Name: never,forever. - repairable by n,n.forever
Duration: 3 min 14 s
Description: reddit found this a few months ago. put it up on YT and forgot SC. sorry.

Only reason I keep SoundCloud is to come back to this. The cult of the reaper saved me👩🏻‍🍳💋

Can you please reupload deadbeatteen EP - SixandSix I really liked that song :(

you were young (n,n. x ʎpoqou)

wanna drive slow in a black benz/
got my eyes closed i don’t have friends/
i don’t wanna make it home tonight/
i don’t wanna make it out alive/
everybody see me through a mac lense/
fuck em tho i spray em with a mac 10/
pour another 4 inside my sprite/
now I’m dripping purple on my off-white/
yeah i had gun to my head last night/
everybody said that’d be alright/
they lied, they lied/
i don’t think ill see another daylight/
yea i had a bitch now my shit aint right/
can’t get out of bed i been missing my life…yeah/
so breathe in the white while i reach for the knife, aye, damn/
never asked you to understand where i come from babe/
you get mad cuz i don’t play your games/
take it back and ill make my name alone if i have to/
yeah i had a gun to my head last night/
sitting In my bed sipping tec fuck life/
can’t get out my head what you said aint right/
kiss me when I’m dead cuz i really wanna die/
fucking up a check and my tears stay ice/
bitches always bad when the money stay right/
everybody laughed cuz they not that nice/
she aint coming back cuz her wrist stayed sliced/
they don’t know the half cuz it’s not my vice/
i been in the back with my clique all night/
smoking on the pack with a bitch/ 
and ill take my life alone if i have to/

FREE DOWNLOAD

GunToMyHead (prod. fats'e)

lyrics:
open your eyes tonight 
tell me what lies inside your mind
cause I cannot tell
restless sleeping 
can’t stop dreaming of you, and I wanna die.
I been tired of everything and I-
can’t even breathe
you lied about what you dream at night cause I can tell from the tears that leak inside
you fuckin lied. 

-----------------
thankful for my new friends, and you guys.
thank you for your support.
ep soon.
i won't give up on you.

sleep walking...

reddit found this a few months ago. put it up on YT and forgot SC. sorry.

demo.

never,forever. - repairable

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

prod. @notmorgn
feat. @supachefm

(guccihighwaters)

don't tell me that it’s working out
now that i sealed the cracks
always finding opportunities to
stab me in the back
a new life on the road of creation
im alone in my room 
they think im famous?

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train

hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit, gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

i gotta go
its getting cold
can’t stay
i have to hit the road
but they never told me i’d be alone
im feelin lost in my head so ill make a song

(supachefm)

they never told me id be alone
cracks in my heart
and cracks on my phone
waiting for the night where i would catch you lone
take it off or let me take you home

feel like a boxer when i beatin up da beat now
i turn the dancer from the show into a freak now
face down feet up wit her teeth out
gimme cheeks now gasping as i reach out

gucci send the track i give him flowys for the free
lil eskimo peepin bitches from a tree
live through my dreams supachef whip that heat
bustin down packs pullin smoke through my teeth

making my rounds while the storm start to whippin
a ghost in my town but a star in the making
she used to lie to my face for a min
fuck these bitches im just gettin to the digits

f

(guccihighwaters)

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train
hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

(supachefm)

im always slaying on the beat
bitches tryna fuck me love to tell me im unique
ima make a ruckus
catch me stompin through da street
smokin on some pressure get the pack from overseas

feel the same (feat. supachefm)

guitars @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
mix/master @youngburial

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

ya its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know
why its like that
ur why im so sad

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

just let me go
my hearts so cold
i feel so torn
like life's a chore

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

yeah its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know why its like that
ur why im so sad

another day, another mistake w/ fats'e

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan x @kaiyko
Mix & Master: @QAWIKAMRI
Production: @Xtravulous
Cover art: @itsyungvan x @GQHargis

Lyrics-

(Intro)

Yung van-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

Kaiyko-

It's so hard to imagine it
both of us hand in hand hanging by a thread
And I dont wanna go home 
cuz im scared of the thoughts that come crawling when im all alone 
but everything leads back to you 
Why can't I unravel the truth? 
Can we just go back to the beginning 
Give me a reason why I can't leave things off like this 

I'm sorry I just seem to over complicate things
No I don't wanna let it die like this
Something beautiful is fading into the mist x2

Yung van x Kaiyko-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

(outro)

Ashes and Chandeliers

OUT ON SPOTIFY NOW!!!!

ashes and chandeliers w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Xtravulous)

Prod. @diamoonofnhg
Lyrics
I close my eyes to try to feel like i'm alright
knowing that you're  not alright
i try to find the reason that you wanna fuckin die
but its always right outta sight

stressin out i know want me to go?
its cool the pain you felt i know
wish i could help but no
girl i'm ready when you are
baby ill be your star 
don't you worry where i've been and gone 
sometimes i wish that you would open up
knowing that you have all of this 
shit built up in your head is it all not enough 
i guess you like feeling the darkness

I close my eyes to try to feel like i'm alright
knowing that you're  not alright
i try to find the reason that you wanna fuckin die
but its always right outta sight

Why You Wanna Die

Why You Wanna Die [Prod.Diamoon]

Official Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXARZqsm6vs

Vocals by @supachefm
Produced, Engineered & Mastered by @guccihighwaters

never,forever. - repairable

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