Prod. @trxxshed

another chill lofi track. love u all so much. God does too <3 call for him.

Lyrics


Verse

Step into my room
Leave with bloody lips
Saying that she love me
But never really did

I think I should go
Walk over the mountains
Find a new home
Away from where the town is

Chorus

I could spend a year alone and never miss a soul
I could try my hardest and ill never reach my goals
I know that im weak
Need more love inside my heart
Didn’t wanna change
But I think that today
Is a good time to start

Verse

Sunset dreams
Of the nights that I never knew
Heart feels warm
When the trees only seem to bloom

Midnight laughter
Seeing what I did with u
Miss this place 
But the town don’t want me here

Where’s my lunch money
Where’s my gym clothes
What’s a good grade 
I won’t ever know
Where’s a good girl
Who doesn’t wear a mask
Where’s a best friend
That’s always got my back
I need time from hills with the monsters
I feel like one day ill have a daughter

name her rose
With beauty like her mother
wait for the day
Even thoughts bring me comfort

End

I need time 
I need remedies lately
Clothes got holes
And I miss your pastries

Maybe if I come back
When everyone is sleeping
Walk along the streets
Like we did on the weekends

Lonely In the mountains. (trxxshed)

here's a song i wrote with my dad. hope u like it <3

i admit it hurts thinking of you in our bed

Running far from bombs and planes
Feel im being chased
I wanna hear u call my name

But it won’t be the same

Laugh at the pain 
Dance in the flames
Won’t know how to live 
With the things Ive faced

One year alone
How’s it gonna go
When your soldier comes back home

123 I see right through you
Try my best but won’t be like it used to

a soldier in the flames (Wintosit)

Prod. Sogimura

Lyrics:

Green eyed girl with the eyes of a beast
Came from the same place that all of my dreams are
Leaving blood trails
With the bottoms of her feet

Soon its gonna end
Ill be dying by my sweet heart

Green eyed girl with the eyes a beast
Hard for me to trust when I hear the dogs barking
Once I turn back
I know that she gonna feast
Watching love die in the eyes of my darling


VERSE

Media is spreading lies
Never know what’s true
Blocked for the hundredth  time
Tell me something new

Sick of this pain need meds
Addicted to laying in bed

Pull me closer
Nights not over
Poison in your cup
Baby pour it in my mouth
Room is getting crowded
Lets go find another couch

I sense danger loves so dangerous

Verse 2

Whisper again
Let me know more
See your reflection 
Swim to the shore

Notes in your voice
Weaken my heart

Fantasizing 
My body with yours
But Hear the song of death
Through the crack in the door

Let the moon hit me through the trees
While I hide and u seek
With your claws and your teeth

Spotify

green eyed beast (sogimura)

Lost Soul Feat. Belak (otterpop)

Lyrics:

She dont wanna say that it was me
But I shot all the birds
And I burned all the trees
She been trynna hold onto the peace
But I put out the sun
And I drained all the seas

I feel like im someone idk deep inside
Different personality at night time
And im trynna do everything to stay with you
But I think baby right now aint the right time

Verse 1:
Im sorry darling
I done stupid shit
Did u wrong a hundred times
Somehow u aint clueing in

Ive seen some miracles
Im just waiting my turn
If I died today
I think id feel the burn

Snow coats and sipping cold drinks
In winter time
Flipping through your spiritual chapters
Sharing your favourite lines

Last time that I saw u
I Know that u wanted to cry
sure hope that u still praying for me
I really need it this time

bridge:
I dont know when
Ill be healthy again
7 days I been clean
Tomorrows one more achieved

Its a battle ill fight
Your worth risking my life
When the fog starts to clear
Ill send a bird to you dear

Verse 2:
where you been
ive been asking myself
like every night
know you feel the same
breaking it in a new life
i thnk you hate me
but whatever helps you sleep at night
i dont feel pain
i cant im too high
i was drowning i like to run
i dont fight
you kept me grounded
wish you the best in your life
we were bounded
mental decline on both sides
this ink in my body reminds of you
until i die

you know that id do. anything that you need me to
missing days in mission
things were easy it was me and you
not a lot of space
became my brother when we shared a room
dreading every day im getting scared that i might lose you too
and i dont wanna lose my best friend feel like it happened
with no warning already im losing sleep and manic
i have never cared for one like this its only adam
sharing beds and taking turns up on the blow up matress.

becoming a better person ft. cavasoul (autrioly)

otherside (w/ winnie, jomie, rxseboy, zaini)

See yo address
Feel my hands sweat
See his car outside
Can’t look past it

Do you feel bad yet
Did u forget about me
Wanna watch u cry
I wanna watch him bleed

Verse 1
Think he tough guy huh
He aint gon give you shit
Know you still think of us
Scroll through images

I promised to keep u safe
U said I dont understand
Tell me what I need to change
U slammed the door and broke my hand

dont let me go

Verse 2
Flicking up dirt when im speeding
Nobody saw me leaving
Better hope that dont get even
Hard holding back knowing you were mine

