I WANTED YOU BUT I CANT SEE YOU BY MY SIDE NOW

jump (zvanz)

hook:
did you even notice 

that I 

was grabbed by your poison

i think she know she got a hold onto me

she made me think that the devil gives out miracles 

I thought everything was possible 

but you made sure I seen what’s realistic

verse:
that everything gets old still posted up in grass

you said you not like the but my heart got smashed 

But what if love was visible 

Would you grab it and be invincible 

fuck sex let’s have romance 

but may i 

have the honor 

To have 

This last dance 

hook:
did you even notice 

that I 

was grabbed by your poison

i think she know she got a hold onto me

she made me think that the devil gives out miracles 

I thought everything was possible 

but you made sure I seen what’s realistic

beauty excused your wrongs.

fears (prod astral)

attire ft. heygwuapo (prod. silo)

roster ft. midwxst & kaixan (prod. silo)

seethe

Made a silly song with midwxst like 2 months ago and he decided to get spec onnt. Shoutout all of 4ersona and cheromani n spec huge inspos 2 me. Also shoutout glofromda4 and bryalle.

HOW YOU GON SLIDE w/ Midwxst ft. Specxfic prod. Braylle & glofromda4

interpolation of ithinkimdoingbetter by @sanriorose

(lyrics)
im jus stuck inside this
i dont even care at all
i dont even mind it
i jus wanna watch it fall

u been in my mind
i cant seem to get u out
and i dont even mind it
im jus tryna give u my heart
 
told u that im fucked up when i started off
sorry to say that my depression was the start of us
flipping through pages of my story they get hearted up
sorry that i didnt learn my lesson is my art enough?

when u move on i gotta kill you it’s the purge 
i say im sorry cuz i didn’t mean to hurt ya
and everytime i say my truth u fuck my words up
and everytime i look at u you fucking look away

ok im fine now
learned how to lie now
i wanted you but fuck it’s blood all in my eyes now
i wanted you but i cant see you by my side now
i wanted you but shit i just hope you fucking die now

don’t wanna see the truth i poke my fucking eyes out
calm down
cuz i don’t wanna fucking cry now
and if i do im blaming you because you ran away
i wanted you but shit im (going insane while recording)

really wanna see if i can fucking live this way
ion think i can i fucking slit my wrist
and i punch my fucking stomach hope i hit my ribs
and i open up my lips give the gun a kiss

she told that im strong why’d you fucking lie
how u gone tell me that im wrong when im fucking right
how u gone tell me it’s ok you see me fucking crying
why do i think you’re still alive i seen u fucking die

and i gotta admit thats it’s so hard to get sum help
it seemed so easy but it’s so hard to kill myself
and i say fuck you everytime u try to help
i tell you that im done with drugs and then fuck up my health
and what’s sum money if i don’t got mental wealth 
if i can do it i can do it by myself 

im jus stuck inside this
i dont even care at all
i dont even mind it
i jus wanna watch 

really wanna see if i can fucking live this way
ion think i can i fucking slit my wrist
and i punch my fucking stomach hope i hit my ribs
and i open up my lips give the gun a kiss

ithinkimdoingworse prod yk

fairy5100 - wtf

prod. plutopoison + dcm venxm

vocals by lu, written by lu, mixed & mastered by lu

ithinkimdoingworse prod yk

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