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“Fallen” NBA YB

**Verse 1**  
I been through the flames, man, I’m lucky I’m here /  
Fell down so many times, had to battle my fear /  
Nightmares on repeat, trauma deep in my chest /  
Got me lookin’ at the sky like, “Lord, what’s next?” /  
Back then I was reckless, runnin’ wild in the street /  
Now I’m fightin’ all these demons, tryna stand on my feet /  
They see the scars, but they don’t know the half of the pain /  
Lost so many people, still tryna keep sane /  
It’s a cold world, everybody move fake /  
Had to cut ‘em off, even brothers turned snake /  
But I know my worth, I ain’t livin’ for show /  
God pulled me out the dirt, yeah, He saved my soul /  
Used to think I’d die young, wasn’t scared of the grave /  
Now I’m standin’ on faith, no more bein’ a slave /  
Life heavy, but I carry it with grace, no lie /  
Ain’t no trauma that’s gon’ break me, only make me rise. /  

**Hook**  
Trauma in my heart, but I still keep goin’ /  
Devil on my back, but my faith keep growin’ /  
I been through it all, but I know I’m chosen /  
Yeah, I’m still here, even when I was broken. /

**Verse 2**  
Had dreams of a casket, livin’ too fast /  
Hittin’ licks, prayin’ that tonight ain’t my last /  
Runnin’ from the pain, couldn’t look in the mirror /  
My reflection showin’ everything I didn’t wanna hear /  
Mama tried to warn me, but I couldn’t be told /  
The streets had a grip, man, that pressure was cold /  
I was swimmin’ with the sharks, lost hope in the dark /  
But His light broke through and gave me back my heart /  
Now I’m speakin’ on my life, so they know they ain’t alone /  
Pain universal, but I’m leadin’ with the throne /  
Every tear that I shed got me closer to Him /  
I was trapped in the storm, now I’m free from the sin /  
I ain’t claimin’ to be perfect, but I’m real with my flaws /  
I done seen it all, still alive for the cause /  
Used to wanna end it all, but He wouldn’t let me fall /  
Turned my trauma into power, now I’m answerin’ the call. /

**Hook**  
Trauma in my heart, but I still keep goin’ /  
Devil on my back, but my faith keep growin’ /  
I been through it all, but I know I’m chosen /  
Yeah, I’m still here, even when I was broken. /

**Verse 3**  
Got the weight on my shoulders, but I move with grace /  
Can’t let the pain win, gotta finish the race /  
I done seen death close, but it ain’t my time /  
God got a plan, He rewrote my rhyme /  
I was lost in the dark, man, I didn’t know peace /  
Prayin’ for a way out, trapped in the streets /  
Had my back against the wall, no hope in sight /  
But I found my redemption in the dead of the night /  
It’s deeper than the trauma, it’s the lessons I gained /  
Every loss was a blessing, every scar’s been named /  
Now I walk with the truth, no more chasin’ the lies /  
Made it out the gutter, now I’m reachin’ for the skies /  
Used to carry all the guilt, now I let it go /  
Ain’t no chains on my spirit, got a heavenly glow /  
They can judge my past, but it won’t define me /  
All that trauma built a warrior inside me. /

**Hook**  
Trauma in my heart, but I still keep goin’ /  
Devil on my back, but my faith keep growin’ /  
I been through it all, but I know I’m chosen /  
Yeah, I’m still here, even when I was broken. /

**Verse 4**  
I was down bad, now I’m standin’ tall /  
Had to learn from the pain, I can’t fear the fall /  
They don’t understand what it’s like in my shoes /  
Had to battle through the trauma just to make it through the blues /  
I was lost, no hope, couldn’t trust nobody /  
Prayed for forgiveness, heart feelin’ so shoddy /  
But God came in, showed me life in a new way /  
Now I’m preachin’ to the lost, gotta let my soul say /  
Every day’s a fight, but I’m built for the war /  
Ain’t no trauma gon’ break me, I was born to endure /  
I done came from the bottom, now I’m reachin’ for heights /  
Turned all my pain into purpose, now I’m ready to fight /  
Trauma made me strong, gave me wisdom and grace /  
I’ma keep pressin’ on……

