I don’t make money from SoundCloud dawg lit just posted the song so I could listen.

[Verse 1]
I don't want nothing to do with you
I hope I never again see your face
I don't got anymore hearts you can break
I don't got anymore gas in the cham'
I got a memory full of regrets
I got a pocket that's full of them checks
I got some bitches that I can't forget
Now it's just onto the next, huh

[Pre-Chorus]
I got you right now, I can't come down
I wanna stop but I can't right now
I got some problems but can't break down
I've got too many people that got to me now

[Chorus]
Yeah, I gotta stay strong
Yeah, I just gotta hold on
Baby, shine a light and lead the way, I can't see in the dark
Yeah, I love when you apologize, but it's not from your heart

[Verse 2]
Let's be honest, no morе lies
Tell me thе truth and just look in my eyes
Will you be there when I die? When I die?
Don't follow me (Don't follow me)
Don't do what I did (Don't do what I did)
Just keep on within, within
And live on, live on

[Pre-Chorus]
I got you right now, I can't come down
I wanna stop but I can't right now
I got some problems but can't break down
I've got too many people that got to me now

[Chorus]
Yeah, I gotta stay strong
Yeah, I just gotta hold on
Baby, shine a light and lead the way, I can't see in the dark
Yeah, I love when you apologize but it's not from your heart

[Outro]
(Yeah, I gotta stay strong)
(Yeah, I gotta stay strong)

Stay Strong

Posting because goth didn't drop on Soundcloud.

I don’t make money from SoundCloud dawg lit just posted the song so I could listen.

Feeling Blue

[Intro]
Lederrick

[Verse 1: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Ain't nothing like perfect attention
No one likes to pretend it, just accept that
Talk so casual better than what you're used to
She's self centered but it got her on the edge
We make love just to play dead
I'm married to the game, we ain't from the ends
You a skeleton with a mask, see me in the flash
All these snakes must be running out of skin to shеd

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Ain't nothing like sweet revengе, more or less
I feel like I want something that I'll never have
But that's what keeps me going, so I ain't mad
I think I finally met romance, more or less
I feel like I want something that I'll never have
But that's what keeps me going, so I ain't mad

[Verse 2: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Call me the face of the faceless
I could teach you how to disappear
No pain, no game, no expectations
But I never had a lucky spree
Chemical remedies leave me with plastic memories
Fuck, just let me forget in peace
I'm prolly noddin' off not even remembering
Déjà vu the only time I get to reminisce
The rest just been a blur ever since
It became evident that you ain't shit
All she ever do is dream, I feel pretty vacant
Matter in the abyss and I never been the same since

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Ain't nothing like sweet revenge, more or less
I feel like I want something that I'll never have
But that's what keeps me going, so I ain't mad
I think I finally met romance, more or less
I feel like I want something that I'll never have
But that's what keeps me going, so I ain't mad

More or Less (prod lederrick)

[Intro]
Lederrick

[Verse 1: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Your toxic touch, almost offensive
Fuck anyone that tellin' me different
Leave me in the blood, love me from a distance
I don't want nothing to do with you
My girl is a gun and sometimes I wish I was bulletproof
You're not good for me, that's the ugly truth
I don't want nothing to do with you

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
I had my hand out
And I got scars on my fingertips
I got scars on my fingertips
Everything I touch just self destruct
A trail decay I was
'Cause I got scars on my fingertips
I got scars on my fingertips
That's just my love

[Verse 2: Jaxxon D. Silva]
You're my only sunshine, bitch
There's something in the way like an eclipse
We can play thе blank game
I pretend to carе
You're the first in my head
Think I know it's for the best
Talk is cheap unless you know how to finesse
I ain't got no sympathy left
At this point it's so pathetic
I've been dancing with the devil
Yeah, I'm dancing with the devil


[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
I had my hand out
And I got scars on my fingertips
I got scars on my fingertips
Everything I touch just self destruct
A trail decay I was
'Cause I got scars on my fingertips
I got scars on my fingertips
That's just my love

Scars on My Fingertips (prod lederrick)

[Intro]
Charlie Shuffler
Lederrick

[Verse 1: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Show me a garden that's gray, all I see is fake plastic trees
Let's take a walk down the boulevard of broken dreams
If you're not who you say you are then I'm gonna see
Be a part of my dark fantasy
You don't even have a plan B
I shoot my shot till a bullet, just me
It ain't no walk in the park down memory lane
I'm a homesick alien, I need space

[Pre-Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Thanks to my shadow I could see I'm still here
But my feelings fade more every year
Thanks to my shadow I could see I'm still here
Nevermore on the battlefield

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Maybe I'll see you on the otherside (Whole one day)
In another life (Days would change)
We could put the past aside
In another life

[Verse 2: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Can't fool a fool
I see right through your half facade
Who knows the truth?
But it ain't hard to tell you ain't know it all
We go back and forth, now we play tug of war
But I've never been a good sport, so I got no remorse
This might just be war
A love got torn, it's not the same as before
Ain't that unfortunate?

