i wish i could have her back.... forever and ever my love 🩷

I felt led to share this with everyone. I hope all of you that are struggling right now can find hope in what I'm about to share with y'all. My parents got a divorce when I was around 2-3yrs old. I grew up with a very abusive Father that would cause my siblings, me, & our moms physical and emotional pain. my dad would make us bleed and leave marks on us, etc. My mom was always in and out of jail my whole life, she was also a drug addict and alcoholic. when I was able to talk to her on the phone she would tell me to Pray to God, I had the smallest Faith ever &  questioned if God was real but it was the fact that I had someone to talk to even when I had no one to talk to here on earth. I was bullied in elementary school, started to self harm and have thoughts about not wanting to be here anymore. my family was Catholic. I had two suicidal attempts at 15 then at 16. I also struggled with my sexuality. I learned it's not about religion but a relationship with God. I am now 23,He saved me.

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Take you like a drug
I taste you on my tongue
You ask me what I'm thinking about
I tell you that I'm thinking about
Whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you'll do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too
I tried to write your name in the rain
But the rain never came
So I made with the sun
The shade
Always comes at the worst time
You ask me what I'm thinking about
I tell you that I'm thinking about
Whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you'll do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues
I keep on trying to let you go
I'm dying to let you know
How I'm getting on
I didn't cry when you left at first
But now that you're dead it hurts
This time I gotta know
Where did my daddy go?
I'm not entirely here
Half of me has disappeared
Go ahead and cry, little boy
You know that your daddy did too
You know what your mama went through
You gotta let it out soon, just let it out
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too
If you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too

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