Trauma

Still Hold On

Name It For What It Is

Let’s Get It

No love lost when it’s bound to tough love

WE’RE THE ONES

I feel I’ll never right these wrongs, so in these songs I pour my lungs

WRITE MY WRONGS

Man In The Fire

I'm fightin' for my future, ain't no lettin' go /
Carryin' that weight, but it won’t break my soul /
Every step I take, I'm closer to the throne /
Pressure made a diamond out this heart of stone / 
Yeah, I been through it all, seen the darkest nights /
But the fire in my spirit keeps me in the light /
They thought I’d fold, thought I'd run, thought I'd lose my sight /
But I keep standin' tall, always in the fight /
I got faith in my lane, trustin' God to guide /
They can't take what's mine, no matter what they try /
Storms came heavy, but I'm weatherin' fine /
Hope ain’t cheap, but it’s paid in time /
I’m pushin' past the limit, I'm refusin' defeat /
Even when it’s rough, I ain’t never retreat /
They prayin’ that I fall, but I’m planted too deep /
They gon' see me rise when I hit my peak

**Hook:**  
Don’t give up on me, I’m still fightin' my way /
Through the pain and the pressure, I’m here to stay /
When the world got heavy, I ain't drift away /
I kept my eyes on the vision, I’m makin’ it today

DON’T GIVE UP ON ME

Can’t let ‘em chain my mind,
no one gon’ bind me down /
Talkin’ ‘bout freedom, but they still /
A slave to they Sin

CHOSEN ONES / THE ELECT

[Verse 1]
Back against the wall, but I stood on my own /  
Prayin’ in them cells,
had to stand in the zone /
Enemies on the left,
bad choices I’ve known /
Felt the world on my shoulders,
but I Will never fold,
I will never condone /
Suma the things I DO
Walked alone in the streets, wasn’t movin’ with a crew /  
Had my soul on the line, never knew what to do /  
Dodgin’ prison politics, tried to pull me in deep /  
But instead, I called His name, said my soul ain’t for keeps /  
From the cell block floors to the rec room prayers /  
Had us all standing together in prayer man, it shifted the air /  
Watchin’ brothers drop the weight, findin’ peace in the Word /  
I was livin’ proof of grace, man, it’s something absurd /  
Every step that I took felt like walkin’ through flames /  
I was forged in the fire, left the streets with no claims /  
Had to die to my pride, let the Spirit revive /  
Now I’m movin’ for my fam, got His grace in my stride /  
Every scar on my heart is a mark of the win /  
I was born into sin, but He cleansed me within /  
Had to learn through the losses, let the pain redefine /  
Now I’m spittin’ out the truth, puttin’ life in these lines /

BLUE-PRINTS

Cold light in my lexi-con // (yeah) breath fire when the pressure on •
Devil run when the message spawn ⤺
truth cut deep like a blessing drawn //
Heart frozen but He kept me warm //
soul armored like I’m Heaven-born •
Cold light in my lexi-con //
write scripts for the rebel dawn

Cold Light Lexicon V.1

COLD LIGHT LEXICON V.2

Every time the weight hit - you held me down
Every time I lost grip - you held me down

Anchored V.3

Live and learn, some bridges crossed
some bridges burned

MIDDLE CHILD

I been tryna find my peace
But the pain keep creeping

Drawing Symbols

I know they ain't used to me breaking' these chains

Used To Me

Crossed Eyes & Dotted Tee's V.3

I can’t stop won’t stop ima let it burn

Burn For You V.1

I ain’t just rapping I’m talking my truth, 
Swear on my soul I ain’t bargaining youth

Mean What I Say

Every scar tells a story, every wound is a page.

Bad Morning

I fought the storm, like Noah just to keep us afloat

Fighting Storms / Noah's Ark V.2

NEVER REMOVED V.1

I’m at a wishing well,
tossing in my doubts
Tryna find a way out

Wishing Well

I won’t fake, don’t need no mask when I’m alive,  
Now I shine, took my pain and made it diamond,  
See her smile, got her high without a line,  
Used to fall ‘til I learned an angel’s how to climb.  
Don’t ask why, just trace the lines behind my eyes,  
Rush the gates, draw my fire past the signs.  
It’s a different sky, since I left my guilt behind—

Wings Made Of Wounds

Running metrics on memory, block currency,  
Clipped loyalty, all my partners turn insurgency.  
Spin the burden, word surgeon with the urgency,  
Heart cold as the verdict, still I swerve through the serpentry.  