[Pre-Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Thanks to my shadow I could see I'm still here
But my feelings fade more every year
Thanks to my shadow I could see I'm still here
Nevermore on the battlefield

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
Maybe I'll see you on the otherside (Whole one day)
In another life (Days would change)
We could put the past aside
In another life

In Another Life (prod lederrick & charlie shuffler)

[Chorus]
Man in the mirror
Can it be any clearer
I guess I'm a creep
With nowhere to go
I got drugs in my face
No love on my phone

[Verse 1]
All these hoes
Won't leave me alone
They dragging me down
They tell me it's home
Do I love her or her
I'ma make you hurt
I can't find an answer
These pills make me faster
Got 'em praying to pastors
I hate her I swear
But they both treat me fair

[Bridge]
I've been thinking lately
I'vе been thinking lately
Drugs on my phone
I've been trying baby
But thе high feels better every other day

[Verse 2]
(Hey, hey)
What can I say (Hey, hey)
I'ma die anyway (Yeah, yeah)
Do you feel when I say (Do you feel when I say)
We don't fucking matter
I want her blood splattered
I've been crying like forever
Can you feel my Gucci sweater (Yeah)

[Bridge]
Yeah..
I don't know what, to say, to you
You make me feel..

[Chorus]
Man in the mirror
Can it be any clearer
I guess I'm a creep
With no where to go
I got drugs in my face
No love on my phone

[Outro]
No baby after you
You can take my heart any day
Just bring it back don't play

In The Mirror

[Chorus]
I was only happy when the sun came up
And the flowers bloomed
Drunk as fuck
Trying to find the missing piece to my puzzle
I thought I had one but the bitch need a muzzle
I know you love the hustle
Love, drugs, fucked, me
Forty bands in my Prada duffle bag
Yeah I loved you from the start
Weight I haven't had

[Verse 1]
What happens when I loved you (When I loved you)
Did you ever love me to? (Did you ever love me to?)
Was it lies? Was it true? (Was it lies? Was it true?)
Baby what happеned to you? (Baby what happened to you?)
Hopе you know I'm alright
Wish I could go all night
But the ecstasy is dragging on (Is dragging on)
I'm feeling like dying off (Dying off)
Alone in the streets

[Verse 2]
In the sun, we all dying young
When you hear this song
I hope you remember all the pain
All the love all the things that you claimed
I wasn't important in your life what a shame
Threw it away...
For nothing...
6 feet under never felt better

[Chorus]
I was only happy when the sun came up
And the flowers bloomed
Drunk as fuck
Trying to find the missing piece to my puzzle
I thought I had one but the bitch need a muzzle
I know you love the hustle
Love, drugs, fucked, me
Forty bands in my Prada duffle bag
Yeah I loved you from the start
Weight I haven't had

When Flowers Bloom

[Chorus]
Yeah she took too many pills
Had to call the paramedics
Looking for a reason
I don't know, I don't let it
Get to me
I don't let it get to me
Wish that you loved me like once before
What's the reason anymore
Had love once before
But never again
Yeah never again

[Verse]
Too much drugs in my system
I don't feel my face
Got all this powder
I can show you how to leave without a trace
No one cares
No one cares
It's the way shit go
Took all this blow
I don't feel you anymore
All these scars on my wrist yeah tell a different story
Wish I had another reason baby but you just got boring
On the high way flooring
Fuck the cops bitch I ain't going
Fuck 'em
I ain't fucking goin'

Yeah she took too many pills
Had to call the paramedics
Looking for a reason
I don't know, I don't let it
Get to me
I don't let it get to me
Wish that you loved me like once before
What's the reason anymore
Had love once before
But never again
Yeah never again

Never Again

[Chorus]
Tired of breathing
Tired of walking this earth, yeah I'm out here bleeding
Trying to find out some answers but I only found reasons
You're the love of my life, I don't care who sees

