Life is but a freackon Joke so I reckon don't lose hope to Allah after running yourself into a rag  in chasing rainbows and spectacularly failing down the flames of the world's nuisances,just take a deep breadth and see things with a different gaze,just don't forget he has in store for you something much better than you expect,as he already propagated in Al Furqan,"And the hereafter is better for you than the first life"(93:4).
I would just conclude by saying'Don't dishope from Allah's mercy,whether you reveal your secret or not,he is acquainted by the depth of your breasts'.
I would like to render the auspice of Thanks to you guys for sparing your precious time to read this...
May God bless you with loads of Joy and May you be ever charismatic regardless with the despondencies,You remain Jubilent in your entity with the mercy of Allah.Just don't forget you are held liable to certain liabilities after being fascinated with the cliché amusement of this world

Ninja Nerd