My Legacy

Im sorry if you hear this
And Im sorry if you see the
Smile I hide behind is
 not the real me

Please just turn this song off
Its better to not hear this
Because the further that you go
Will make you want to unsee it


I’m enfeebled, I feel dead
What malfunctioned in my head
I wanna feel a real smile
And not track tears along the tiles

Im enfeebled and it sucks
Because my blood spills from my cuts 
And it feels better than 
Faking

So many hearts are torn because of peoples neglect
So many people get hurt from others disrespect
See past a color, a love, a feeling, see a soul
That wants to live and be loved, but none the less the whole 
time we spend fighting, fire make more flames
Another day goes by, find someone to take the blame
Im just a kid, I shouldn’t worry, shouldn’t see the hate
Spread like wildfire, and my mind cant take the weight
The world reads lies preaches them like a pastor
 we wanna feel important but my time keeps ending faster
I feel weak, I cant speak, I wanna shriek, Im scared
Because I cared, and I shared too much 

I’m enfeebled, I feel dead
What malfunctioned in my head
I wanna feel a real smile
And not track tears along the tiles

Im enfeebled and it sucks
Because my blood spills from my cuts 
And it feels better than 
Faking
If Im singing to nothing, then maybe I’ll sing louder until it fills
If im singing to everything, then maybe you’ll sing louder until
If Im singing to one, if im singing to none, if my words aren’t getting through
Then at least I can sing to you
[Repeat verse]

I feel stronger, we’re not dead
From these verses you have said
You can see each others smiles
Lets embrace it for a while

Enfeebled (1) (1)

The Creation Of... 2

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a thing i made for my former crush 
its cute i guess

:P

[crush]

i wrote this after my one week relationship ended uwu

lyrics:
Take my shoulder to house your tears
Take my hand so you hold no fear
Take my ears so you know 
Ill be here to listen

Take my smile if you need it more
Take my heart if you need the warmth, no
Dont worry ‘bout me
Because i’ll be ok if you are too

And please ignore that phone call
On second thought ignore it all

Don’t you worry for me, I’ll be fine
I’ll be in bed staring up  at the moon’s shine
You’d think I’d break this habit of selling my heart
Well I will but right now Im feelin
 torn apart

Take my arms so you feel strong
Take my legs so you stand tall
Take it all, take some more, take me out
Out of this deep sea of darkness im in

I wont ask for anything more
Than a smile that that I can adore

Don’t you worry ‘bout me, I feel great
A bit bothered by all of this heartbreak
You’d think by now I’d find another sweetheart
Well I will but right now I feel taken apart

I understand
Didn’t go as planned
Moved too fast
Now its All in the past

Don’t you worry for me, I’ll be fine
I’ll be in bed staring up at the moon’s shine
You’d think I’d break this habit of selling my heart
Well I will but right now Im feelin torn apart

Please dont care about my state of mind
Because my life just a slow form of slipandslide
You’d think that’d I’d wanna completely restart
Well I dont but I feel torn a part

Take [INSTRUMENTAL]

I can’t relate to the radio
I can’t debate with the stereo
All these love songs, so dishonest
That my heart beat slows

Sorry if I stu-stutter
Sorry if i kinda mttr..
It’s just there are all the feelings
That'll make my heart a flutter

Katy Perry coulda said it better
And Dre woulda used more letters
I don’t wanna be a new trendsetter
All i really wanna say is

I know when I'm with you I
Get this stupid kinda mood I
Forget the lyrics to my
Mushy gushy wuv song

I know I being dumb and
Yet my guitar still strums, woah-ho
Guess there's no room for my 
Mushy Gushy wuv song

So many things running through my head
I really need sleep, cant go to bed 
It’s way too loud in here can 
Everybody, please just SHUT UP!

The harpsichord plays a sick tune
As i still wait for a new moon
So I can play this song
 all romantic and make you swoon

But honey that’ll never be,
I'm still tripping on my own two feet
Because this song still ain't complete
Must I really say it again?

I know when I'm with you I
Get a stupid kinda mood I
Forget the god dang lyrics to my
Mushy gushy wuv song

I know I being dumb and
Yet my guitar still strums, oh-ho
Guess there's no room for my 
Mushy Gushy wuv song

[doots and stuff]

I know when I'm with you I
Get a stupid kinda mood I
Forget the god dang lyrics to my
Mushy gushy wuv song

I know I being dumb and
Yet my guitar still strums, oh-ho
Guess there's no room for my 
Mushy Gushy wuv song

I know I act a bit childish
And my morals kinda mild-ish
Wont you grab a mic and sing this
Mushy Gushy wuv song

Go on pour all of your heart out
Oh, It doesn’t matter whos around, no!
 go ahead, scream and shout this 
Sappy wappy song, this
Itty bitty love song,
 this mushy gushy song
For you.

Gushy Wuv Song

When birds don’t fly
And seas go dry
I’ll wait here
To dry your tears

If skies go gray
Then I will stay 
By your side
As worlds divide

Please don’t fear the end
[don’t worry now]
We can both pretend
 [We’ll live somehow]
We don’t fear the end
[don’t worry now]
The world has yet to bend
 [Please live right now]


No apocalypse can stand between
 Two hearts intertwined
No catalyst can break the scene
Made by you and I

No tragedy could crush our power
I know that if we try
We could stop the end of the world
Just you and I
Don’t let it make you cry

Paroxysm

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