Click the little arrow icon to download. This song is probably one of the most raw I ever wrote. I almost deleted it completely, can you believe it? There's a lot about me in this song that I have never told anybody, but in making it it helped me to process some of the events referenced in the song. Lmk if you have any questions, thank you for stopping by <3 (Lyrics below)

(Fuck you, fuck you)
(Ahhh)
(Hmm)

Back in those days I was fresh outta luck
Looking round nobody in my corner
Like baby that's tough 
I had nobody
I had nobody
Heart stay exposed like a fatal wound 
Who made the first cut?

French fries from Leon's
And custard on the side
Our skin glowing neon
No not a worry in sight
Real eyes search mine
As we watching the moon rise
At that moment I realized 
You weren't at my side

Where was you at when I first opened my eyes?
And where was you at when I rode a bike for the first time?
Moments you missed repeating them
Saw you went and had another kid again
I feel for them
Sick of the lies you feeding them
Is this you tryna feel again?

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you you you you
Fuck you
How'd you make me that?
You can't make me feel like that no more
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you you you you
Fuck you
How'd you make me that?
You can't make me feel like that no more, no more
Fuck you

Back in those times I always had tears in my eyes
Steady waiting for the other shoe to drop, awaiting demise
I wished somebody, couldn't somebody
Help me outta my situation
Shit baby that's rough

French fries from Leon's
And custard on the side
Our skin glowing neon
No not a worry in sight
Real eyes search mine
As we watching the moonrise
At that moment I realized 
You weren't at my side

Where was you at when I first opened my eyes?
And where was you at when I rode a bike for the first time?
Moments you missed repeating them
Saw you went and had another kid again
I feel for them
Sick of the lies you feeding them
Is this you tryna feel again?

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you you you you
Fuck you
How'd you make me that?
You can't make me feel like that no more
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you you you you
Fuck you
How'd you make me that?
You can't make me feel like that no more

Fawk U

Fawk U prod. RNB Violet

Chapter 192 of 266
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Some new acoustic guitar stuff is under construction, but meanwhile here’s a very different beast, called 'Relentless'. About the relentless assembly line of life.

Relentless

photographie Julien Boulier
Rouen le mercredi 27 décembre 2023

puis le jeudi 28 mars 2024 vers 11h55

pour l' Album [Partances 11 [m] numérique musical 
instrumental intitulé [Ce jour où] _thème 3_ autour du liv


Ce jour où
Album musical et choix d’extraits du texte du livre intitulé [Les Pleurs] de Marcelline Desbordes-Valmore, réunis dans l’album numérique [Partances 11 (d] 
Album musical [L’écriture des pierres] numérique suite 

Acquisition d’une pédale de looper fin juin 2024 pour ce titre répété en studios au-dessus de la Carène depuis décembre 2024 avec un prolongement et fabrication de texture avec mon violon posé dans  sa boîte bleue en bois, le micro reglé avec une légère reverb , amplifié, le clavier numérique des studios de la Carène 88 touches, amplifié , mon accordéon diatonique non amplifié, ma guitare 
Au milieu  d’autres morceaux que je rejoue au piano + des nouveaux , quelques reprises en sifflant, et des réductions pour piano seul de certaines versions de mes maquettes avec ajouts de voix virtuelles, ainsi qu’une chanson déposée Sacem avec Soizig Martin que je souhaiterais enregistrer avec elle, ou, si elle ne peut venir de Paris ou moi y aller, faire chanter cette chanson par les personnes que j’avais invitées au Studiorama#8 , avec leurs voix, car le sens de la chanson et du texte changerait selon les personnes qui la chanteront, et si ce n’est pas possible non plus, faire appel à différentes personnes qui souhaiteraient  venir essayer d’enregistrer en studio , chacun avec sa voix, cette chanson. J’ai demandé une réunion à ce sujet  pour 2024-2025 au sujet de cette idée d’enregistrer différentes voix sur cette même chanson. https://soundcloud.com/cie-nikinoves/soizic-martin-avant-de-dire-2017


  

https://soundcloud.com/julien-boulier/ce-jour-ou-theme-3
https://julienboulier.bandcamp.com/track/ce-jour-o-2
http://julien-boulier.net/spip.php?article2211&var_mode=calcul
Album [Ecriture des pieres ] numérique musical (suite)
Album [Partances 11 [d] numérique musical 
https://julienboulier.bandcamp.com/album/partances-11-d-certains-extraits-du-livre-les-pleurs-de-marceline-desbordes-valmore-dition-avec-dossier-gf-flammarion-pr-sentation-notes-dossier-chronologie-d-esther-pinon-flammarion-paris-2019-d


photographie Julien Boulier
Rouen le mercredi 27 décembre 2023
puis le jeudi 28 mars 2024 vers 11h55

puis demain le 17 juin 2024
pour l' Album [Partances 11 [m] numérique musical 
instrumental intitulé [Ce jour où] _thème 3_ autour du livre [Les Pleurs] de Marcelline Desbordes_Valmore__






re [Les Pleurs] de Marcelline Desbordes_Valmore__

L'écriture des pierres

Ce jour où (thème 3)

Free Improvisation
Berlin, November 2017

Roland Satterwhite: Violin, Vocals
Nishad Pandey: Guitar

Improvisation 1 (feat. Roland Satterwhite)

Nishad Pandey is a Berlin-based guitarist and composer. He is a member of Invisible Architects, Tinctures, Genes, and Hatchlings. He frequently collaborates with musicians from around the world.

Improvisation 1 (feat. Roland Satterwhite)

Nishad Pandey

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