I feel like crying..

twenty something

I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore	

I don't wanna do this anymore

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Cold lips on your cold hips
Close your eyes 
Baby girl we'll make love in the Afterlife
Benjamin.

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

AFTERLIFE  w/ YungJZAisDead (prod. tothegood)

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3
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apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

@fats_e @yung-jza-shawty
ColdWorldGang 2017 <3

fats'e x YungJZAisDead - Worthless(Prod. Trey Scarlet)

your backyard

https://soundcloud.com/coffin
vocals/my added guitar parts mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

i can not
do what you want
wishing i can
but not in this spot
with no way to stop it
unwanted intrusions 
of doubt
and my desires haunt this
game of push and pull
theres no fucking stopping
with our hands behind our back
please no more talking
a warming start
you found my heart
buried
deep in all this
as the car pulled up
you said its all i wanted
bottom out
as i exit the driveway
with no where to go
i leave it up to where
you say so
my chest expands
just grab right on to 
my sweaty hands
as much as i want to
i need to keep it slow
in less than one years time
I’ve never felt this fucking low
its a two way street
in the middle we meet
we both made our mistakes
no we can find no relief

push and pull (prod offline x barren)

https://open.spotify.com/album/3Hb7Xkn8qxvwZApXNOs0uL

@an_gst
@an_gst
@an_gst

angst - you fuck me up (prod. 4evr) [OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY, ITUNES, ETC.,]

@coldworldgang

~Sick of Keeping Secrets~

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tell me now so we don't have to pretend
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YungJZAisDead - Pretend

@ggravee

[MV] ggravee 「can't let go」<333

ggravee<333 - 「can't let go」 ✨ ·(prod. by yungjza) ~LILWINCO420 EXCLUSIVE~

@adharmasatru
@coldworldgang

~We Watched The Stars Die~

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please fix all of the scars</3...
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@YungJZAisDead - Fallen✧❣(Prod. by Adharmasatru)

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

i'm feeling like a love lost fuck up
i know i never made much progress on us
i know i never fucking focus
i guess
i guess i'm just so fucking hopeless at best

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams beneath these screams
abandon hope and let me bleed
i called your phone
you called it off
you're at your peak
i'm at a loss
i was so weak
all along
i will admit though
i was wrong

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams, bury my dreams
just let me bleed, just let me bleed

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

//
optional donation for download:
https://familypetny.bandcamp.com/track/bad-mood-bad-year

bad mood, bad year

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family
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https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

spotify

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

"♡pink&blue♡" coming January<333

@coldworldgang

~I Can't Shut My Eyes~

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kiss me under starlight, i can't feel a thing<333
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@YungJZAisDead - heart's gone... 💔

for real! w lil lotus

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

Shinigami X Macho Randy - IDK Why I'm Like This (Screwed & Chopped)

~We Look Good In Pink&Blue~

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Baby I can't see you I got lost in the lights<333
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YungJZAisDead - Touch..💓💕

produced by ocean beats found at www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

lyrics:

come thru with a quarter ounce talkin bout go until its done
fun
girl you perfect if u leave can you tell me who the fuck im gonna love
none
swear to god i went and met someone
got a bad bitch but she start shit for fun
girl its not fucking fun
picking up the pieces
tell me do u need me
do u wanna see me
do u want a sweater you could keep it when u leave me
i cant
keep it together 
this cold winter weather
has tricked me to feeling a way
i got nothing else left to say to you
forget my embrace

you could sleep at night
youll be alright
but i tore you open inside
bring raw emotion to life
he doesnt have what i have inside
and i know you know that i could treat u right
make u feel right
evanesence girl ill bring you to life

come thru with a quarter ounce talkin bout go until its done
fun
girl you perfect if u leave can you tell me who the fuck im gonna love
none
swear to god i went and met someone
got a bad bitch but she start shit for fun
girl its not fucking fun
picking up the pieces

come thru with a quarter ounce talkin bout go until its done
fun
girl you perfect if u leave can you tell me who the fuck im gonna love
none
swear to god i went and met someone
got a bad bitch but she start shit for fun
girl its not fucking fun
picking up the pieces
tell me do u need me
do u wanna see me
do u want a sweater you could keep it when u leave me
i cant

dnt leave me (prod. ocean)

@uglyzucc
@coldworldgang

~ I can't even talk...~

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replay it in my mind like Iyaz<333
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lil cardcaptor <333

I feel like crying..

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