saturday dec 14 2013

bubble boy, an insignificant cell on a strangers body. a nobody, with no purpose, but i’ll still find a way to draw parallels to who looks better with their shirt off. now it feels like the world is spinning too quickly and sometimes i just can’t fucking believe that i’m here right now. please, i’m begging you to compare me to someone else. spit in my mouth,  then on my chest. let me taste you so when you’re gone i’ll know exactly what i’m missing. it’s 1am and i want to be apart of you in ways you’ll only bring up when you talk shit on me years later. until then i’ll kiss your stretch marks, and you’ll run your fingers across old scars, and together we’ll repeat 'i love you' until the mirror breaks.

the root of my problems doesn’t have a root at all. it isn’t a string or trail of bread crumbs i can follow back to a single moment. it isn’t a suppressed thought, it’s a voice that convinces me my thoughts are worth suppressing in the first place.

we'll repeat 'i love you' until the mirror breaks

you're a mess in public

you wrote "don't forget" on your arm

where you said you going , he cant fuck you like I can. 

Prod. Willie G & xxxtentacion

Teeth (Interlude)

i exist i exist i exist

WingRiddenAngel	

WingRiddenAngel (Prod. Kellbender)

don't call me at all

You're Thinking Too Much, Stop It	

You're Thinking Too Much, Stop It (Prod. Trbld boy)

I LUv My CLiQuE LiKe KaNyE WeSt

I LUv My CLiQuE LiKe KaNyE WeSt  (Prod.Cudda)

It wasn't enough

adlibs Influenced by wintertimezi & madeintokyo

MANIKIN

01 MANIKIN (Feat. Wifisfuneral) (Prod.Grimmdoza)

Snow

Snow (Feat. Killstation)

I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore	

I don't wanna do this anymore

I spoke to the devil in miami, he said everything would be fine

KILL ME (Pain From The Jail Phone)

if you love me, come clean

to see you alive

i clung to you hoping we'd both drown

my heart goes bum bum bum

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

you are the coffin

lit

Noah Sevim