?¿?¿-----?¿?¿

my core. | OUT NOW ON STRIVE RECORDS

Intruders IV: FATD

SyNTHESiA W/ BANDDANIEL OUT NOW!

i decided to speedrun this flip 


hope u enjoy.

NO DICE - CHLOE (NiTi FLIP)

i'm back with another flip after a surgery

srry if sounds a bit rushed
hope you enjoy. 

;)

BOYS LIKE GIRLS - THUNDER (NiTi FLIP)

i'm back again 


enjoy this cute flip of this k-pop trendy tune ;)



download here:
https://www.toneden.io/niti-1/post/cupid-niti-flip

FIFTY FIFTY - CUPID TWIN VER. (NiTi K-FLiP)

ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ꜱᴛᴀɢᴇ: ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ

finally, the person comes to accept that they suffer from depression. at this stage, they will finally seek treatment, or if they are already in treatment, they will start to adhere to that treatment, including seeing a therapist and taking prescribed medications

the four stages of depression

WHY?

ꜱᴛᴀɢᴇ 3: ḑ̴͖̪̣̥̠̜̱͖͓͗͑̋̅̑̕͝e̵̟͎̜̤̦̯͓̲̰̋̃̽̏̊̚p̵͓̣̭͔̘̪̲̰̖̄ͅr̵̩͔͍̖̀̓̀̊͌͛e̷̢̛̘̤̤̓͌͒s̶̛̭̠͍̭̤͒̀̂̀͐̓̕͠s̷͕̣͉͕̻̠̜̽̐̍̈́͝͝ͅͅḯ̷̻̩̙̼̺̘̈́̎̃͆͂̑͘͜͝ǫ̵̡̧̛̳̲̭̲̗͙̀͂͋̈̈́ṇ̷̛̬̅̍͑̀̒͘̚

once the person has realized they can’t bargain the condition away, they may sink into a deep depression. this stage can involve feelings of helplessness and extreme sadness.

people may withdraw from others, feel empty or numb, stay in bed all the time, or fail to take care of themselves or others who rely on them. they may also have suicidal thoughts or attempts.

SUICIDAL MIND (I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE)

ꜱᴛᴀɢᴇ 2: ʙᴀʀɢᴀɪɴɪɴɢ

at this stage, an individual may try to bargain away their depression. they may try to negotiate, pray, or engage in activities that they hope will keep their symptoms at bay.


- lyrics -

i'm walking alone
through this forest of sorrow
why i'm feeling like this?
i can't figure how to take this pain from me

a cold breeze freezes my heart
my happiness goes apart
along the way a trail of tears
that cover my face
i want to end my life

FOREST OF SORROW

ꜱᴛᴀɢᴇ 1: ᴀɴɢᴇʀ

once the person stops denying their depression, they may feel angry or wonder why they must deal with the condition. if they are concerned about the stigma attached to mental illness or the effort it might take to overcome depression, they may feel victimized and be upset that depression is happening to them.

I DON'T CARE

oh life

it can give you the best christmas of your life, just as it can also give you the worst halloween you have ever experienced

sometimes it is so unfair that, without realizing it, can erase your face of happiness and cover you with one of agony and pain.


i'm just a burntout memory 
i'm nothing
what i once was, is in ashes
i'll burn myself in fire to end this fucking pain


visualizer: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYmRbcawavs

buy on bandcamp

a burntout memory /// I WANNA DISAPPEAR

welcome to a new j-rock, yoasobi, pink floyd, canoto, psychedelic rock, the beatles, david gilmour, future riddim, 2000 hardcore type beat w/ @shockwarp

ありがとう!

stream dial-up vol.1
https://bit.ly/dialupvol1

lyrics:

Run away, run away!
From the rusticity of the town
Run away, run away!
I'm not afraid, as long as you're here


Run away, run away!
Let's run away from the problem and start again
Run away, run away!
Let's make up a new story, just the two of us

Dial-Up Vol.1 

runaway

runaway にげよ w/ShockWarp

hey hey, i'm back with a new remix, also featured on DubstepGutter's channel!

thank u so much for the support through this year, it means a lot to me :'D

DSG video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbsNyClbuu4

merry xmas to everyone! <3

WHAM! - LAST CHRISTMAS (NiTi REMIX) [DSG EXCLUSIVE]

ummm, i made this two years ago and only uploaded it on youtube, soo..... enjoy(?