Corner conversations, coded wisdom in the afterglow,  
Dreams auctioned, every offer’s just collateral.  
Lost hope drippin’ from the faucet to the battle mode—  
Bars carry scars, 40 acres in the gravel road.  

Stacked pain, traded lies for redemption rates,  
Pressure keeps the vision but the wisdom renovates.  
Wounds never dormant, still they profit off the rental space,  
Plugged to the struggle like the wire in the interface.

Parables From Pain

When I fell back I learned to love myself

FELL BACK

[Verse 1 – Letting Go, Kept by God]

Just because I miss you, I won’t run back (//)
There’s a time to root, and a time to crack (•)
Your name crossed late, I won’t light old fights (⤺)
I found my calm in the open nights (//)
No more circles, no borrowed chase (•)
What we had was real, now I guard my space (⤺)
I bury pride where the soil grows grace (//)
I weeped, then laughed — that’s a holy place (•)
Time to tear seams, time to stitch soul (⤺)
Peace sewn quiet in the wounded whole (//)
Ghosts can whisper, they can’t hold me (•)
Dust to dawn, I walk free, boldly (⤺)
Loss taught language, love taught law (//)
War in the mind, but Your word drew draw (•)
Just because it hurt, I won’t go blind (⤺)
God set seasons — I honor time (//)

Sun Before Rain

**Verse 1**  
I been fallin', but I’m climbin’ out that hole now /
Took some hits, but I’m stronger than my lows now /
Lost some people on the way, had to let 'em go /
They ain't see the vision, they just wanted all the show /
I been prayin' for the days where I don’t need to hide /
Lookin' in the mirror, tryna see the man inside /
Battlin’ these demons that been eatin’ me alive /  
Tryna keep the faith, but the pain’s hard to survive /  
Heart heavy, but the weight gon’ make me tougher /  
God got a plan for me, that’s what I discovered /  
When you fall, it ain’t the end, it’s a step to rise /  
I’m climbin’ out, reachin’ up to touch the skies.

Fallin’

**[Intro - 4 bars]**  
From the ashes of my adolescence, I rose through the wreckage
With ink and insight, I weaponize the scars that used to stretch us  
I’m turning these lessons into blessings bred to transcend  
Rebuilt the broken bones, now I’m never gon’ bend

**[Verse 1 - 16 bars]**  
Started off stranded, knuckles busted on the block’s cold cement  
Where enemies and penalties formed a pact of dissent
I was kissing chaos, trading innocence for masked ambition  
A crooked system had me shackled, trapped in flawed tradition  
Cinderblocks inside my psyche, stifling my ascendancy  
Hustled black market scripts to flip a grim dependency  
Inhaling toxic fumes, exhaling demons in my lines  
Caught in karmic cycles spinning like corrupted vines  
But I studied subtle tactics from pages of secret codes  
“Forty-Eight Laws” lighting lanterns on these murky roads  
I learned to weave semantics, shape these syllables like steel  
Forged a fortress in my verses—everything I spill is real  
Now I’m cruising in the fast lane, smoke coiled in the breeze  
Turning hollow victories into timeless symphonies

**[Chorus / Hook - 8 bars]**  
We transform trauma into timeless technique and truth  
Planting seeds of survival deep in the soil of youth  
Every lyric’s architecture built from battered remains  
We resurrect the spirit—reborn and unchained  
Pressing pen to paper, slicing through old illusions  
This tapestry of rhyme resolves all our confusions  
We stand as sentinels, baptized in brutal grace  
Mapping paths through shadows to a boundless place

One More Chance

Trapped in cycles same old mistakes
Clutching bottles til my soul breaks
Numb to shame that tore me apart
Trying to fill this void in heart
Staring at shadows lost in head
Scheming plays just to get that bread
Emptyness laughs when cash gets spent
Pains a landlord charging me rent
Froze in darkness craving some light
Feeding addictions just to feel right
Friends went silent left me to bleed
No hope in lust no peace in greed
Then came that voice told me just live
Scars can turn to seeds that forgive
Half assed living dug my own grave
Wholehearted truth is how im saved

