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an american death note (a loose premise meant to monopolize my therapist's 'precious' time)

Watch the OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/3BAH6buyelQ
🌑Stream on Spotify, Apple, Amazon, etc.  - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/abyssalbehaviour/i-feel-nothing🌑
Produced, vocals and mastered by Abyssal Behaviour 

I Feel Nothing is open to interpretation, exploring struggles myself and those close to me face. The production pushes innovations within Trap such as mysticism, screams, clipping and distortion abuse, as well as the drums unique to the genre to its ultimate form. All this, while maintaining a progressive minimalism that is vital for invoking peak euphoria, artistic inspiration and mental detachment I think is essential to fulfilment. I Feel Nothing marks my first steps post the 'Apotheosis' album. I feel like the scene is prone to fall into a destructive and unstructured loop of recycled energies and themes. There is a lack of subtlety, respect and depth sometimes that I’d like to address through the aesthetics presented in ‘I Feel Nothing’ and its music video. I wish I had a better singing voice, better camera, better computer to edit with and more wisdom over all to truly honour the development of this brand new scene, but this is the best I have for now. Still, this is the beginning of a new album that pushes forward fresh visions, as well as refining my best moments from the Apotheosis album. Thank you to my wife for all her support and for helping me film this video and materialise these visions.
 
Abyssal Behaviour:
SC - https://soundcloud.com/abyssalbehaviour
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YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/ABYSSALBEHAVIOUR
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Lyrics:
 
open again
Ive put my soul away in defense
All of my pain
This peace helps me maintain  

I WILL NEVER FEEL LOST
Only once ive cleaned the canvas ill cease to distort 
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I’ve given me this time to shine
Everything’s in place for the stars to align
Perfect by design
Thinking of the lessons that I learnt
Committed to the ideas that I claim to be the first
Its in the sweat that never reaches my skin
Its in the blood your mind bleeds way deep within
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

Suddenly it starts to come clear
Inspiration hits 
And the cracks start to split
Suddenly not everythings shi
And I can see whats at the end of the abyss

Creation
It puts my livelihood aside! 
With a brand new meaning fabricated from my mind
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

I FEEL NOTHING by ABYSSAL BEHAVIOUR (𝖔𝖋𝖋𝖎𝖈𝖎𝖆𝖑 𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖔)

A powerful, soulful seduction.

There are many ways I could describe this song, it's layered like an onion! 

The surface-level gist of it is that it is a calling and warning to my on-again and off-again lover. I want him still, I feel like I need him, I miss him, I love him, but I am tired of waiting for him to figure himself out so that we can finally stabilize.

I am lonely, I need company, I need love, but if he cannot give it right, though I want it to be him, I will make a new him. A better, more mature him to fit my liking and desires.

I emphasise strongly on my loneliness not only by word, but by soft harmonies and hums, which act as the seduction- a siren effect that pulls in deeper so that the intensity of just how deep it is comes out.

Overall, the song is alluring. Relatable too. Who hasn't felt the need for more, for someone intimately beyond themselves? Who hasn't ever felt lonely? 

The vocals are mature and sultry. The songwriting approach flowey and poetic and the beat resonant. All put together, a creative and musical masterpiece.


Credits: 

Beat by John Beats.
Written and performed by Malika "Maleekah Malik" Kinoti.
Mixed and Mastered by Roy Mutai, TAOHM.
Arrangement by Oliver Kefa, Roy Mutai (TAOHM) and Malika Kinoti.

Lonely

LONELY

Featuring lyrics & vocals by Cazy, Mosside & ReckoninG.
Produced by Zed-One (One half of @lenkelondonofficial).
Artwork by Cold Hearted Faction.

This track was inspired by the brilliant UK comedy TV show Brassic, and created for SKY VIP's 'Brassic Unsigned' competition.

Cold Hearted Faction

Brassic

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Lions don’t lose sleep over the opinions of sheep, but what happens if it’s a wolf a sheep’s skin.