oh, you can download this lol

if 'alone' by marshmello was a midwest emo song

https://ffm.to/herbrth
https://linktr.ee/nitimusic

i lost all my hope, and everything looks missing
but i never lose my hope on you
i can't find her, i lost her completly
i can't find her steps

searching & searching, i can't find your trace
running & running, i have no strength
looking everywhere, and without any result
but i don't lose my faith in you

Her Breath

supp on bandcamp <3

HER BREATH

ummm yea, i think i ruined the song lol (sorry @artemaswannabepopstar)
anyways, enjoy it

visualizer on youtube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIE1_3mCTNc

𝗶 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝗲 (𝗥𝗘𝗠𝗜𝗫)

damn my old kawaii style is back yeaaaa
btw. free download ;)

original song
https://soundcloud.com/thuymusic/girls-like-me-dont-cry-sped-up

girls like me don't cry but it's kawaii house

i guess there's something wrong with me.


it's my first song with lyrics in japanese, srry if there's a lot of mistakes ;-;

part of the Dub Aftermaths compilation ''New Worlds Vol. 2''
soon on spotify ;)

https://soundcloud.com/dubaftermaths/sets/new-worlds-vol-2

- lyrics -

木の葉が色を失う
僕には何か問題がある

僕寒さ殺している
痛い痛い、本当に痛い

木の葉が色を失う
僕には何か問題がある

寒さ心を殺す
痛い痛い、本当に痛い

これらの声
壁に取り憑いている

床上這いながら
僕自問何か問題があれば

Dub Aftermaths:

https://soundcloud.com/dubaftermaths
https://instagram.com/dubaftermaths
https://youtube.com/@dubaftermaths
https://discord.gg/KSx55uRGTT

New Worlds Vol. 2

something wrong with me /// どうかしている

クリスタルムーンわ輝くです.

stream now:
https://ffm.to/cm5k

support on bandcamp:
https://niti1.bandcamp.com/track/crystal-moon

あぁ、どこにいるの？
その声を聴かせて
その手で守って
幸せを見つけたくて

僕の全てを捧げて、手を引くから
クリスタルムーン
君と二人なら強くなれる
クリスタルムーン

君のいる場所も
君の囁く声も
全てが愛しいから
君をずっと待ってる

僕の全てを捧げて、手を引くから
クリスタルムーン
君と二人なら強くなれる
クリスタルムーン

クリスタルムーン

free wallpapers

crystal moon クリスタルムーン

1:05_am_session_renamed_is_this_love_rec_8:13_pm

posted originally on 2019

re-mastered
oh, and free download of course :)

KYOUMEN NO NAMI 鏡面の波 [REMIX]

en mi habitación, rodeado de oscuridad
donde el eco de tu voz aún resuena
me pregunto si fué amor, o solo la ilusión
lo cierto es que hoy siento tu ausencia

no sé si te amo, o amo no estar solo
mi corazón late, pero no sé por quien
en esta soledad, me pregunto si fué cierto
o si solo era un pretexto, para no estar sin ti

(para no estar sin ti, para no estar sin ti)

¡¿cómo hago para que me busques?!
¡¿cómo hago para que me ames?!
¡si te vas ya no tiene sentido!
¡quiero seguir contigo aquí!

no me dejes ir...

no sé si te amo, o amo no estar solo
acepto que lo nuestro no puede ser.

@luviate

stream now <3

12:54_p.m_luviate_session_para_no_estar_sin_ti_311024

stream

my wish on this xmas eve

3_01_p.m_learningfrom_mymistakes_saoki_session_22-2-25

mi vida es un completo sin sentido y no sé 
que puedo hacer para ser como antes
parece ser que mi corazón no es apto para una herida más 

quisiera averiguar que tengo dentro de mi
que a todos llama la atención y se acercan a mi
para preguntarme el cómo soy y si he tenido muchas parejas

pero la verdad es que yo soy 
un chico cuánto menos que

solo quiere ser feliz y curar su depresión 
sanar sus heridas y restaurar su corazón 
solo está siendo sincero mientras escribe esta canción 
solo canta sus problemas para desahogar
y fingir que está feliz cuando realmente no lo está 
y todavía sigue buscando la respuesta cual tesoro en el mar

en mi familia hay problemas que me atormentan 
aunque lo ignore por completo, me perturba
en esta parte el nombrar las causas, están de más 

y aunque me escuchen reír, me duele sonreír
porque se que por dentro mi corazón roto está 
por eso soy demasiado fácil para manipular 
la última ex que tuve le ganó la inseguridad 
su último mensaje me dejó con más preguntas que respuestas 
en parte a ambos nos faltó comunicarnos más 
me han usado, me han tirado como trapo desechable
y he podido confirmar que soy muy reemplazable
no estoy listo para amar, ni siquiera a mí mismo me puedo amar

