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At the end of the day, coming home felt too heavy.
My body ached, and the traces of my own life weighed me down.
For a moment, I thought about letting everything go—
but I was too afraid to end it, too tired to keep going.
That feeling spread inside me like ink, slowly staining my heart in quiet darkness.
This song is what it sounded like when I just wanted… to stop for a while.

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하루의 끝, 집으로 돌아온 순간이 버거웠어.
몸은 무겁고, 내가 만든 삶의 잔해들이 나를 짓눌렀어.
끝내버리고 싶다는 마음이 스쳤지만, 겁이 많아서, 그마저도 못했어.
그 밤의 감정이 잉크처럼 번져 천천히 내 안을 물들였어.
그저 잠시, 멈추고 싶었던 마음을 노래했어.

Like Ink

never,forever. - to be you

reddit found this a few months ago. put it up on YT and forgot SC. sorry.

demo.

never,forever. - repairable

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

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ＴＨＡＴ＇Ｓ　ＬＩＮＧＥＲＩＮＧ　
ＡＲＯＵＮＤ　ＹＯＵＲ　ＢＥＤ

//ごめんなさい//

less than a week until outsider drops. i've been excited to release this track with my homie for a while. i hope you guys enjoy it. i love you <3

available on apple/spotify
https://fanlink.to/FzT

follow my mans @blckbrn

also show this track some love over on @your_secret
s/o to the homies over there <3
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lyrics
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it's 2 in the mornin'
i'm out explorin'
i've just been soaring 
it started pouring
so we found a tree & sat out until morning
i think i'm boring
but you don't think that, you're too busy adoring
so give me a warning
so give me a warning
baby i'll start restoring

everything that i've got up inside my head
supercalifragilisticexpialidead
i've been feeling lost forever shitty weather up ahead
i'm the eye inside the storm that's lingering around your bed
never settle for a broken bond you're more important than
every problem that you focus on, your purpose to expand
on an idea or a singular thought inside your head 
tryna make it through the night without the 
demons that i dread

what am i suppose to do?
when they comin' thru
take my brain & consume it
i don't feel how i do
when they say i blew up and labels amazed man
feels like i've been in a cage man
my disinterest for the words that you've been saying
dismiss it gettin' to workin' all day then
sit inside my room & contemplate my fate again

follow blckbrn

blckbrn x guardin - caged

I do not own the original song, I only have edited the song to my own liking for others to listen and enjoy the music.

If it needs to be taken down please contact me appropriately.

[Lyrics]
I can't scream my thoughts
Like I used to
These walls in this apartment
Are too thin
Remember those nights
In New England
Didn't take long for me to miss my home

And I can't cope
With the fact that I'm alone
Or the fact that I can't unwind
These four walls
Are closing in
I've never felt so small

nothing,nowhere. - walls (unreleased song) slowed

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic
Sample from: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/sunshine

LYRICS:-
Guardin 
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi Kamri
tell me what is right or wrong
you've been gone for too long
ive been feeling so alone
when was the last time you sang my song? 

i fell with the tears on my face
lately ive been feeling so out of place
call out and i scream your name
baby can you please just stay

is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

Guardin & Qawi
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi
is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

I Don't Know Who I Am (w guardin)

drugs aren't cool this was a freestyle and i think its important to show all sides just know i don't personally think every emotion i portray in my my music ALL the time.

Drugs & Girls

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-better-me-lyrics

huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
production/mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

free download

Better Me (feat. guccihighwaters)

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

never,forever. - to be you

n,n.forever