(Lyrics, Communed by CYIDACHI)

Metal on me dog, just like i’m Goddard.     
Her parents fairly odd, I just here for there daughter 
Hella thick, bad, and she quite the talker
Now she quiet, content and moves with a Walker aye

Check the bank account, I know it’s a large amount
Make my parents frown, Im acting so abrasive now
I don’t give a fuck and don’t get it twisted 
CYIDACHI wear the mask so I don’t get convicted aye

Growing 
Cooking
Flipping them packs

If you go to rat 
Get chewed with the gat

Drills 
Scams
Chasing that bag

Got it out of the mud, 
Ain’t no time to relax now

Check the bank account, I know it’s a large amount
Make my parents frown, Im acting so abrasive now
I don’t give a fuck and don’t get it twisted 
CYIDACHI wear the mask so I don’t get convicted 

Check the bank account, I know it’s a large amount
Make my parents frown, Im acting so abrasive now
I don’t give a fuck and don’t get it twisted 
CYIDACHI wear the mask so I don’t get convicted aye

Me and Thor got one thing in common
When we go for the hammer, we get that shit flying, 
Boom like a cannon, the screams of men dying, 
Lighting falling like hail, that’s they soul frying. 
Boy, terrifying, war in the trenches 
bodies don’t move, they stay lying, religious.
Red lining the engine, 
don’t pass no midget, 
Don’t come to me unless it’s bout digits

Check the bank account

I know 

it’s a large amount

Make my parents frown

Acting so abrasive now

Abasive

Abrasive

drugs.pt.1

🆕🆕🆕La Peufra delire nouvelle ecole Intro Dj Vinz⏬⏬⏬⏬

Sorry mama

who? (Ending)

1st Verse - YungDeadBoy
Intro & 2nd Verse - AbyssalBehaviour
Prod. by AbyssalBehaviour

ABYSSAL BEHAVIOUR 
Abyssal Behaviour - https://soundcloud.com/abyssalbehaviour
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YUNGDEADBOY
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www.snapchat.com/add/y.deadboy
twitter.com/YungDeadBoy2
www.youtube.com/channel/UCNNqbmTIsVnxocTRbdGGltA

SALEMCOLLECTION

AbyssalBehaviour's Lyrics -  

Satans Comit
Soaring Down In The Middle Of The Night 
lights Up The Sky
The Shephards Sheep Are Running For The Cliff

Bodies Splatter, Brains Scatter
As The Commit Hits Earth
It Forms A Voice That Bellows Into The Night

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Schande über dich, 
enthaupte dich und fress' dich auf, denn hab heute bock auf Menschenfleisch.
Opfer euch dem Teufel, ( JA ) 
denn ihr wart ( WAS )

unwürdig ihm gegenüber
bring euch in meine Waldeshütte und schlitz euch dann in Stücke.( JA )
Dreimal 6 für eure Götter,( JA )
sie können euch auch nichtmehr helfen, NEIN.

Du bist verloren, ( JA )
deine Haut verdorben ( JA ) 
und ungelogen ( NEIN ) 
wirst du betrogen, nenn mich Judas. ( JA )

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It's Abyssal Behaviour
Shout Out To My Guy YungDeadBoy

Yeh Yeh Yeh
Fuck The Secrets Rising, No Hiding, No Longer Lying
That Safety You Hold Sacred Is Failing, Its Driving You Crazy
At The End Of The Day Was It Worth It?
To Finally Hold It?
To Sacrifice Your Feelings, In The Heat Of The Moment?

So What For He Died?
No Second Chance At All!

Get Your Dinner Made
Give Them What They Never Take 
And When It Flips On You
Say Fuck The World Again

You Got Me On My Fuckin Toes Again,
So You Can Reach My Head,
And Chuck It In The Bin!

What A Life It Is To Be
All Part Of A Broken Community

Let Me Show You These Songs I Made 
Then You Can Get Out Your Dick
It's The Price I Paid

You Must Be Sick Of The Cycle,
Or In Denial
You Think There's Nothing More Out There?
No Exploring The Mind Left?
You Hit Rock Bottom Yet You Still Think Of Violence...

LUCIFER'S RAGE - ABYSSAL BEHAVIOUR x YUNGDEADBOY +𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓𝖑𝖔𝖆𝖉+

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