🥩💻 Meat Computer 💻🥩

prod. by scvmbag

i want dough 
but idk
want I'm doing ya 
anymore
i took 4 
now I'm on the floor
i can't do this shit 
ya no anymore

i want dough 
but ya i dont know 
what I'm doing 
ya no anymore
i took 4 
now I'm on the floor 
i can't do this shit 
ya no anymore

ya i dont wanna die but in my dreams i always end up dead
ya i dont wanna die but i feel like I'm living in my head
feel like ted, cu when shit gets bad ya i fucking fled
fuck what i said, just thinking weird shit laying in my bed

earthboy but the moons my birth place eh
hurt boy but act like every days my birthday
firs thing dunno who i was in the first place 
she says i dont give a fuck but i dont know 
what the fuck she says

thinking gets u nowhere

Bandcamp

im actually thinking 
about killing myself 
n i don't know why 

im actually thinking 
Bout killing myself 
but 2 scared to die 

life is so boring 
but sometimes it's okay 
when I take something 
2 slow down my brain 
 n im scared to sleep now 
most of the time 

mayb I don't realize 
what I can b 
Ppl act like they care 
but only when I leave 

my mind is racing and a thousand pills
couldn't help me fall asleep 2night 

so guess i Actually might
kill myself tonight

My soul will b okay

soundtrack to the end of a world

why do i feel like this ???

:(

(lyrics)
she doesn't like it when I talk to much 
im getting tired of ppl acting like they give a fuck about me 

She doesn't know why 
Why I think so much 
She doesn't know why she fucking even likes being around me 

fuck life 
I'm fine though 
But why 
am I so 
Moody for no good reason 

Just not 
The type so
Guess I
Just Might blow
My brains out this evening 

But I'm tired 
Of all the same old bullshit 
Everyone acts like they know shit 
About how it feels to b me 

Ya I'm just tired 
Of all the same old bullshit 
Act like I'm fine but no one knows it 
I'm just tired of being me 

But to scared to give up

fuck life 
I'm fine though 
But why 
am I so 
Moody for no good reason 

Just not 
The type so
Guess I
Just Might blow
My brains out this evening 

I know that I complain to much 
I know that I complain to much 
I know that I complain to much 
I even annoy me 
I know my life is not that rough 
I know my life is not that fucked 
I just hate how I feel so stuck 
Stuck being me

stuck being me

nightwalk

bandcamp

tired of life

buy merch w full album CD:
https://earthboy.bigcartel.com/

still lost

merch/cd

dogs in my bed

music vid

dogs

single

480p maximum immersion

my ig

Single

little bird!

little bird! (prod. by meat computer)

eyes wide shut

yt channel

Nosebleed

Nosebleed (prod. meat computer)

prod by meat computer

full album out now!!!

yt
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCJQelj0taAeaA3eJ9vjlqA

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7JU13ATc2v3kzIuSqNNPWN


ig @ meat.computer
twitter @ thuglust


sample is of a deleted w3bcam song

virtual house arrest

soul doubt

prod crybaby cam

full album out now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3EXrk7qgYg8

social distancing from reality

no longer human

seek help

seek Help

music vid 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGKM3McRqtg

[prod. by meat computer + vnknwn + vinceineseven]


:(

team edward

prod. meat computer + 51five //

music vid
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCJQelj0taAeaA3eJ9vjlqA

nowhere fast

clear pilled (+51five)

weird pilled freestyle

prod by flashbang and meat computer

(lyrics)
Feeling so 
So paranoid 
Feel it in my soul 
Freedom from the world 
Freedom from the world ya 
Freedom in my soul ya
Feel I’m Boutta blow ya 
Knew I’d find a home 

sometimes I get stuck inside This phone
It ain’t okay
Some days 
It’s hard to say hello 
But I know 
Every1 feels sometimes 
they don’t have a home 
Ain’t no room full of ppl but feel so alone 
Im just actually on my own 
In my room all by myself 
Years still be going by 
Worlds still going into hell
Caught up loosing time 
Lived in a hundred different realms 
But I forget that every time 
That I’m not really even myself 

May b 
Imma b 
Sum1
Wanna see 
Tv 
Big screen
Imma b there 
Fuck a team 
Fake Dreams 
Fake Lean 
No sleep
No lease 
No team 
Just me 
Day1 Jader 
And jackie 

May b 
Imma b 
Someone 
Imma 
Wanna see 
Tv 
Big screen
Imma b there 
Fuck a team 
Fake
Dreams 
Fake 
Lean 
No sleep
No lease 
No team 
Just me 
Imma b 
More then just a meme

:(

freedom from the world

prod. by meat computer

music vid (w/ lyrics)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXxpqQUiVmU

hope

hope (w/ oaf1)

hope (w/ oaf1) *music vid

arcuate representation of my mental at the moment . /:
prod by https://soundcloud.com/earthboymusic

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gy0-dQQWaU
lyrics:

i just need my (bad lil bitch x2) i don’t need friends 
i’m on my wittttss end 
man i’m on on my ends
you sat through the whole d*mn movie 
now you just crying bout the end 
that don’t make sense
that don’t make nooo sense
you coulda been here 
i was just chillin by the vents >:)
an imposter i’m blocking your mans
i don’t take threats
i don’t take kindly to people that act like they do what they can’t ..
i’ma take 10 :/
just need a break for a smoke and to shove my d*mn face in my hands
i don’t have fans 
i have an extension of family and people that act like their friends to me and it hurts ..
crying or not you can still get worked 
you can you still get this work
thought i forgot but i swear on my god that i’m gon’ get you first ..
i came back from the dead like a phoenix i mean it you gon’ hear my words
yea you gon feel my pain 
non of this will be stayin’ the same 

* give me a sec i’ll redecorate and come to think that it only took 7 days dawg .. *


i know that you pray to see me fall but i won’t ever fall ..
i said you can take me as i am or take me not at all .
tell me what you see inside of there, give me the crystal ball .
i hear everything and everyone it’s coming to a stall stall stall stall .. stop .

✧⁽⁽ଘ♡ଓ⁾⁾ °✞

imposter (prod. meat computer) *VIDEO IN DISC*

prod by slight x levelup x lifted x meat computer

music vid w/ subtitles
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3wQbWjL9hs


:(

🥩💻 Meat Computer 💻🥩

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