Dil sambhal ja comeback version

 A narration by me on the behalf of inner voice of all my Kashmiri Pandit community on the unfortunate forced mass exodus from the homeland.

Khoon Khaulta Hai Mera : painful voice of a KP        (a to z by nitin dhar)

Credits: Written and Narrated by Nitin Dhar | Music , Composition, n Sung by Dalip Langoo |
Courtsey : S D Burman for his priceless MSTA music used as intro

A poem written on the inner feelings of an ordinary Kahmiri Pandit who has spent more than 22 years in exile cz of the forced exodus from his Homeland. 

Poem Lyrics : khoon khaulta hai mera

nikalta hoon doosre ghar se jab
safar pe apne ghar ko mein 
apne hi ghar k raste ki
jab hawa anjana lagti hai
mehsoos jab ye hota hai 
ki mein wapis aane ko jata hoon
tab khoon khaulta hai mera.. tab khoon khaulta hai

apne hi ghar jaana ajeeb sa lagta hai 
wo waqt purana kaeeb sa lagta hai
aur ek dhadkan aisi bhi aati hai dil mein
jo kehti hai ki wo yaadein wo ghar sab bichhde hain tujhse 
jab bichhda kehna majboori ban jaati hai 
jab jhoothi hassi zaroori ban jaati hai
rokta hun kanth jab chillane ko
aankhein band karloo jab to
wo bedard zamana dikhta hai
aur behte hain aansoo jab khoon ki tarah
tab khoon khaulta hai mera ... tab khoon khaulta hai...

sabse badi badnaseebi dekhne jata hoon
khudko ghar ki ghar ko khud ki yaad dilane jata hoon
kahin bhool na jaoon ghar ka raasta mein
kahin ghar pehchanna bhi na chhod de
jab ye darr ......wo beeta sitam satane lagta hai
jab wo ghar se nikalna yaad ata hai
jab apne aangan mein sisak sisak k ....sar patakna yaad ata hai
aur aaj uss aangan ka ..nishaan tak nazar nahi aata 
tab khoon khaulta hai mera

mere hamsaye jo aaj bhi chehre par naqab sajaye baithe hain 
jo aaj bhi samne seena aur peeche peeth dikhate firte hain
jo loot gaye mere ghar ko us tawan mein, 
jo cheen gaye mere bachpan, mere ghar ki har khushboo
aaj jab uss ghar mein siway eenton aur khachre k kuch bhi nahi dekhta 
jab khada hota hoon apne hi ghar k saamne chup chaap sehamkar
aur dil ro raha hota hai mera 
jab us samay wahi bedard hamsaye samne aate hain
muskurate hain aur yaad dilate hain bachpan mujhe
tab khoon kahulta hai mera... tab khoon khaulta hai 

mein mere ghar mein kyoon nahi rehta
kyoon ye aandi tham nahi jaati
ye vanvas kyoon nahi kat ta
kyoon koi is dard ko mehsoos nahi karta 
kyoon wo sab bewajah chhin gaya 
aur in sawalon ka jawab mujhe ab tak kyoon nahi milta
arse beet gaye hain ghar dekhe ab to
lekin ye sawal, ye sawal jab mere dil mein aate hain
aur jab inka koi jawab nahi hota 
jab sochta hoon ki kab tak mujhe inhe sirf sochna padega
tab khoon khaulta hai mera

ghar to door reh gaya mera ab
mujhe in sawalon ko janne ka haq bhi nahi 
jab in khayalon mein dil doob jata hai
aur khoon khaulna bhi kuch nahi kar pata 
tab khoon kahulta hai mera, tab.......




Tab Khoon Khaulta Hai Mera

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