I'd like to talk about a few things
Like how the last year has affected me
It may seem like it's nothing, but it's been burning a hole, can’t you see?
So if you could just wait I promise I’ll make it better.

Hold me, I'm a wreck, i neglect and I'm dysfunctional
To everyone around me and you're everyone around
Me, I digress, I can't let You walk away,
I swear I'll change
If you just let me.
so, will you let me?

So could you pull me up, because I feel like I just hit the deep end
But I'm "okay", if that's what you want me to tell you

I'll tell you whatever you want to hear

“I know, I'm sorry
I let this go to waste, I fucking ruin everything”
I know, I'm sorry
But I'm sorry doesn't mean anything


Hold me, I'm a wreck, i neglect and I'm dysfunctional
To everyone around me and you're everyone around
Me, I digress, I can't let you just walk away,
I swear I'll change
If you just let me.
Because I'd love it if you fucking let me


I Am The Boy

latest upload: 26 August 2025, 12:58 AM
file: 1flora cash - Laura (fmka - ben's confession (logic- 8 april 2025 - confessions of a sinner) studio bounce 3 (26 aug 2025)

(possible titles: confessions of a sinner, Ben, Ben’s Confession)

lyrics:

i’m possessed by conviction
aesthetic things 
are my religion 

i drink beer
to have my visions

of holy ghosts
and holy women
 find paradise
in meaning

find hell
in idle scheming 

lord 
only knows
how i’ll be undone 
but time is 
sure to be behind it

Laura
you made me want to
jump off a bridge that night
but i didn’t do it  but i  didn’t  do it

our
Force has many faces
i don’t care for
they look like bugs
in basements

holy rhymes with
amputations
and i know i’m
back again to you

Laura, you made me want to jump off a bridge that night

Pequeños Milagros

(símbolo: ternura / gratitud / belleza escondida en lo cotidiano)

[Verso 1]
No en el fuego ni en el clamor,
ni donde brilla el resplandor.
Sino en la mano que te tocó,
en el regreso… sin estar solo.

[Verso 2]
Una lágrima que limpia el gris,
una risa suave, un porqué feliz.
Sin banderas ni canción —
solo queda el corazón.

[Estribillo]
🕯️ Pequeños milagros, callados y fieles,
se esconden entre lo que tú ya tienes.
En cada suspiro, en cada señal —
no están lejos… están acá.
Tan cerca… están acá.

[Interludio instrumental]
(harpa o piano minimalista, atmósfera cálida)

[Verso 3]
Buscamos signos en lo celestial,
pero el amor nos habla sin igual.
Una palabra, una taza de té —
una majestad que no se ve.

[Estribillo – con armonía final]
🕯️ Pequeños milagros, callados y fieles,
se esconden entre lo que tú ya tienes.
En cada suspiro, en cada señal —
[ bridge]
no están lejos… están acá.
Tan cerca… están acá.

[Final – susurrado o solo musical]
No hay que buscar tan lejos…
los milagros… están contigo.

pequeños milagros 2.

Promise of Tomorrow

You Will Eventually Be Forgotten

Foxfire

camping in alaska - theres no brian in team

from their EP "Amateurs And Professionals"
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Amateurs And Professionals

Penfold - Breathing Lessons

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Our First Taste Of Escape

Penfold - Fate, Confidence And An Encounter

I Want to Forget About Everything Bad That Ever Happened, Ever (2009) 

Merchant Ships - Coffee, Hot Showers, and Hangover Jams

"Irrevocable, Motherfucker" is off Glocca Morra's album, Just Married, out July 10 via Kind of Like Records.

Glocca Morra, "Irrevocable, Motherfucker"

Unamused Dave's album titled "What the Hell".

When Will My Emo Phase End

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