Name: something comforting (cover) by nishith
Duration: 2 min 30 s
Description: thank you all so much 4 an Amazing year <333, heres a cover i didnt finish in like october that i thought fit the end of the year

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this week i sat down with steej to talk musicians as content creators, producing beats in the middle of physics class, and nearly dying from a falling chimney.

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steej/gingus Interview - The Backlight Podcast Ep. 19

.......... [9-12-22]


i think that im better off now than i ever was then
but every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 

she sits at the front of the class
and she got a car to get there fast
she took me to a concert, an experience id never forget

i know she’s got her shit together
her blonde hair flows with the zephyr 
even though it’s been raining knives ever since we met

i wish i can change who i am but it’s out of my hands
every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 
i think that im better off now than i ever was then
but every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 

the hair on my arms and legs are on the bathroom floor
i should’ve thrown myself a life raft
i should’ve told myself off more
the hair on my arms and legs are on the bathroom floor
i should’ve thrown myself a life raft
i should’ve told myself off more

i wish i can change who i am but it’s out of my hands
every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 
i think that im better off now than i ever was then
but every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 

yeah every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen

bandcamp !!

jennifer, or a song about a girl i have gender envy for

i have never stopped thinking about you
ever

when i said that i would sing you these songs to comfort you
even though they would never get to you anyway
this is what i meant by that
this one's for you, ruby.
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wintering hearts
the pull of the poles draw you near
the sound of your voice still rings clear
ingrained in these helices
it's a part of me now

soul-bonded quarks
you whispered to me through the veil
an additional lifetime i'll fail
when searching proximities
supernatural tragedies
said your name was ruby

it's 'cause your scars are all i see
through stained glass hearts they spoke to me
i caught myself reflecting
all the colors she was painting

from broken homes a great escape
your broken bones are giving way
but you're not alone anymore
at least, you don't have to be

new years closure
i'm having trouble dealing with the fact it's over
if it's never again
then i was wrong
and i’m sure i'll learn my lesson 
to never give away this heart again

still my walls are see through 
can you see that i'm still getting used to life without you
or at least i'm trying hard to

make sense of why you're haunting me 
your afterimage on repeat
a metaphysical anomaly

apologies
i'm conjuring your spirit with this melody
i know it'll never get to you
but maybe if i send this energy out in the universe
someday, you'll find your guardian again

she pointed at a shooting star
the dreamer always wanting more
if we synchronize our wishes
will they meet at borealis

i'm sick of all these metaphors
you were the one i waited for
"i need time to be alone"
that's all she wrote

ruby, i want to undo your wretched past
rewrite your history
but if it's true that time heals all wounds then i believe
you'll make it out of there alive 

it's 'cause your scars are all i see
through stained glass hearts they spoke to me
i caught myself reflecting
all the colors she was painting

from broken homes a great escape
your broken bones are giving way
but you're not alone anymore
at least, you don't have to be

she pointed at a shooting star
the dreamer always wanting more
if we synchronize our wishes
will they meet at borealis 

sick of all these
metaphors
you were the one i waited for
"i need time to be alone"
that's all she wrote

through countless abstraction
still dealing with the simple fact
that it was never meant to be

the flames of our star
i'm on the search for the core
you were here eons ago
so wherever you are
show me soon
i'm trying to get to you

ruby ~ a timeline away

tek it

thank you all so much 4 an Amazing year <333, heres a cover i didnt finish in like october that i thought fit the end of the year

something comforting (cover)

i know you hate me

produced by snowgrave (2022-2023)

something comforting (cover)

nishith

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