[Bridge]
Can you come my way, my way

[Verse]
Did you ever wonder why I never asked you out
You were to busy talking to a lot of men, take a different route
Trying to understand why you left me here all alone
Losing you was my biggest fear all along
Fuck all the people telling me to sing a different song
Your voice is the only thing that gives me a sense of calm
If you need me baby I'm just a call away
I'm feeling like I never had a reason to fucking stay
Tears coming down, I'll catch 'em and I'll throw them away
Life ain't fair but if the spots there then I'll play anyway

[Chorus]
Tired of breathing
Tired of walking this earth, yeah I'm out here bleeding
Trying to find out some answers but I only found reasons
You're the love of my life, I don't care who sees

Tired Of Breathing

[Chorus]
Take me
Away from here
I'm tired of breathing the same air as you
Who am I
To the person next to you
Baby I'm through
With dealing with your bull
And I'm trying to pull
My weight

[Verse]
Can you stop playing
Really tired of you saying
That you love me forever playing
Suck my dick bitch
I ain't never gon' love you back
Took my heart, I ain't take it back
Die in a... ditch
Yeah you a...
Baby you a...

[Chorus]
Take me
Away from here
I'm tired of breathing the same air as you
Who am I
To the person next to you
Baby I'm through
With dealing with your bull
And I'm trying to pull
My weight

Away From Here

[Chorus]
Her aura, a pretty horror
It made me lose faith
Nothing's that important
Nah, nothing’s that important
Everything distorted
I'ma die lit, she gon' drop dead gorgeous
Yeah, I'ma die lit, she gon' drop dead gorgeous
Yeah, we go all in, we go all in
Stopping ain't an option
Fuck the rest, put 'em in the coffin

[Verse 1]
Yeah, twenty nights went by in the blink of an eye
Between you and me I crossed a fine line
I should be dead but I feel so alive
Thе crows flock when I'm outside
This a roll call, who on my side?
Fivе star general on my right
Can't look back at what I left behind
We on the front line
I'm in a place where the sun don't shine
You would prolly think my shadow shy
I’m putting in pain everyday of my life
But this ain't no battle cry
Look at the doves fly
This ain't no lullaby, this will keep me up at night

[Chorus]
Her aura, a pretty horror
It made me lose faith
Nothing's that important
Nah, nothing’s that important
Everything distorted
I'ma die lit, she gon' drop dead gorgeous
Yeah, I'ma die lit, she gon' drop dead gorgeous
Yeah, we go all in, we go all in
Stopping ain't an option
Fuck the rest, put 'em in the coffin

[Verse 2]
All she want is a concoction of toxins
We the perfect pair, yeah
I made a truce with the sky to stay high
Forbidden fruit in my juice bitch, I'm on cloud nine
Blow me away like a sawed-off
You had for my brain like a molly rock
I need head first, fuck a second thought
After that then we can talk
Fuck I look like "tryna save her"
I ain’t running round with no cape on
My bitch a femme fatale
Falling in love is fatal

[Chorus]
Her aura, a pretty horror
It made me lose faith
Nothing's that important
Nah, nothing’s that important
Everything distorted
I'ma die lit, she gon' drop dead gorgeous
Yeah, I'ma die lit, she gon' drop dead gorgeous
Yeah, we go all in, we go all in
Stopping ain't an option
Fuck the rest, put 'em in the coffin

Pretty Horror

When You're Not Around

In The Dark

Yeah I hope you get all of your wishes
But I ain't going home for Christmas
You know I still got you something
But I ain't going to say what the gift is
I know the holidays make you sad
But you just wanna see your dad
You don't wanna make your mom mad
Sometimes you gotta laugh

Wake me up on the new year
I need me a new year
'Cuz I ain't really been happy in two years
I know that I'm missing you
I know that I'm distant
But I ain't going home for Christmas
Oooooh, I been having some visions
We underneath the mistletoe, so we kissing
I wanna be alone yeah I made a decision
I ain't going home for Christmas
Oooooh, yeah I know that you heard
If you're scared baby just go to church
When you go back home you don't feel like you hurt
Yeah I feel you for sure (for sure)

We in LA, it don't get cold
But when it's Christmas, I make it snow
What you want baby, write you a note
So...

Yeah I hope you get all of your wishes
But I ain't going home for Christmas
You know I still got you something
I ain't going to say what the gift is
I know the holidays make you sad
But you just wanna see your dad
You don't wanna make your mom mad
Sometimes you gotta laugh [x2]

NITA | IGNORE ME

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