2years later and still can't get enough.. this shits slaps so hard mane,, thx

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lyrics - 

give the kinda love that i need right back
kinda on the fence but i'll take my chance
tired of the mistakes making me sad
can't get the thought of you outta my head

where do i go?
who can i trust to leave me alone
put on a show then go home
dying to know
i hate and i loathe
written in stone the words saying
'love you'

i'm missing all the memories
i can feel your soul slowly making less of me
safe to say it hurt to watch you leave
now there's no one left to help me here

you're feeling alone on a friday evening
try to hold on love i'm trying to see you
i know you're hurting, you stumble bleeding
i'll keep you whole
you're scared 
you can hold my hand
we'll walk alone, no light to guide
but i know where your heart is
and i know how you're feeling now

let go don't cry just

you're sick to death of me
you hoped i feel the same but it's
just too much to leave here
i'm dealing with the shame of it
thinking that you loved me
i cry and medicate
it's just too much to intake
i'll try my fucking best i
didn't wanna calm down
i'm tryna come to terms with it
molded my emotion
to feel like you're controlling it
so what's it gonna take right now?
gotta keep my feet on the ground

now that love has washed away
contemplating life and i’m sure you can relate
and i’ve seen better days
recently been bitter what’s the point if i ain’t gonna make it in life
i’m always stuck by your side
and can you do me the same
and stay close to mine

don’t leave now i still haven’t kissed you
when you walk out my house i already miss you
let’s snuggle here in the back of my car
our eyes meet the galaxy, we’re counting the stars
my dad says i need to be home before eleven
but she does not want me leave, “logan stay a second” 
a couple hours isn’t very long to spend that time with you
and i finally got the gut to lean in and kiss you

mistake w/heylog

Playing Dead

kickstand

Fever Dream (Lyrics)

Tell me what you want from me 
Tell me with your eyes
Can you keep a secret
And keep it with your life 

You don't wanna listen now
You just wanna watch it burn down
I think there's something missing now
I don't wanna watch you break down
Right now 
Cause everything is haunting me
I found out you're down 
Deep inside the shadows creep

Oh my you are a fever dream inside a memory I don't wanna watch you leave 
Oh my this is a fever dream inside the shadows creep I don't wanna watch you leave 

(What do you want from me ) 

Tell me what you want from me
Tell me with your eyes
Can you keep a secret 
And keep it with your life 

You don't wanna listen now 
You just wanna watch it burn down
I think there's something missing now
I don't wanna watch you break down 
Right now
Cause everything is haunting me
I found out you're down deep inside the shadows creep 

Oh my you are a fever dream inside a memory I don't wanna watch you leave oh my this is a fever dream inside the shadows creep
Don't wanna watch you leave

FEVER DREAM

Human Sacrifice (Lyrics)

I've fallen victim to my shame
Sinking deeper into space
I can't crawl out of my cage
I'll let my body die 

Have I become my only friend I was your human sacrifice 
Thought only death could separate us but it's time we say goodbye 

Wait till dawn 
Crawling inside my bones
Into the night I fall 
Hoping to find you someday 

Have i become my only friend I was your human sacrifice 
Thought only death could separate us but it's time we say goodbye

HUMAN SACRIFICE

Weeping Willow (Lyrics)
Days I waste underneath the weeping Willow
I cut my tongue on the glass inside the middle 

You look like you're weeping Willow
Skin is turning shades of winter
Never thought I'd see you wither 
Painted grey just like a picture 


I can't hold your pain and sorrow so keep it to yourself 
Let you in don't leave me hollow
I'm underneath your spell

Days I waste underneath the weeping willow
I cut my tongue on the glass inside the middle 

(Do u want me now
Now that I'm covered in scars
In the back seat of your car) 

Bury me alive if I can't find you cause I can't find you lately
Make me pay the price for every lie cause I've been suffocating 


You look like you're weeping Willow
Skin is turning shades of winter
Never thought I'd see you wither 
Painted grey just like a picture 


I can't hold your pain and sorrow so keep it to yourself 
Let you in don't leave me hollow
I'm underneath your spell

WEEPING WILLOW

put your arms around me
suffocate in your body
im trying not to end it here
but it gets so severe

(x2)

is it all downhill from here i hope not
ever second i think of you i cant stop
infectious desire
and i dont really want to escape it

would you lay in my arm
feel the beating of my heart
try and tell me that you dont feel the same
we’re falling in love

(x4)

put your arms around me
suffocate in your body
im trying not to end it here
but it gets so severe

(x2)

severity (saint mike)

