My 2023 Playback

SC𝘈ㄥP𝘌D ANG𝘌Lֆ - SEREN EMYR

welcome to the circus ∞prod. Kkami∞

old song , never dropped it because i lost the file .

this song dates back to 2020 i believe , i could be wrong

ribs

MALICE  (feat. ❤)

Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ→ 

KOTANAJIリカバー    • 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅→ :
https://on.soundcloud.com/hCRLq

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RELEASE DATA: N/A 


The cover was created by me from the original 


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• Og version // Release data: November 6, 2023
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• Producer: Blaine
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• Sample: Spend the night - N Phase
https://youtu.be/qAl4ycqkLjo?si=hbAPMOzN1tgL0IFv

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• Instrumental:  nandito pa run - prod. blaine 
https://soundcloud.com/renzoblaine/nandito-pa-rin

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Blaine (sc) 
https://on.soundcloud.com/hSbs2
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I think this is the first version, He then tweaked it a bit and presented it on the Polaroids EP. 
He published it three times if my memory serves me correctly. 
The other versions 2 and 3 are not much different.

 

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I'm sorry, I can't complete the lyrics yet, 
because I can hardly hear with my headphones due to distortion. 
That's all for now, sorry.

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[Intro]
-hold me 

[Verse]
Yet it doesn't [??? 00:05]
[??? 00:06] my own heartache
I see your love is always conflicted
What I'd give up [??? 00:12]
I want the best for you
When I wake up, I have [inaudible 00:19] that you sent love
[??? 00:21]
How do we, if we don't have much
[??? 00:24]
Because me and you, we have lies
I need full trust, full trust
[??? 00:30]

[Chorus]
I'm better off with a blade to my face
How do we know [??? 00:34]
I'm better off with a blade to my face
How do we know [inaudible 00:00:38]
I'm better off with a blade to my face
Yeah


[Outro]
spend the night
I want you-to hold me (hold me)
control me (come on baby)
Dim all the lights
Just come and lie with me.

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[Lyrics for additional background vocals : N Phase]
I want you to hold me, (hold me)
control me (come on baby)
Dim all the lights
Baby, spend the night (spen-d..the night)

kotanaji - lust (want me) [v1] | (Prod. blaine)

midwestglock | prod. thoughts on bowling

069OhmyGod

Out on the moors, the wind is crying loud,
A restless spirit, clinging to the shroud.
I see the window of a life gone by,
Where my true self was allowed to fly.
The bricks are cold, the gate is rusted shut,
I scratch the glass, but I can’t cut the rut.
You called my name once, under winter skies,
A phantom promise still reflected in my eyes.

It’s a cruel exchange, this hollow, present day,
For that sweet past that simply slipped away.
I clutch the shadow of what used to be,
A perfect pattern that was just for me.

Oh, Heathcliff! It's me! I'm back on the ledge!
Trading this sunlight for the heather hedge!
I’d tear my future down, trade every breath,
To find that moment just beyond the death!
This life they gave me, it was never mine to keep,
It will not be the life I wanted in my sleep!
Let me walk back! Let me live on that height!
Or leave me freezing in this endless night!

They say move forward, close the heavy door,
But the heart remembers what the soul lived for.
I wear the mantle of maturity,
But underneath, the wild thing fights to flee.
I see the path we swore we’d take together,
Now washed away beneath this modern weather.
The smallest nuance of my current bliss,
Is ruined by the memory of your past kiss.

It’s a cruel exchange, this hollow, present day,
For that sweet past that simply slipped away.
I clutch the shadow of what used to be,
A perfect pattern that was just for me.

Oh, Heathcliff! It's me! I'm back on the ledge!
Trading this sunlight for the heather hedge!
I’d tear my future down, trade every breath,
To find that moment just beyond the death!
This life they gave me, it was never mine to keep,
It will not be the life I wanted in my sleep!
Let me walk back! Let me live on that height!
Or leave me freezing in this endless night!

I try to build a life on what is real and here,
But every cornerstone is drowned in fear.
The dream is poison, the unattainable goal,
A beautiful torment that consumes the soul.
I cannot reach it, I must let it go,
But the ache of 'never' is the only thing I know.

It will not be the life I wanted!
Oh, it will not be!
This life... it will not be...
I'm freezing in this night!

The unattainable threshold (inspired by Wurthering heights)

The unattainable threshold (inspired by Wurthering heights)

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Original by title fight (head in the ceiling fan)
I do not own the instrumental in any way
Off the unfinished forestlovesong ep
Nobody can save me.

It hurts...

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