Instrumental by Dj Zel - stycz
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4SCrNxWrL0

Another Monday

Instrumental by Yondo Music - Love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNk5BmJQnLw

MicroDosing

Instrumental Produced by Brock Chavez
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkKARohZHOc&index=18&list=RDYD0Q0foNwZY

Gettin' Jiggy

Dope Instrumental by Marzen Rouse Instrumentals - Falling
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KS0ce-7WRS0

What If

Instrumental by Phantom Beats - Rap Lourd
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75F2iTFBOyg

Temporary Relief

Some fire recovery raps right here

Dope instrumental by VID Productions https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NVPbVip8_WU


Meetings

This rap is about some of the terrible things active addiction brings with it. To remind myself, no matter what, its not worth it. 

Dope instrumental by FiveGawd
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vx7j3d8ne4w

Living Hell

I'm going to be making a rap after completing each step of the 12 steps, hopefully. Here is my step 1. It does NOT encompass even 1% of my actual stepwork, this is just a little taste. 

Dope instrumental by Feelo - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5nDOSk4iGqg&list=PLXhSAMqlo7IgOJnOtWS11IoIpf_7dBHhc&index=11


Step 1

Dope instrumental by Starbeats

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_njbgRxxPQ

No Matter What

"We came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity."
dope instrumental by FIFTY VINC
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWga04yfcQI

Step 2

Dope instrumental by NTBeats & Ware Beats
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YHEw0_pEMg

Before All Else

dope instrumental by ΔΣ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VS_2F5HS0yY

Step 3

Pinball Pete's

Gift and a Curse

dope instrumental by Grizzly Beats
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjeCI9Y7gfc&list=PLXhSAMqlo7IgOJnOtWS11IoIpf_7dBHhc&index=19

Glowin Soul

Dope instrumental by Years From Now
https://soundcloud.com/yfnproducer/years-from-now-jazz-club-vibin-free-download

Trigger Warning

Dope instrumental by FIFTY VINC
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6yYQS2ySYk

Shoutout to Isaiah Marr fellow rapper in recovery
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJgUxtazevM

The Sick&Suffering

Dope instrumental by Feelo 
https://soundcloud.com/feelomusic/loco-ft-yonas-k

Abstract

dope instrumental by PHPBEATS - Smile
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxavHO6Md8c

Dope instrumental by Attack Productions
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sT66dUSPF74

Tick-Tock Poetry

Dope instrumental by Nueva Beats 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kRfg_Nbu638

We Are Miracles

Dope instrumental by my man Feelo 
https://youtu.be/nJfciv6zMwQ

Life Story

Dope instrumental by Feelo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpoXl5j9k_c

I matter

Dope instrumental by my man Feelo 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o73Tcg6lhDg

Got God

Dope instrumental by Feelo 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkp9MMCS20k

Survive This

Dope instrumental by FlaverBeatz
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyGRC149wEg&index=27&list=RDRXmoqpqx13w

Blessing in Disguise

Dope instrumental by Kaveli Beats
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QnMjvsqFTU

Growing, Not Broken

Dope instrumental by Giannis Kalou Beats
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3ilsuBZWxA&index=3&list=RD199tD4xx6_c

CryptoLife

dope instrumental "Støries" by Feelo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pepCGWIoSaI

I'm Perfectly Imperfect

Dope instrumental by Yondo - "Came True"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tcbjECZjUQ

Dental School

Dope instrumental from the song Dadju by Reine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HAM_JAYVHo

To Be Honest

Dope instrumental by my man CJ Beats 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-o1jWBIqXhs

Grown Up

Good Day

Dope instrumental by Feelo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2sojfNzeBs

Lose the Desire to Use

Dope instrumental by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N7-jUtPYhWA

Communion

We are Loved

Your Life

All original music with the help of my dawg Kevin Ramos on guitar!

Paper Mask

Dope instrumental by Riza Penjoel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brMUFyf8kkc

Lyrics:
I screamed give me liberty or give me death, ok I didn’t speak so eloquently like Patrick Henry did
But shit, similar sentiments rang true through my head
addiction took every decision but I had one choice left 

You wanna know what it’s like, wanna know why I got clean?  I’ve never lived inside a fuckin scarier dream
It’s like jumpin off a cliff to avoid a beast and at the last second realizing you’re the beast 

You thought you were dead, certain when you left the edge 
hurtin so bad that you welcomed death to escape the mess
but there was one string left that you never pulled, before ya hit the ground parachute white flag unfolds 

surrender, serenely floating through the sky
held up by the wind, invisible hand of god 
higher power got a plan, so go along for the ride
flying for the first time notice the beauty of life

3 years clean, it means the world to me 
Almost everything is different than it used to be  
It used be I would use if I’d feel something
now i appreciate the beauty of feeling things 

its like another dimension, bringing some color to life 
no wonder why everything was always so black and white 
I was terrified of feelings now i realize 
every feeling is a gift god gave to us

freedom makes livin worth fighting for, 
you get to choose what to do with this life of yours 
before I was a slave, driven mad by my thoughts
but now im learning how to tell the truth to the voice 

the voice says, I will never find love
the truth is im surrounded by love 
meaningful relationship didn’t think i was capable 
connection with God satiating the insatiable 

I’ve learned a lot about livin, even more about me
recognizing old patterns, habits, ways i think 
and with that knowledge comes the freedom from the ways I’ve been
and decision to choose the kinda man I am 

Thank God for freedom, thank god for friends
thank god for family, and my NA men
thank God for making me, who I am 
Thank god for recovery, savin my ass

Liberty

This is my first single on Spotify, but I'm uploading it here to anyone can listen. It's on iTunes and other streaming services as well. Enjoy!

The Shag

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