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when I first started producing music back in 2013, I had almost no idea what I was doing. I just followed what I liked, what gave me goosebumps, and what made my chest feel heavy or light. that was my compass, and honestly, even after 12 years, it still is.

in the early days, growth felt fast. going from knowing nothing to understanding even a little made it feel like I was leveling up quickly. but with time, the gains became slower, more subtle. you start to realize how far the people you look up to really are, and how deep the craft can go.

it’s been 11 years since I uploaded my very first remix of Lilium here on SoundCloud. a lot has changed in my life since then, but weirdly, a lot hasn’t. I still come back to the things I loved back then, and find myself loving them now.

more recently, I discovered that there are alternate versions of Lilium out there. arrangements by MOKA☆ (ie. Kayo Konishi and Yukio Kondo) that I hadn’t heard before. the moment I heard them, I knew I had to return to the song. not just because I still think it’s one of the most beautiful, haunting melodies ever written, but also because it’s part of my origin story in producing music too. revisiting it felt like a way to say thank you to not only the original, but also to my past self, and to this platform, where i got started.

my first remix found its way onto a bunch of other platforms over the years, and collectively it’s been listened to nearly half a million times. that blows my mind, but it's not what drove me to make this newer version. I loved every second of making that first remix. and I loved making this one even more. the self-fulfillment was more important and was worth every hour. 

production has been part of my life for over a third of it now, and playing music in general has been part of me for more than two-thirds. so in a way, this remix is a love letter to where I started, to how far I've come, and to how much more I still want to explore. I know it doesn't sound like anything that's popular right now in terms of the modern edm scene, but it doesn't matter to me. I love the song so much that I wanted to make a newer version I could listen to whenever I feel a certain way. 

so to anyone reading this, especially if you're just starting out, please know: music doesn’t need to be perfect, or popular, or sound like what everybody else is doing to matter. if it’s honest to how you're feeling, and you love making it, that’s enough.

LILIUM (MOKA☆ Version)

MOKA☆ - Lilium (Lomaximus Remix)

SILENT TOUCH is a whispered confession disguised as control.

A collision between dark desire and emotional denial —
carried by trip hop tension, melodic bass, and a final collapse into drum and bass.

This is not a song.
It’s a mental spiral.

📡 Official release: July 25 on all platforms.

“It meant nothing… until it meant everything.”

#SilentTouch #DarkPop #MelodicBass #Dubstep #TripHop #SoundCloudExclusive #AllToMe #NewMusic2025

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