Self explanatory title. Probably my weirdest project to date.

Off my meds

Molch-Heavy Rush

nembutal

bad vibes {no motivation} [BLEAKFUTURE]

burn

i can't think straight, my mind is a nonfunctional broken mess full of hate and anger.

hate

flori-tard

suck it

Working on some genre blending Drum and Bass and Breaks within a Gospel aesthetic! 

OneKind- Hollow Dreams ft. A Tribe Called Judah

Cool Retro Backing Track provided by Studio Jam Tracks ==> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KSG2zITNN4

Also: this lyric was inspired by the following link.  To learn more about the stoic woman go to==> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDEcNSfhRdM&t=1221s
SHE
She doesn’t crave approval
She has no need of walls
Her gates are only open to
Those of likeness she calls
No longer wearing a mask
To indulge society
That’s the kind of woman
One day I long to be

CHORUS
She is unshakable
She is unbreakable
A menace to what this world calls femininity
She’s a self-contained light
A woman in her own right
Aligned with the universe in perpetuity

Her soul is non-negotiable 
She settles for no man
She doesn’t need permission
To take a moral stand
She walks through the fire
Of stoic pedigree
That’s the kind of woman
No man controls readily

CHORUS
She is unshakable
She is unbreakable
A menace to what this world calls femininity
She’s a self-contained light
A woman in her own right
Aligned with the universe in perpetuity, perpetuity

[Music w/ clapping]

She doesn’t want the pedestal  
She wants the partnership
Not looking to forge a man
Wants a man who’s got a grip
No longer bleeding inside
In her solitude she is free
Yeah, that’s the kind of woman
One day I vow to be

She is unshakable
She is unbreakable
A menace to what this world calls femininity
She’s a self-contained light
A woman in her own right
Aligned with the universe in perpetuity

BRIDGE
So, when you see her walking alone
You need not feel pity
She’s no longer waiting to be chosen
She owns the city –
She is dangerous
She no longer plays the game
She is dangerous
She’ll never be the same

She is unshakable
She is unbreakable
A menace to what this world calls femininity
She’s a self-contained light
A woman in her own right
Aligned with the universe in perpetuity, perpetuity, yeah

©️ 2025 Renee La Chapelle - All Rights Reserved

Going to a cosplay party tonight. It's new and exciting. This is how I feel about it!

(Dis)comfort

believe 3

8_ Synthsesis (Heart of Synths) - 1st release on MMJ 27 June 2020 (re-release on Soundcloud 07 August 2025)

I create a kind of synthesis of #synth sounds. In my chest beats the "heart of synths". Listen, how it beats!  #electronic #ambient #trance

(produced with Music Maker JAM)

Synthsesis (Heart Of Synths)

let us dream

Black Sun

Quelenis is a musical journey through a moment of choice. At the heart of the piece lies a crossroads: one path is endless and mechanical, silent yet inevitable, embodying reason and structure. The other is a human, shadowed path—unpredictable, raw, and filled with emotion and desire.

True to Olttaoff’s signature exploration of duality in sound, Quelenis weaves IDM’s intricate beats along the path of the infinite, while the improvisational spirit of Jazz illuminates the dark, human side. The intertwining of these sonic worlds creates a labyrinth that challenges the listener, pulling them between logic and instinct, certainty and chaos.

In a world of diverging paths, which will you choose? Quelenis offers an immersive experience of choice and the depths of sound itself.

Quelenis

auf geht's

All songs labeled (NNLF) = lilxflirt and Nicky Nukem 
Logo art, timeline art, and all cover art labeled NNLF made by lilxflirt
All ambient tracks and instrumental tracks made by Nicky NUKEM
I probably have bipolar disorder or something similar. My music is all over the place
Also, I'm trying to be entertaining, don't take the artwork or lyrics or titles too seriously.

suck it

Nicky NUKEM

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