i’m a little bit jealous
of all the memories you’re making without me
i’m a little bit jealous
cuz you never seem to think of me
i call a hundred times, you never pick up your phone
i make so much time for you but you never show 

i know i shouldn’t be
i should be happy for you
but it doesn’t change the fact i’m a little bit jealous

jealous of the life that you live without me
jealous even though you say that you still love me
and i know you still love me
but that doesn’t change the fact i’m a little bit jealous/

i'm a little bit jealous
that you travel with your friends but don’t invite me
i’m a little bit jealous
of all the times you stayed out late for the parties 
and I was home waiting


baby, don’t you see
i’m so glad you’re happy
but i'm just so bitter that i can't be happy with you
baby don't you see
i'm so glad you're happy
but i'm so damn bitter that i can't be happy with you

fluorescent

jealous

We're just getting started :) happy spooky szn

Mastered by Memory Lapse

Kuroshimae

Co-wrote with Devin Strutton
Produced and Background vocals by Noah Schantz


LYRICS☺️

pull the plug 
sew me up
i want an open casket
hide the whiskey 
ain’t it tricky
pleading innocent like this
even on my last breathe you wouldn’t look me in the eyes and admit your crimes

and i wish i wasn’t so young and so naive 
i let you fool me all over
you’re suffocating me
pull the plug
sew me up
i want an open casket
want them to see what you did

wash your hands
drain the blood
but keep the faucet running
think it’s all a bit too much i feel my insides rotting 
say it’s all in my head
you never listen to me
why
did I believe your lies

stop the car just to touch me
then you lie and say you love me
doesn’t make it okay
really thought that i was lucky
twist the knife you used to cut me
didn’t think it’d be this bloody

Open Casket

Unapologetically Premeditated

PIGGYBACK Lyrics
I was three years old
All I wanted was the music and
My parents were doing everything they could
To move away from our place working over time always
While I sat up in my grandma's project building coloring

Ooh
Moved to a small town and 
Started to started to grow
Poetry written I’m singing and dancing
Ooh
Photographs painting cartoons 
That's all I know
That's all I know

I have one best friend to this very fucking day
Since we were five years old and I fucking moved away
I wish I never did cause she’s the only one who sees me for who I really am instead of how many I reach

Ooh 
Trusted too many fake people while I was still young
Gave them the benefit of the doubt 
I was so wrong
I cut them off and they came for blood cause they know
They ain't getting no more

I’m so done with playing piggy back Ooh
Swear to god I wished y’all all the best Ooh
You’re lying your way to try and gain a piece of me when you could never come close cause I know my destiny
I worked hard for my shit
Put my love in this shit
Now you’re trying to kill my name for some fame
What is this
tried to help you do your shit
Encouraged you to work on it
Was a good friend and you used that to your advantage

Now I’m 22 and I've had a crazy year of
Isolation from all the plastic people here 
I can not wait for the day I can finally move away back to New York city where the realest people really stay

Ooh
Spent this whole time writing away my heart and my soul
The people I surround myself with have hearts filled with gold
Love and empathy are things that we hold so close 
Trying to learn and evolve

I’m so done with playing piggy back Ooh
Swear to god I wished y’all all the best Ooh
You’re lying your way to try and gain a piece of me 
when you could never come close cause I know my destiny
I worked hard for my shit
Put my love in this shit
Now you’re trying to kill my name for some fame
What is this
Tried to help you do your shit
Encouraged you to work on it
Was a good friend and you used that to your advantage

I’m so done with playing piggy back
Ooh
Swear to god I wished y'all all the best
Ooh
You're lying your way to try and gain a piece of me 
when you could never come close cause I know my destiny

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singer | songwriter | producer

my debut album ‘fluorescent’ is out now: https://linktr.ee/darealnoahgray

my new single ‘disposable’ will be released january 26th 💜

jealous

Noah Gray

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