SHATTERED & SOVEREIGN

**Verse 3:**  
The world's gonna try to steal your fire,  
But your spirit’s strong, it won't expire,  
They'll test your will, try to break you down,  
But you're a king, a queen, deserving of the crown.  
Remember, child, you ain't gotta play their game,  
Your worth ain't defined by fortune or fame,  
Stay true to yourself, let your heart stay pure,  
In a world so lost, you’re the only cure.  
When the road gets rough, and you're feeling low,  
Know that I'm here, just to let you know,  
You’re never alone, in this world so cold,  
Together we'll shine, watch our story unfold.
---
**Hook:**  
*Oh child,  
I hope you know,  
You’ll never have to,  
Take on this life alone,  
Oh child,  
I'll help you grow,  
Into a burning flame  
In this world so cold*
---
**Verse 4:**  
As you walk this path, keep your eyes wide,  
There’s beauty in the struggle, love in every stride,  
Don’t fear the unknown, embrace what’s to come,  
The journey’s just beginning, and you’re far from done.  
I see the fire burning in your eyes,  
A soul so deep, so wise beyond your size,  
You’ve got the power to change the world,  
One step at a time, watch your dreams unfurl.  
I’ll be your guide, through the thick and the thin,  
Reminding you, child, where you’ve always been,  
A force to be reckoned, a heart so bold,  
Together we’ll thrive, in a world so cold.

Oh Child

(Intro)
Yeah… I been runnin’ from the mirror lately,  
Every truth cut sharp when the vision shaky.  
Told love, “stay still,” but she turned evasive,  
Now the pain paint murals where the scars ain’t faded.  
We was built like prayers in the fog, so sacred,  
But the cause went deaf when our hearts got jaded.  
Every vow turn vapor when the trust get tainted,  
Now I’m drownin’ in a promise that I never created.

NO CROWN FOR A KING

*(Chorus)*  
Drip, drip, drip, blessings rain down /  
Spirit in my heart, let it rain now /  
Drip, drip, drip, got the glow on me /  
Covered in His grace, watch it flow on me /  
Drip, drip, drip, I’m anointed, yeah /  
Washed in the blood, now I’m holy, yeah /  
Drip, drip, drip, I don’t play with it /  
Grace too strong, I’m stayin’ lit /  

*(Verse 1)*  
Holy drip, got me clean, that's a big flex /  
I was down in the dirt, now I'm up next /  
Used to run with the wolves, but I switched paths /  
Now I'm cruisin' with the King, yeah, that's big facts /  
I was lost in the dark, needed more hope /  
Now I walk in the light, that’s my pure glow /  
Ain’t no ice on my neck, but I’m cold with it /  
Got the spirit in my soul, watch me roll with it /  
Used to live for the cash, now I live for His will /  
Now I’m paid by His love, that’s the real deal /  
Drip heavy on my soul, I can’t hide the shine /  
Devil tried to take me out, but I'm in my prime /  
Spirit leadin’ every step, never lose a dime /  
Faith be the wave, got me ridin’ high /  
Haters talk, but they can’t stop what’s divine /  
I’m drippin' in His favor, yeah, that’s the line /

GRACE DRIP

[Chorus]
Blood on the doorpost, death can’t step (⤺) //
Devil throw lies, I parry then rep (•) //
Raised in The Wreckage I accept
What ev-er comes NEXT,
Breath of Life inside My Lungs (⤺) //
I’m Too Blessed To Be Stressed
SPIRI-TUAL armor  ON my Body
RIGHTEOUS-ness Protec  my CHEST
I WRAPPED TRUTH around My WAIST
In shoes of peace, that’s how I Stepped
I took up my shield of faith
With which extinguished all the flames
 SEE I March through the test (•) //
Storms gon’ rage, but my soul won’t drown (⤺) //
Stones get THROWN, but I STILL  hold GROUND (•) //
HEAVEN CROWNs what-the WORLD cast DOWN (⤺) //
 (•) //

