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I don’t even know where to start. This song was the hardest song I have ever had to make. Not just because of the amount of emotional pain it put me through, but also because of me spending sleepless nights fixing and re-writing parts to make sure it was the perfect tribute to my friend Vincent. 

This song is dedicated to Vincent. He was known as the ghost cosplayer Inquisitore3, but took his own life a few months ago. Im not going to get into all of that because that is its own separate thing.

I met Vincent in May when I was playing Modern Warfare II. We played one game together and I asked him if he wanted to play again. He said “sure” so we played again. After that, we started talking, he told me about how he was a ghost cosplayer, and how he was getting started on making content. He gave me his Instagram handle and we started talking on there. 

We started talking often, getting to know him a little better. There was this one night where I asked if I could call him. He said he could so we called. It was for 3 hours. I was having a really shitty day, and I opened up to him about my depression and other personal challenges I was facing. He was there for me, a shoulder to lean on. 

He helped me get through some of my darkest times and he was just such an amazing person. I looked up to him, he was so great. 

A few months go by, his TikTok is blowing up, him and his girlfriend are doing great, everything is going good. Until some rumors spread by 3 people (I will not say their names, as they did this shit for attention and im not going to give them any attention) caught the attention of everyone on TikTok. People were calling him a pedo, sending him literal DEATH threats, and were just being very hateful towards him. Hateful would be an understatement. They were being absolutely vicious. 


A few weeks later, Vincent took his own life.


Due to the rumors and allegations that were fake. 


He died for something that wasn’t even his fault.

This completely just shattered my heart. It tore me apart. No words can describe the amount of pain I am going through right now. So, I put it into my music. I made this song for Vincent, and for my grieving process. 


I always told him about my music, I sent him clips of my beats and unreleased songs, and he loved them. That’s why I only think it’s right to dedicate him for the last song on my album. He had really big dreams and hopes of me becoming famous. He said he KNEW i was gonna become famous. He always believed in me. I hope he still does. 


Every single emotion in this song is real. Real, raw emotion. The first 30 seconds of the song is a voice memo of me crying my eyes out. No, it wasn’t scripted. Those were real tears . Real. Raw. Emotion. There’s no words in the song, but I think in this instance, nothing says more than saying anything. I was so speechless about his death, just so shocked, and I couldn’t find the words to describe how I felt. I felt all over the place. 


And for his fans that are reading this, I really hope you guys like this song, I put my all into making this. I love you guys. 


I love you Vincent. You didn’t deserve to lose your life. Not at all. Thank you so much for everything. Thank you for being a big part of my life. I love you so much. I miss you dearly, we all do. I hope you’re watching over me, and all your fans, family, and your friends. Rest easy Vincent. You can close your eyes now.

❤️

Grief (Parts 1-5)

Grief (Part 1)

Grief (Outro)

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