𝚄𝚗𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 🔓

Went on a little trip
Just to clear my head
I wish I felt less alone
And were with you instead

And there's this constant feeling
That lingers
At the back of my head
I think I'll end up dead, if I

Let go
Forget the safety net
You're gone
And having fun, I bet

It's been a while
And we haven't spoke too much
Guess you moved on
Having fun, living life and such

I'm so out of control
Manic episodes
But why would you care?
I'm just someone you know.
(Uncrypted)

Went on a little trip
Just to clear my head
I wish I felt less alone
And were with you instead

And there's this constant feeling
That lingers
At the back of my head
I think I'll end up dead, if I

i went on a trip today

Everybody looks at me the wrong way
you tell me what you wanna hear
then text me
i wish that you were here
I spend my life living in fear

that i won't have nobody
to wipe my tears
that i won't have nobody
to hold me close

I wish that i was special
so you could maybe give a fuck
but i don't really know you
as well as i thought
that i did

i'm way too scared
of the consequence
i'm way too confused
cause nothing ever makes sense
( uncrypted )

Everybody looks at me the wrong way
you tell me what you wanna hear
then text me
i wish that you were here
I spend my life living in fear

everybody looks at me the wrong way

(nocipher was here)
Everything feels like it’s just
Way too much for me
You’ve got your glasses on
But still can’t see

I’ve just been struggling every day
To keep my cool
And I just sit and reminisce about the days

When back in school it was me and you
And now it’s me and me
And now I’m here alone

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

We’re not, and we both know that’s a fact
Move on
And then never turn your back
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
(uncrypted)

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

i'm still lacking something

(totally better than, goth angelz)  

just woke, i'm already mad  
cause  
every little song i wrote  
is way too bad  

you never ever text  
and that makes me sad  
you went and forgot about  
everything we had  

i'm sitting all alone again  
but you tell me we could still be friends  
fuck that, i'd rather kill myself  
i'll take the pills stacked on my shelf  

ooh, ooh, oh  

(Uncrypted) 

i'm sitting all alone again  
but you tell me we could still be friends  
fuck that, i'd rather kill myself  
i'll take the pills stacked on my shelf   
ooh, ooh, oh

you'll never be mine

(i really need to get a life)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left

i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be laughin'
(hahaha)

Gonna take another pill
and then pray i'm gonna make it
don't know how to smile
so i always gotta fake it

When i'm walking in the street
all alone
in the night
got like 21 cigs
but i got no light

Got a brand a new girl
and she think she unique
thought i want her love
but there's something else i seek
(you'll never make it)

Think i'm gonna die
so just get out of my face
got my seatbelt off
and my heart just starts to race

when i'm speeding in the dark
and there's nothing in my head
i'll just crash into a tree
then i'll end up dead

(uncrypted)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left
i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be (hahah)