another day goes by 
i wanna cry cause im dying on the inside
and you ask why
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaask
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-
i love you so but its plutonic and i
hug you tho although i vomit in my mouth
as the days go by im countin em up
we been together for like 6 months
it dont get better im such a chump
because this aint that real love 
real trust with them real hugs

dont ask me why im sad bitch lets just play castle crashers

attempted to remaster, still dont sound that great tho

fucking incredible song im so proud of this nigga

wifiskeleton potions snippet

https://open.spotify.com/track/7ci3XpsGTUBtuSxqgEosKk?si=3d9e7dd769844272

notice me

@anjiwdoves verse
you don't see me how i see you
wish i could be you
i think i'm back now
like somethin' happened
like it's the past
don't miss your man
like let's go back
i don't wanna waste my time
with your attack
i don't wanna hear another lie

you don't see me how i see you
i think i'm back now
like somethin' happened
like it's the past
don't miss your man

@curseaugust verse
oh i feel like a zombie
there's no time for you
and you know that it's true
i'd do anything for you
just to see you again
i'd walk a billion days
but we're just strangers now
and i don't even know your name

green eyes (green eyes)
too many faces (too many faces)
you mesmerize me
but i know it's not true
and i'm here, you—i can choose you
i cannot escape you
and even if i could
i'd rather die than evade you

i'm here, you—i can choose you
and even if i could
i'd rather die than evade you

prod. me (norah) dm for beats

anji & curseaugust - wish i could see u (prod. norah)

lwk fuck you man ngl you were always kinda a faggot anyways

another in your story

rainbows
on my tv screen
the shit they first fed me 
when i turned thirteen

still step outside
for the weather
to take a breathe
and i wrote u a letter

i remember the first time u kissed me
and it felt like u rly missed me
and i wish that it always felt that way, that way

and i remember the fights in the movies
it felt like u rly missed me
and i wish it always felt the same, the same

wristbands
they/re giving out
the hell they sent me in
when i cried for help

step outside
for the weather
to take a breathe
and find a new lighter

i remember the first time u kissed me
and it felt like u rly missed me
and i wish it always felt that way, that way

and i remember the fights and the wrist bleeds
it felt like u rly missed me
and i wish it always felt the same, the same

its been awhile, its been awhile
felt different, felt the same
ill wait awhile, its been awhile
felt that way, what a waste

ur hands in my hair
i love ur touch, and i love ur stare
it isnt fair, it isnt fair 
it isnt fair

do u still love me?

yourlove.mp3

worried lungs

just know that its alright to take time take all you need too
i never looked back at it so you dont even have to
ill never be the same again i wont be as i used to
i used to think what to do now i just do what i want to
but if i say the wrong things to you then i might just get killed too
and theyll upload it on youtube friends and their friends wanna see too
make distance so you dont need to im dangerous like a c4
i could blow up like a c4 i really wish you could see more
im dead so what you need me for calluses so i cant be sore
malice in me you cant be sure double lock triple lock your door

hypervigilance

I put all my singles into one album. Most are very rough, but oh well.

Song Descriptions:

TATTOOS ON YOUR ARM:   This songs is about the NOTORIOUS SAMMY CHILL. In school we used to draw on our hands during class (hence the name). He eventually left the school, so this is an ode to him lwk.

BEAUTFUL BLONDE:   This one is another ode to someone from the early days at school. She's pretty much your basic white girl. Blonde hair, Blue Eyes, Caucasian, yk.

TRYING TO WRITE:   And another one about a white female tsk tsk. Although, this one writes, which is why I named the song that. It also was a running joke that she was a "cute girly pop"...

CRAZY HAIR:   This ones about a caffeine addicted girl with "crazy hair". She Also gave me relationship advice, but it wasn't the best. 

WHEN HES DOWN:   Is about this girl and this other guy who kind of have a relationship (sorta).

LITTLE BOY: is about the one and only KOLBEEEEE (the younger brother of the "crazy hair" girl). This song was done in a kind of ambient/thoughtful faze of my song writing. I was also super inspired by the song Saturday Love by Maxo.

LATE BLOOMER:   This song is about the short friend (ironic, because he's now taller then me now). 

ENDED WITH SOME CHORDS:   This song has meaning :') Its about a trip me and some friends wanna take. We'd rent a van, blast music, and if Manny acts up, we'll tie him to a kite.

YOUR MIND:   This one (which used to have a rap in the beginning that was the CORNIEST THING EVER) is a reply track to Sammy Chills Track "Chill Guy". The end sample in the end is Sammy Chills song. After this song we had some back-and-forth artist "beef" hehe.

ITS ALL OVER:   AND FINALLY, SAMMY CHILL FEATURES FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! this song ended the so called "beef". we never really had beef, it was kind of more just for fun. The ending is when I recorded Sammy Chill giving his notorious mouth trumpet solo.

And that's it folks, enjoy the album. It may be choppy, but its got character to it (hehe).

hypervigilance

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