(old scrap lyrics from when i was 16)
please kill me 
please kill me 
my thoughts are ruining me 
its raining its pouring in death ill be snoring
no love for this life i've made up my mind
ill ash out my blunt for the last fucking time
the screams get louder the attempts grow in number
the scars pile up my eyes grow colder
the nights that haunt me
the laughs fade to silence
ill cease to exist but my pain will be spread
ill take my last hit and soon ill be dead
say goodbye to the world
say goodbye to my life
say goodbye to my friends
don't worry i'm alright
it was a matter of time
happiness in death
recite the line
rest in peace

limerence