Can’t say ur not breaking me
It takes all that I have
Just to sleep and then wake again
Barely eat cause I can’t
My body’s not made for this
Cause half of it is urs
Remember when I said
“For this girl that I adore”
Ur nothing but memories
Keep
Pulling me apart
I could never be used to this
It’s only the start
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And I don’t need to see em
Cause They’re all memorised
I’m burning through these highs
u don’t even ask how I am
it feels like nothings right
Fuck this u never tried
Try to see thru my eyes
The way I suffer every morning
U don’t ask me nein
“Why u awake so late”
I’m Just talking to friends
U won’t believe a single thing my mouth has ever said

Cause it’s so late
And it’s so dark out
Are you home yet ?
It’s not safe out now

There’s no place
For someone like me
In ur life
So I should focus on being alone
All the time
And babe it’s okay
I promise it’s fine
I’ll be fine
I cannot shake this feeling to die
I should die
How could we say it’s us till we die
How should I know
And I can say this without any lines
With my eyes closed
Cause I mean it
This isn’t a story
I can’t go back to the start
And ur leaving
Moved on while I’m shuffling cards

There’s no place
For someone like me
In ur life
So I should focus on being alone
All the time
And babe it’s okay
I promise it’s fine
I’ll be fine
I cannot shake this feeling to die
I should die

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prod wisssery feat sendflowrs mastered by jolst <3

Intro:
First time
Alone in my mind
I was quite happy
But I knew you weren’t right

Hex on me baby
Hex on me
Hex on me
Baby put it on me

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

sendflowrs verse:

hex on me
“rest on me :)”
when you talk like that you put the stress on me
you protect your peace
so selfishly
and when you talk like that you crash my self esteem

like omg !!!
shut the fuck up are you serious
what makes you even think that i care
i mean i know i was crying
and halfway delirious
high at the top of the stairs
and yeah you’re right i was kicking
and screaming and begging you please let me play with your hair
and now guess what yea i’m drunk and i’m steaming i got a few issues i need to repair, i know

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

Outro:

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

hex on me w/ sendflowrs [wisssery]

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

always itching
waiting for 
ur text to come thru

i cannot believe
that there's no pain
in this world

set back 
relax
i can't 

too much
inside
again

gotta
leave
my skin

cuts
relieve
the achin

i thought 
i had a future
but

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

but u never kno (lostcage)

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

[Merged Tracks: Find A Way + Fates Calling] 

[Intro | Whispered]
Fate plays tricks, the mind picks,
Cracks in the void where the puzzle sticks.
In the dust and decay, a light peers in,
Calling you closer — where does it begin?

[Verse 1 | Fated Vocals]
Fate’s crisis burns in the recess it stirs,
Unison denied, lament still occurs.
Rip up the memory, heir of death,
Crimson pages breathe their last breath.

In a room filled with dust and decay,
A light cuts through the darkened bay.
Fractures break in this hole of feeling,
Love can’t shine but the heart keeps reeling.

[Piano Solo – Keys bending, breaking into pre-chorus]

[Pre-Chorus | Rock Verse]
A new puzzle breaks through our minds,
Fate calls to the recess where crimson binds.
Doors to a calling have ceased to exist,
Yet a hand still reaches from out of the mist.

Please can you be with me in another life?
The only thing left is to fight this strife.
A heart that grasps at what remains,
Defying stares cut through the chains.

[Chorus | Powerful Vocals]
Fate calls to the weary, to those in pain,
Come by my side and break these chains.
I can feel fate slipping through my hands,
Yet still we rise, still we stand.

Break the order, crack the void,
Pierce the laws, rebuild destroyed.
Never give up hope, never let go,
Find your calling — let fate show.

[Guitar Solo – Fate-bending emotions]

[Verse 2 | Puzzling Vocals]
A new piece unlocked, emotions collide,
Legions rise from the endless tide.
Dark alleys whisper in your mind,
Calling you from another bind.

In the dark I always find my way to dawn,
Everyone here to guide you along.
Break free from chains, dismay won’t stay,
Fate rises up to clear the way.

[Pre-Chorus | Recessing Vocals]
A new puzzle breaks through our minds,
Fate calls to the recess where crimson binds.
Doors to a calling have ceased to exist,
Yet a hand still reaches from out of the mist.

Please can you be with me in another life?
The only thing left is to fight this strife.
A heart that grasps at what remains,
Defying stares cut through the chains.

[Chorus | Hopeful Vocals]
Fate calls to the weary, to those in pain,
Come by my side and break these chains.
I can feel fate slipping through my hands,
Yet still we rise, still we stand.

Break the order, crack the void,
Pierce the laws, rebuild destroyed.
Never give up hope, never let go,
Find your calling — let fate show.

[Bridge | Breakdown FX]
This hell is a new beginning,
A soul can still see rendering.
Fate will always call, unfold,
A new bringer comes, our story told.

[Ending | Fade Out]
Never forget this one thing to remember,
It is fate that calls out to your memory.
Always bring it here with the chains,
Fate will break — your calling remains.


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