y aunque haya conocido a alguien que es como yo
no puedo evitar sentir ese miedo 
de hacerle daño, de ilusionarla tanto

pero lo único que se, es que no estoy bien
hasta a un psicólogo estoy yendo
no sé que me está pasando
ojalá y con las sesiones la respuesta pueda encontrar

lo único que se, es que a mí mismo no me entiendo 
me idealizo muchas cosas que nunca van a pasar 
a pesar de que estoy sanando, muy en el fondo todavía me siento mal

solo soy un chico cuánto menos que

solo quiere ser feliz y curar su depresión 
sanar sus heridas y restaurar su corazón 
solo está siendo sincero mientras escribe esta canción 
el todavía no sabe lo que quiere su corazón 
mientras intenta llorar sin ningún éxito 
y todavía sigue buscando la respuesta cual tesoro en el mar

11-02_pm_session_el_chico_con_el_corazon_roto_25_02_25

aún no te olvido
aunque pasen los años
aunque lo evite, todavía te extraño
de mi mente no te puedo sacar

me pregunto si fui yó
el que arruinó todo
o tu inseguridad que me causó
más dudas que alivio

aunque intente buscarte en otra piel
nadie tendría esa dulzura de miel
que tienes tú

aunque otros ojos me miren, no es igual
incluso en la forma de hablar
todo me recuerda a ti, todo me recuerda a ti

salgo a la calle y veo pasar
a muchas chicas que son igual que tu
en cada sitio, en cada rincón
en cada callejón estás tú

tu fantasma me persigue, ya no sé que prosigue
si en cada cosa que veo, estás tú

estás tuuu
en cada calle, en cada rincón estás tú
en cada acera, en mi habitación, ahí estás tú

2_16_pm_session_tu_fantasma_me_persigue_rec1132025

Listen Elsewhere:
https://link.striverecords.com/niti-my-core

My Core

SAVE ME.

I̷̥͘N̷͈͝T̶͕̈Ȍ̷͍ ̵͛͜T̵̫̋H̵̻̍E̴̥̋ ̷̣͒Ṋ̸́E̵͇͘T̵̪̽S̵͔͐P̵̘̋H̷͓̀Ȇ̸͖Ŕ̶̠È̷̩
S̸A̴F̵E̶G̴U̴A̸R̴D̷S̸ ̴ A̸R̷E̷ ̷W̶A̶T̵C̵H̸I̷N̴G̷ ̴E̷V̴E̴R̴Y̸ ̴ S̷T̴E̷P̷ ̷ Y̴O̴U̴ ̸T̴A̸K̵E̴.̵

iNTO THE NETSPHERE (FREEBIE)

have you ever thought beautiful things about her, then suddenly you overthink a lot?


i sat every night at the rooftop with my guitar
singing to the moon the things that i think about you 
it gets brighter with every word that comes from my soul
flash of lights, the comets fly & the dance of sparkling stars

we could fly into the inmensity
we can build a castle above the clouds and make the land of our dreams
only if that would be true
but i'm just a broken guy

oh it makes me cry, it really makes me cry
i wonder if she's thinking about me

every photo of her, i save it on my phone 
she's on my wall, on my closet, even on my mind
i imagine the same scenario every time when i sleep
but, she's far from me.
every time i get closer, she runs

is she evading me? or am i overthinking a lot?
i want to think that she have a lot of things 
please, don't play with me
please, don't play with me

session_untitled_song_no.4

a little chillstep tune inspired in Blackmill <3
hope you enjoy ;)

if you want to support me buying the track on bandcamp <3
https://niti1.bandcamp.com/track/silence


where did you go when i needed you most?
you packed your packs and ran from what we had
(ran from what we had, ran from what we had)
i screamed loud at you 
but you will never listening to me
there's nothing i could do
your silence was so crippling

lay you fall down, so you can see all as your best
lay you shut down, so i can be your last regret
i can't live beside you in the same hell
give your love to anybody else

