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you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

thank u for 1 million total plays!!! i love u all so much, #ACAB

lyrics:
loose cigarette upon my lips i
feel my best
im in my head i count my thoughts too much
watch my step
it would be easy if i cruise thru life
with no regret
i burn down everything that makes it right
and nothings left
got late night calls from all my exes
and ive been looking for an exit
turn your words into a weapon
i remember when you said it
it go

i fucking hate u!
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

and i stuck to you 
like parasite
i always end up lying to you baby
ill be fine
and you so cryptic with your words baby
gimme signs
you show me everything you feel
read between the lines

im the person that you made me
i wonder how ur feeling lately
and i just cant help from wondering
why?
cuz u treat me like im garbage
tell me that i start it
i remember what exactly you im-
plied
and it goes like

i fucking hate u
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

you realize that i makes mistakes
i know ur cold inside
i know ur filled with hate
sometimes people never change
and im happy to say

i fucking hate u and everything u seem to like
that you seem to like x2

ifhy (pacific)

srry#

badgirlsclub

BadGirlsClub (mochila & skress)

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

my favorite song i made wit one my favorite artists : )@1glaive
prod meeeee

redeyes w/ glaive

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
here is da vid
notes:// ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭
i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

pissed

guitar by saints tomorrow :D
prod me
sorry love u :/
thank u all for da support mwah
love love love
<3
lyrics:
couple big songs
but the same old me
n
talking to my friends 
drains all my energy
n
ik of this place
thats filled with memories
n
im so toxic 
way to often
its my tendency

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

i been bored 
i been chillin at da skate park
n i even if tried im pretty sure i couldn't skate far
they say that lifes a movie 
i dont think that im the main part
1 day ima skip town get away inside a freight car

n i could sing 100 songs
n i could think 100 thoughts
n i could right 100 wrongs
but my lifes fucked 
so it wont be long :(

n if im being honest 
i just needed a friend
n i been tryin so hard
to get this weight off my chest
n i been tryna write songs
catch a breath 
i only like my hooks so here we go (again)

hook

clover

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

its all a waste

its all a waste w/ glaive (glasear & colliding with mars)

might make a video fo this song ,, ty 4 2k :>  prod mee

lyrics:
i think u saw me cry the other day
u turned ur head and walked the other way
i’m fine 
thanks for asking :/

and i always reflect before i say 
something that i’ll regret 
when i wake up in the morning 
my life is getting fucking boring
so 
i tried to leave my house today 
walked down my steps and i thought about which way 
to go
but something was off and i decided that i’d just stay 
behind 
in that way i’m fine
and i don’t worry about the things that u do 
but please what is it that makes you think i don’t care

(boom boop)

cause i always fucking cared
yea i cared 
i was always fucking there 
i was there
all the things i ever shared
i never felt so scared 
it was never fucking fair 
i just wish you could’ve cared

i always cared

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

HyperPop

noah allan