Armory v.2

[Intro]
Pressure made a diamond, still I’m shinin’ through the rain /
Carved up by the trials, every scar became a name /
This ain’t just a moment, it’s momentum in my veins /
Every loss, a lesson—now the lessons turn to gains /

[Chorus]
I became grateful for fire, refined in the burn /
They claim they got that flame, but they ain’t never learned /
We just play the waitin’ game, patience in return /
I don’t shoot my shot in vain, every aim is earned /

PURPOSE IN PAIN

**Intro:**
Break the silence, spirit speak through my defiance,  
My pulse preach sermons wrapped in sirens.  
Every scar on me’s a psalm in alliance,  
Iron sharpen iron, faith born from violence.  
 
**Verse 1:**  
Above all else, I guard my core beneath the bruise,  
Heart armored in truth, still bleedin’ for what I lose.  
Used to chase halos in bottles of broken blues,  
Now I face shadows where light been overdue.  
Prayers sound like whispers in the thunderclap,  
Tryna reroute pain while the past overlap.  
God check my motives, weigh the sins on my map,  
Every wrong turn turned lessons in the trap.  
I was driftin’ through spirits like haunted alleyways,  
Tryna find peace in a maze of malaise.  
Faith ain’t a look, it’s a war we replay,  
Till the mirror show grace in my DNA.  
I wrestle with angels, scars in my syntax,  
Vision got clearer through collapse and relapse.  
Now every setback just part of the impact,  
Soul stay armored, divine in the mismatch.

Heart Of Fire V.2

[Intro – 8 Bars]
If I could make a song
That make you dance when life feel wrong
That would be enough for me
Even if I lose my speech
Would I walk a mile with you?
I’ll walk two, then back for truth
Pick you up if legs don’t move

[Chorus – 8 Bars]
I’ll walk you home through every loss
Even when my soul feel tossed
Even when I don’t see light
I’ll still burn to hold your fight
Even when my back’s in flames
Even when they curse my name
Even if I ain’t the same
Will I walk a mile with you?
I’ll walk two and back for truth

[Verse 1 – 16 Bars]
I was raised in chaos waves
Taught to hide my holy face
Learned to speak in coded slang
Trust - hate n love came over-dosed
Wasn’t fed no fairytale
Mama cried and prayed through jail
God ain’t scream—He whispered low
Pulled me out that undertow
Loyal ain’t a hashtag trend
It’s who call when it all end
It’s who slide when hope get thin
Who ain’t fold when war begin
Truth ain’t loud, it breathe in dirt
I speak soft and still alert
If you need a place to land
I’ll be still—your second hand

[Hook – 8 Bars]
Tell me where the weight been hid
I don’t judge, I lift that bid
I forgive cuz I’m forgiven
Look, I love you I’m not trippin’
But would I love ya if I didn’t
Tell ya ‘bouta Truth that’s written
I can feel that pulse inscription
You don’t gotta bleed alone
Even if this world disown
Even if you ghost yourself
I’ll still walk you home in stealth

[Verse 2 – 16 Bars]
Had to learn that silence wins
Yellin’ never made me friends
Taught to speak in consequence
Now I flex with discipline
Whole life been a sacred scroll
Folded pain into my role
Now my verses double-coded
Life and death in how I wrote it
I ain’t preachy, I’m just real
I got wounds that never healed
But I learned to make ’em speak
Every scar became my reach

You can play this at a grave
Or while buildin’ somethin’ brave
Either way, it holds you right
Like a prayer inside the mic

[Bridge – 8 Bars]
Even if they all forget
I will still reflect your steps
Even when your light feel dim
You still shine like heaven’s kin
Even if the road get steep
Even if the crowd look weak
Even if the fam ain’t close
I walk through that fire bold

[Verse 3 – 16 Bars]
I don’t rap for likes or fame
I spit legacy through pain
Had to carry loss so young
God ain’t speak, He gave me lungs
Told my daughter she divine
Even if this world malign
Even if they feed her lies
She gon’ know real love ain’t blind
I was broke but rich in depth
I ain’t fold, I just reset
I don’t fear no crooked steps
Even shadows need their reps
If I die with nothin’ left
I’ll still give my breath
All to glorify Your name
Let my walk become my flame

I’ll Walk Two

## Verse 1 – Standing on it

Yeah, I sat with this, I ain’t rush no stance, I ain’t just talkin’ bold.  
Had to argue with God in the dark, same time holdin’ on hope.  
I’ve thought this through and I’m standin’ on it, even if I stand lone.  
If it’s me and the truth in a empty room, that’s still home.  