SILENCE

SILENCE (FREE DOWNLOAD)

i love you. <3


i hate so much being so far
of your hands 
the distance is killing me slowly
as i try too desperate 
to feel you when the sunlight 
points to our bodies
i wish i will be, lying on your chest

i want you so much 
i miss your touch
darling, why are you so far
from me? you're my sun
in the dark

i_hate_so_much_being_far_away_from_you_session_31072025

N̶̠̈́E̸̘̚T̷͇̈́S̸͍͆P̷̮̑H̷̳̕E̸͓̔R̶̦͝E̷̗̍ ̵͈̆C̷̬̕O̸͉̎Ṉ̸̍T̵́͜R̷̺̚O̶̙̓L̷͚̿.̵̠̌.̴̼́.̶͚͋
M̴̧̩͒̀A̶͍̖̎L̵̼͙̿͝F̵̨̙̞̄̂U̸͍͘N̶̬̦̘͑C̴̬͙̀̂̑͜T̵̤̠́͜I̸̭͛̍̾O̶̬̱̔͒Ň̴͜͝

ᵂⁱᴿᴱᴰ ᵀᴱᴿᴹⁱᴺᴬ ᴾᴿᴼᵀᴼᶜᴼᴸ

soul feels desperate, even if seems like an eternity
what is this thing that i'm feeling?
is this emotion called ''love''?

why it makes me do things i never wanted to do?
patience fill my entire soul
it makes me wait forever, even if the world falls down
for someone, or something that will come to me, late or early.

@dustyofficialmusic
@galeenmusic
@michitunes

eternal w/ DUSTY, Galeen & MiCH! [ANV10 ver.]

original idea by @somanylynx 
i just added more lyrics and stuff. ;)

and i know you will not hear me
but i pretend im talking here with you
and i bring celestial flowers for you, my love
til' the day you wake up from this dream

you brought the colors to my life
even when you're far away from my hands
someday i'll take you to my secret garden
and gift you a crown of celestial flowers

even if you can't hear me
i still feel you in my dreams
every flower i see, reminds me 
of that garden i promised you

𝖈𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖆𝖑 𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖘 (𝖗𝖊-𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖉)

Experiencing occasional anxiety is a normal part of life. However, people with anxiety disorders frequently have intense, excessive and persistent worry and fear about everyday situations. Often, anxiety disorders involve repeated episodes of sudden feelings of intense anxiety and fear or terror that reach a peak within minutes (panic attacks).

These feelings of anxiety and panic interfere with daily activities, are difficult to control, are out of proportion to the actual danger and can last a long time. You may avoid places or situations to prevent these feelings. Symptoms may start during childhood or the teen years and continue into adulthood.

Examples of anxiety disorders include generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder (social phobia), specific phobias and separation anxiety disorder. You can have more than one anxiety disorder. Sometimes anxiety results from a medical condition that needs treatment.

support on bc

A N X I E TTTTTTT Y

...

¿harás algo con tu vida?
no lo sé
no quiero que seas como yo
tal vez

aún hay algo dentro de mi que no me deja en paz
creí haber encontrado la respuesta
pero no fué el caso y tan siquiera
busco la solución a mis problemas

lo siento papá y mamá por no salir de casa
y por ser un bueno para nada
lo único que se hacer bien es escribir canciones
que se transforman en lamentos del alma

hay algo mal en mi

session_hay_algo_mal_en_mi_2-18_am_160925

Stream/buy here: https://oblivionaudio.bandcamp.com/album/intruders-iv-from-ashes-to-dust

▼ Follow NiTi:
▸ SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/nitiii2k
▸ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/realnitioffishal
▸ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nitiii2k/
▸ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@nitiii2k
▸ X: https://x.com/nitiii2k
▸ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/artist/1dTHVGg4SnuR7pBOPDKgeq?si=nsD1orYBRzOuYufplrqCOA

▼ Follow BANDDANIEL:
▸ SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/banddaniel
▸ All Socials: https://linktr.ee/BANDDANIEL

▼ Follow Oblivion Audio:
▸ SoundCloud: https://www.soundcloud.com/oblivionaudio
▸ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/oblivion_audio
▸ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/OblivionAudio15
▸ X: https://www.x.com/OblivionAudio 
▸ Bandcamp: https://oblivionaudio.bandcamp.com
▸ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@OblivionAudio

▼ Discord Server 
▸ https://discord.gg/KNcSSWhA24

▼ Spotify Playlist
▸ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eCihWSwCAb7xhEqkkXPdM?si=BkO9gm3eSPSMBcS_ONZIIA&nd=1

Oblivion Audio, EST: 2015

SyNTHESiA

ᚷᛖᛗᚨ ᛚᚢᚾᚨ
- GUITAR COMISSIONS OPEN FOR YOUR TRACKS -

part of:
@astral2k
@fumo-gang
@vstgang

featured on:
@ifnmusic
@wearearthemycal
@mysticrecordings
@dubstepgutter
@seikatsurecords
@dubaftermaths
@neoluminum
@tonalfutureriddim
@strive-records
@oblivionaudio

NiTi

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks