I walked so far to kill you all
but in the end I just wanna kill myself

I don’t wanna be alive another day
Why do you all look so surprised I’ve always felt this way
I’d rather be under the ground than stuck in this fucking place
Yeah
give me a break I’m nothing to no one and everyone’s fake
Put a knife in my stomach so I can escape
I’ve been chewing so long but the pains all I taste
I’ve been working so hard with no piece from the cake
I can’t handle my anger and all of this hate

In the end I just want to be alone

In the end I just wanna be alone
In the end I wanna die

Walked so far to kill you all but in the end I’ll kill myself
Bitch I tried so hard
just know I tried so hard
Walked so far to kill you all but in the end I’ll kill myself
Just know I tried so hard

But in the end I’ll kill myself
Cuz I know in the end my life doesn’t even matter

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BRUUDE - IN THE END [PROD. BVPHXMET]

Lyrics 

Please don’t leave me 
I know it’s been tough but you can’t never see me 
Please don’t leave me 
I’m lost In my mind and you can’t ever free me 
Please don’t leave me 
I know it’s been tough but you can’t never see me 
Please don’t leave me 
I’m lost In my mind and you can’t ever free me 
On my grave 
I’ll never be the slave of ones who treat me like the worst in the face of a god I’ll replace and the one full of hate who I hope to erase from the face 
Out of the sky 
I want to die 
Return to the night just give up the fight 
Just give up the fight
Just give up the fight
Out of the sky 
I want to die 
Return to the night just give up the fight 
Please don’t leave me 
I know it’s been tough but you can’t never see me 
Please don’t leave me 
I’m lost In my mind and you can’t ever free me

Primrose Part 2 (prod. Rope & bughvvl)

i need you

ART - https://soundcloud.com/realbvphxmet
PROD - https://soundcloud.com/sladkodunul187

LYRICS-

(Intro)
Give me a break 
all of these fallacies stuck in my head
I don’t trust in your words 
better if nothing is said
Delete me from your mind
you were never a part of my world
Keep your hallucinations to yourselves
Reality is hell

Might as well been born blind
Everything I see lies
Everything I hear lies
Hominins a dust pile

Everything I trust dies
Never ending dead life
Why the fuck am I here
I just need to disappear

And everyone that hits me up
I can’t say this shit enough
Sorry I don’t give a fuck
Busy bleeding out my love

I can feel me fading more every day that passes by
I wish I could’ve gave you more before I fucking pieced out
But I am so fucking tired now 
eternal silence in my mind
All I see is butterflies 
Chasing them into the light 

Been in darkness all my life

CARCINOGENIC TAXONOMY (Prod. sladko dunul)

FiftyFive x Zange CUT THROAT KILLA

𝙶𝚞𝚛𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎  𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎  (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚂𝚞𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎)

𝙵𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜 (𝙺𝚢𝚘𝚔𝚒 𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛)

𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚡 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚝. 𝙵𝚟𝚔𝚣𝚡𝚛𝚘 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝙰𝚙𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐)

PROD. CRCL @crclxx

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[Lyrics]
Keep my head in the clouds cause its safer up here, yeah stay clear
Cause im too fucked up i forgot why i came here
She replied said "same here"
You can take what you want
I planned on giving it up
In this life i feel stuck
My heads about to cave in
There's no one here i can love
Heart break has had me enough
Lipstick on cigarette buds
You always find a way in

My head and i hate it
Cause you're so much better than my latest
But you always coming 'round for some payment
Gotta look into the mirror and face it

You're not the one
You take away all my fun
You fucking said i should die
So ill look into the barrel of the gun, now i keep my

head in the clouds cause its safer up here, yeah stay clear
Cause im too fucked up i forgot why i came here
She replied said "same here"
You can take what you want
I planned on giving it up
In this life i feel stuck
My heads about to cave in
There's no one here i can love
Heart break has had me enough
Lipstick on cigarette buds
You always find a way in

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cigarettes kill

𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚂 𝙾𝚁 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙸𝙳𝙲 𝚏𝚝. 𝙺𝚄𝚂𝙾𝙺𝙸𝚁𝙰𝙸

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/brvdy

LYRICS:

All of them gone
Nothing’s the same
Lost in my head
Last to remain

Dreaming of days that would be today
Today is not worth it cuz time slips away
It’s weird that I feel like I’m missing the pain
I got what I wanted there was no mistake
But with all of the anger and passion away
The person I was and I am is not the same
It’s making me feel like I’m losing something
Deep in my soul I’ve always felt hate

Why do I feel like the lost times are better
And
Why do I feel like the rain is getting wetter
Dark days arise out of days in the light
Times without war there is peace in the sky
I’m awaiting the day that I know will arrive

Arrive bitch I will be ready
Licking the blade on my bloody machete
Just run like you do
You’re fucking pathetic 

All of them gone
Nothing’s the same
Lost in my head
Last to remain

LOST TIME (PROD. BRVDY)

Shoutout @nastiitaxii for killing this.

Lyrics:
String tight strapped and snapping off 
Now resting eyes in azure thoughts 
Assured in surface 
Station dock 
Refill insurance serviced trailing curtains 

Gilled fucks stuck inside their refuge over nothing 
Mesh will never bend pressure from a obsession over gas

Got a bag full of bricks
Sleeve leaking all but tricks 
Take another level back
As style displayed as displacement inside the dashcam 
Screen a schema
Now a breed of vacant essence 
Self assessment Need a task/hand? 
Bleeding for a second 

Stomped out 
Strong doubt 
Scout wrong nets when your brought down
Crack rot stretch In the caravan 
Left into wretch 
Carry acts in gown

Na$tii:
I can feel the fucking
blood clotting up under my skin
I beg to let it flow 

I grab the fucking razor 
as I feel the rust catch on my throat

I don’t have the fucking patience 
for this steel under my coat 
You pussy bitch 
you fucking shaking when I let it blow 

penetrated by the fucking isolation 
straining on my iris 
just to focus on what I created 

I don’t give a fuck 
my god annihilated everything
I held in sacred naked and I’m wasted body bloated from asphyxiation 

let me rot 
let me fade 
let me get away 

let me say all of the names who can't speak to my face

let me clot 
lemme cut 
let my razor swang

let my cut out my regrets they fucking drip away

I got problems
I don’t know why I can’t stop it
I ain’t mean to fucking do it but I did it with no problem Ay

I got problems all I hear is fucking nonsense
I be screaming I be puking I be blacking out unconscious Ay

In A Sea Of Razors Ft.Na$tii [Prod. Istasha]

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HXNJV - EXOSKELETON [PROD FATAL - M]

Produced by: @krvmpux
@isekvi @isekvi @isekvi @isekvi
Mastering by me

Lyrics
Saetrina (mixed by me)

I wanna see you lie in your own blood
As I feel my mind collapsing down
Please hold me tight lucyfer
Watch me bleed out

I$EKVI (mixed by @xf8x)

all i want is you 

but you broke my heart and that’s true
i can not live without you

$aetrina X I$EKVI - BLEEDING DRY (Prod. KRVMPUX)

listen to part 1 first

Lyrics:

Hate 
Lose my face 
And lose everybody in my fucking way 
Take my place, and you’ll never ever see the light of day
Hate 
Lose my face 
And lose everybody in my fucking way 
Take my place, and you’ll never ever see the light of day
Fuck I can’t cope got me breaking down time 
And damn tie the rope fucked up down the line
And I can’t hold 
And I can’t hold on
Dark figures through the glass have u ever seen his broken heart 
Left in the dust no turning back 
It’s my own fault can’t be undone
Blame
Blame me
Blame me me
For all that i have done 
Blame
Blame me
Blame me me
For all that i have done 
Hate 
Lose my face 
And lose everybody in my fucking way 
Take my place, and you’ll never ever see the light of day
Hate 
Lose my face 
And lose everybody in my fucking way 
Take my place, and you’ll never ever see the light of day

i need you

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