I done seen fake love, seen dry eyes at wet graves.  
Seen a “bro” play cool, then switch when the check came.  
Had to learn what’s fear, what’s faith, what’s flesh, what’s game.  
Had to learn when to hold, when to fold, when to walk away.  

Every L gave torque, it was pushin’ my feet, I ain’t see that then.  
All I knew was I’m broke, I’m sick, I’m tired of losin’ friends. 
All I knew was I prayed, it rained, then rained again.  
But the weight on my back made strength I ain’t know I had in my hands.  

Now I move more calm, less talk, more watchin’ they fruit.  
If your words say “love” but your moves say “use,” I mute.  
I ain’t bitter, I’m wise, I forgive, but I don’t forget.  
Once you show me your heart, that’s the version of you I accept.  

***

Standin’ On It

[Verse 1]
I got cuts on my name from the battles I lived /
Scars on my soul, but I still don’t flinch /
They threw dirt on my grave, but I bloomed from it quick /
Took the hits, didn’t break, now I bleed like a script /
They don’t know ‘bout them nights I cracked /
When the silence hit louder than the lies I masked /
When I stared in the dark with a hope mismatch
Scratching at the surface /
But I still swung back with a Word I stashed /
I done prayed when the world went numb /
When the prayers hit walls and the air went dumb /
But the Spirit showed up like “Son, don’t run” /
Now I rap with a fire that could burn your lungs /
I ain’t fold when the game turned foul /
I just leaned on truth when the fear got loud /
Still walked through the flames in style /
Ten toes in the pit with a heavenbound vow


I Ain’t Folded Yet

### **[Intro]**  
Lord, Im not Even Worthy,
for To Carry Your Cross
Across My Back
Crown of
Cross on my back but the weight never fold me
Walk through the fire, never got cold feet/  
Scars on my skin but the blood still holy /  
Ain't duckin’ no war, if it’s up then just show me /  

### **[Verse 1]**  
Giant killer, broad sword, pressure made my palms sore /  
Nightmares in my mind, got me schemin’ like a crime lord /  
Came up out the trenches, wasn’t bred to be no sophomore /  
Pain turn to hunger, every plate I took was hard-fought /  
Plugged to the Source, no extension, ain't no cord here /  
Spirit on me heavy, got me movin’ like the Lord near /  
Blade cut the whispers, I ain't listen to the fear talk /  
Devil try to test, gettin’ stomped like a steel-toe /  
Blood on my hands, still they washed in the river /  
Used to grip iron, now my weapon got scriptures /  
Runnin’ through the valley, but my steps feel lighter /  
Hunted by my past, still I walk like a fighter /  
Thinkin’ ‘bout the nights I was stuck in the cell /  

Hold It Down

### **[Intro]**  
Storms came, but I walked through the rain /  
Ain’t no shelter,
just lessons ingrained
From the struggle, I crafted my name
Built a castle from shackles and chains

### **[Chorus]**  
Had to stomach the pain, took the flex and never bent /  
Felt the world on my spine, every dollar got spent /  
Kept my pride in a vault, had to guard every cent /  
But the weight of the past made my pockets repent /  
I ain’t run from the dark, I went straight through the pit /  
Sword of Spirit in hand, I let Scripture equip /  
Every demon that pressed, I just severed in clips /  
Ain't no duckin’ the smoke, I inhale when it hits /

GRIP A FIST

“What If I Fall”
[Intro]
What if I trip, what if I fall? /
What if I lose it, lose it all? /
Would you still ride when the whip ain’t mine? /
If the tank on E and the stars don’t shine? /