I miss your stare
blonde in your hair
i need to change for the better

Verse 3 (cava)
I wanna see him go down in the dirt
he with you now but i was with you first
never did tell you that this wouldnt hurt
you were the best now i wish you the worst
yuh wish you the worst
you dont deserve any better than that
you wouldnt care if i died in a crash
losing my mind leave that in the past

Bleed 家  w/ cavasoul (lucidbeatz)

dishonest + vexed (capsctrl)

R U N A W A Y (Prod. stream_error)

When u wore my coat

(Verse)
I keep on falling down
I’m falling
I keep on falling down
I’m falling

(Chorus)
It felt so magical
You looked so beautiful
When I held your hand
When u wore my coat
We could’ve been permanent
But then things turned to shit
And u slit my throat
When u wore my coat

(Verse)
I keep on falling down
I’m falling
I keep on falling down
I’m falling

(Chorus x2)
It felt so magical
You looked so beautiful
When I held your hand
When u wore my coat
We could’ve been permanent
But then things turned to shit
And u slit my throat
When u wore my coat

(Bridge)
x2
U could’ve been everything I ever wanted
U could’ve been everything I ever dreamed of
But then u stole my heart
And u tore me up
x2
I should’ve seen this coming
But my heart just keeps on running to u
Over and over again
Over and over again

when u wore my coat (Prod. DYL)

too many times

I met a vampire
Featuring @bangssinthabtch
Producer: Nicholas Allan

Sink In | Ft. ☆ミbangss☆彡

a lonely sunset (aquinaswc)

Producer @wrongnumberlofi

Lyrics

Hiding in my covers
I don’t get love only get wrong numbers
Underneath this thunder 
feel the rain fall on the wings of  a lovebird

I keep on falling faster
Im losing all that matters
Right now your all I’m after
I hope your my next chapter

Making 99 stops on the tour bus
Always have a blast with the four of us
Your always on my mind still my favourite
I know we’re friends hoping this year we can change it

I tried every type of sentence
But no words ever sound how I meant it
What am I when there’s so many more options
Dried eyes getting way too common

The rain on my wings. (wrongnumber)

prod. @tsuki_uzu
dont gotta be like them
You just gotta stay with me
Even when the monsters die
I dont wanna let you leave

Ya this city is a dangerous place
So I dont wanna spend our days a part
Even if I know your safe
I Hate not knowing where u are 




This whole town is numb
Cant trust in anyone
The time has come
When we barely see the sun

Found a way
Through the sewers
They would never find
Ya
 ill make sure that we never die

Hear the feet storm through the front gates
Gunshots and blood in the air ways

New world
Last breath 
For the innocent

Screams in the wind 
From the kids that I grew up with

I Dont wanna think of it

i hate not knowing where you are (.Uzu)

a castle of glass is easily broken (deebee)

In my high school
i like Amy
And if she found out
She probably hate me. 

Im headed no where
Im Not a smart kid
All the douchebags see me as a target

I want a best friend
I want a new job
Rip up my homework
And blame it on my dog

I wear old clothes
And I get nose bleeds
I got 0 followers
No one knows me

I stay up through the night time
Im the villain I don’t fight crime
and I won’t be
What u hope to see
so what u looking for in me

im depressed, amy's pregnant (deadman)

shoutout to sewer and slip for making this legendary <3

alone with the lightning

Intro

Listen to the birds singing 
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose

Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me

Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

Verse 1

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave  to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample 

Far away 
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

Verse 2

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we come
damn i we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

waiting for the lightning to strike me | feat. sewerperson (slipfunc)

DNT [TRY] SHT (Tsurreal)

prod. nogfgoodnight
feat. @feelingmysorrow

sample from 'Dear John'

a classic lofi track <3

we won the war but i lost you | w sorrow (nogfgoodnight)

prod. @nilowhbeats

Verse

All off these burns 
Are things that ive learned
Chasing down something is powered by hurt

Feelings will fade
But memories stay
I wish they won’t

Chorus

I see the chaos
Their crossing the line
Fighting for honour and falling behind
Bleeding alone
And thinking of you
Hope I wake up at a table for two 


Verse 2

Soldiers are coming 
The ashes are flooding 
The ground beneath our feet

miles of bodies
The smell of flesh rotting
a ghost inside a dream

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of your eyes

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of being at your side

End

Wherever u go
Is where ill go to
I know im not home cuz my home is w you
And ill crawl
Ill crawl
Back to you
Ill fall back to u

bleeding in the battlefield (nilöwh.)

@herbbeatz

hope you guys enjoy this one <3 i love u all a lot a lot.  imma start uploading to Spotify & Apple as well starting march 2nd.

Lyrics

Im not fine
Your the reason why
Every nick of time
U were At my side
Im addicted to your love

Black and blue
Bleeding out because of u
If only u knew
Im addicted to your love

Ahhh
Ahhh
If only we saw
Through the cracks

Ya I love to see you laugh
You would call me lots now you never wanna FaceTime
Don’t trust in his words
Ya it hurts to know your excited for someone else

It hurts to know that you're excited for someone else. (H E R B)

find the treasure in my trash.

i make whatever i want to. if u dislike it idc. shoutout the producers on these tracks too <3

no.cape

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