nearly fixed my shit but then i got sidetracked
maybe life is more than lsd weed naps and nightly kickbacks
and happiness is temporary, at least til i relapse
and loneliness is necessary only cuz of feedback

i went to barneys, was already high for like 10 hours
told the cashier to give me something beautiful, she gave me flowers
she said let's go catch a movie, have you seen austin powers?
but then i dipped, went outside, got caught in a rain shower like
  
yeah, why this shit feel like the outro? 
in my room alone, voicemails on my phone
red cups on the lawn, xaxax pills im on
feeling like celine but my heart will not go on

nothing on my mind
biding my time
driving my car right into stop signs
in a
1999 state of mind had my
eyes wide shut scared of what i would find

falling backwards
kerosene homes
frozen statues
truely alone

died last summer in my mind
i felt at home i felt aligned  
i can't keep feeling just this way 
i can't keep feeling just this way

got my fingers in my mind 
i've wasted all my all my time
i'm searching for the "it's alright"
i'm searching for the "it's alright" 

falling backwards
kerosene homes
frozen statues
truely alone

died last summer in my mind
i felt at home i felt aligned  
i can't keep feeling just this way 
i can't keep feeling just this way

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