[Verse 1]
God, this ain’t workin’,
I’m scratchin’ the surface /
Heart full of burdens,
but feelin’ so worthless /
Tryna find purpose,
but drownin’ in curses /
Devil been lurkin’,
I’m duckin’ his serpents /
know that I’m far from
the man I should be /
Sin in my skin like it’s
stitched in the seams /
Faith in a war with
the weight of my deeds /
Prayin’ for peace,
but I’m haunted in sleep /
They tell me that grace is
enough for the fall /
well Tell me why guilt still
got me pinned to the wall? /
I done lost love I done lost trust /
I done lost blood tryna gain too much /
What if my past is a cage I can’t leave? /
What if my de-mons are
chained to my feet? /
Lord, if You hear me,
then give me a sign /
Show me Your light In-my-Life
‘fore I run outta time /

[Chorus]
What if I trip, what if I fall? /
What if I lose it, lose it all? /
Would you still ride when the whip ain’t mine? /
If the tank on E and the stars don’t shine? /
What if I break, what if I drown? /
What if the walls start closin’ now? /
Would you still stand when my back on the ropes? /
Or would you fade when the curtain get low? /

[Verse 2]
Tell me, do you see
a monster inside? /
Or a soul that’s just lost
tryna swallow his pride? /
I been on edge, I been on fire /
Climbed up a ledge,
put a noose to the sky /
Memories burn like
tippa Cigarettes Ash /
Pain in my blood, I can’t rinse out the source /
Battlin’ thoughts that I never endorsed /
Tuggin’ on ropes that was severed before /
All of these nights where I stared at the ceiling /
Wonderin’ why I was left in the trenches /
Had me a Bible, but faith came in inches /
Wrestled with God like my name was in Genesis /
Tell me you love me, don’t tell me you leavin’ /
Tell me you see me, don’t tell me you need me /
What if I never become what I dreamed? /
What if the future ain’t built for a king? /

[Chorus]
What if I trip, what if I fall? /
What if I lose it, lose it all? /
Would you still ride when the whip ain’t mine? /
If the tank on E and the stars don’t shine? /
What if I break, what if I drown? /
What if the walls start closin’ now? /
Would you still stand when my back on the ropes? /
Or would you fade when the curtain get low? /

[Bridge]
I ain’t been whole in a long time /
Buried my past in a chalk line /
Battled my ghosts in the dark times /
Walked through the fire but lost sight /
Tryna see heaven through keyholes /
Livin’ through pain like a free throw /
Tell me you ridin’ for me though /
Or just when the dollars increase, though? /

[Verse 3]
Tell me my worth when I ain’t got a dime /
Tell me my name when it ain’t in the lights /
Tell me you down when the blessings ain’t fallin’ /
Would you still love me if I was forgotten? /
Had to lose pride just to gain me a soul /
Had to lose time just to break from control /
Had to find faith in the places I ran from /
Had to let go of the things that I planned on /
Chains on my past like they linked to my fate /
But I got a Father that called me by name /
Took all the wounds, took all the stains /
Still showed me grace when I spit in His face /
What if I fall? What if I rise? /
What if my lows only sharpen my highs? /
What if the pain was the way I was carved? /
What if my scars was a work of His art? /

[Outro]
What if my story was never complete? /
What if my failures was fuelin’ belief? /
What if my losses was lessons in seed? /
What if my fall was just faith on repeat? /

What If I Fall

(Intro)
Past echoes still press on my cortex, coded in pain
Blueprints I drafted in cages now rebuilt my domain
Exhale the ghosts that stalked me, inhale a sharper mind
I rose from places meant to break me—now I’m redesigned

(Verse 1)
I climbed out them basements where the hopeless learn to cope
Where pressure makes you sharpen every fragment of your hope
Analyzed my memories like forensic archetype
Every trauma turned to tactics when the darkness came to bite
Studied laws of power nightly, wrote ‘em into my skin
Turned the hustle to a language only warriors comprehend
Pen venomous, lineage threaded deep into the grit
I weaponize my wisdom—ain’t a syllable I spit that’s counterfeit
They tried to box my future in a blueprint built to fail
But my patterns rearranged, now every molecule prevails
This cadence ain’t for posturing—I’m surgical with truth
Every stanza splits the static while I resurrect my youth
Still with the shits, but calibrated—discipline refined
I’m a walking coded cipher with a fortified design

Codified In The Chaos

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