in a bag

but i can't lie i've been down bad lately
i know i need some therapy but i just turn to rap
it's gonna take a lot for us to seal over the gaps
fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map

fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map
fuck the other rappers, put myself on the amp
fuck living for music, i'm just living in my camp
fuck the uk yeah this place is full of trash

and my mind is full of trash
you been smoking gas while i'm smoking on that cancer
i'm drinking, fuck my liver
i'm tryna die faster
night give us shivers
have no pity on you bastards

yeah i'm leaning til my back hurt
you know i'm leaving, won't come back yuh
i'm on the move like a tractor
you gotta stay careful, these demons will attack you
it's not a funeral but i'm dressed in all black yuh

what's the cost?

What's the Cost? (prod. @ninewaterss)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

good riddance

Good Riddance (prod. @crocusyoukilledit)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
yeah, i got the world in my hands
had to get up and go get it
i keep my dick in my pants
i leave a girl and forget her
she wanna have me, won't let her
won't even send a a letter
she say she hate me, whatever
i'm on the move, i'm on go
sipping on voddy, i'm slow
let it control me forever
making a move on the road
do anything for the cheddar
i will not love her like ever
only really wanna kill her
can't fall in love with no hoe
if i leave it's for the better

put a hole inside of my head
everybody want me dead
knock my tower down with lead
take my hand and end up dead
hide that body in the shed
should've never trusted me
looking back at what i said
run her over with my car
i can't really see the light when i'm stuck behind the bars
everything i see is dark
yeah, yeah, that's why you see me with the stars
i'm going up like a rocket
if i see a girl and she's annoying then you know i have to block it
i've got demons in my head, she can top it
all i see is red, see her crying, tell her stop it
yeah this shit is just the worst
i just wanna die, stg it can't get worse
i got demons in my head
think i gotta go to church
go to church

heavily inspired by 83hades/sedah38
https://soundcloud.com/sedah38/red

Killer

Killer (prod. @prod.blossom1)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

Moving Psychiatric (prod. @ninewaterss x @glok1d)

happy valentines day gang
prod. novakk x txeej <33

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

i don't wanna see you again, i got biz to attend
she got addictions, i got them too, turn her into a 10
i couldn't give less of a fuck if i'm seeing her flirting with men
i couldn't give less of a fuck bout this money, it's money i'll spend

i got this beat from novakk
and i get girls from overseas
and you get girls who smoke crack
you just rap bout pushing p's! that's a throwback!!
got your girlfriend on her knees!! you can smoke that!!!!

i just started smoking that gas, i'm puffing on cancer too
it's me versus me now, i wonder which one that i'll choose
if it's me versus you now i wonder who's going to lose
i wonder who's going to lose, cuz that'll never be me!

pulling up in a scat pack, you getting caught in a rat trap
i'm in a race like an athlete
there's no way you're gonna pass me
i know you're gonna get cold feet
guess you really wish it was the old me
they were right when they told me i don't need anybody to hold me

i don't need anybody to care for me
guess you were doing it right
cuz you were never even there for me
i'm my one and only enemy
i see you can't see i'm the reason i'm writing this melody
i'ma stay sipping this hennessy
the shit that i do is upsetting me

it's me versus me for real
i'm the one they wanna be for real
i understand the jealousy for real
alone forever for real
in love forever still
my heart's still cold like the winter
this shit always lingers

alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
countin up benjamin
alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
i be on top of the world
i could've given her shit for real, more valuable than a pearl
i be on top of my pit for real
know that you can't catch up in my section
i put hands up on my weapon

hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

Moving Psychiatric (prod. @ninewaterss x @glok1d)

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