Weep

Saturday Night Delusions

Still Here

DOWNLOAD: https://noctacry.bandcamp.com/track/dr-fetus-castle-noctacry-remix

Made for TheBones5 for their Cuphead No Hit video. Check it out here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUuOtlkUg40&t=0s

dB Soundworks - Dr. Fetus' Castle (NOCTACRY Remix)

DOWNLOAD: https://noctacry.bandcamp.com/track/angel-of-animosity
Total project time: 84 hours, 19 minutes
Genre: 200step
BPM: 220

This track took a lot out of me. I went through some struggles with the structuring of this track and how I wanted everything to sound, revising and completely scrapping multiple sections I had made for this. In the end though, I feel like it was absolutely worth it. Hope you all enjoy!

Angel Of Animosity

DOWNLOAD: https://noctacry.bandcamp.com/album/songs-from-the-psych-ward

An EP inspired by my experiences at multiple psychiatric hospitals in 2023, and the music I had playing in my head at the time.

Special thanks to SYNSYS & kyrl for the support.

Without Her

Liquid Depression

DOWNLOAD: https://noctacry.bandcamp.com/album/noctacry-singles-phase-1

Thank you all for your support ♥

NOCTACRY Singles Collection

Love U Miss U

DOWNLOAD: https://noctacry.bandcamp.com/album/in-memory

Thank you all for your support ♥

In Memory

Enditall

Well, here it is, the remaster of my most popular track. You can now listen to it how I originally wanted it to sound. Some parts were even inaudible in the original version... somehow. Hope you all enjoy.
- Noctilia

Originally released February 2024

Credits:
Art by Noctilia
Produced by Noctilia
Special thanks to Husk for previewing it for me.

if all was turned to dust

Total project time: 37 hours, 45 minutes.

This was originally meant for a collaborative album, but I decided to drop out of it last minute. Special thanks to complex for previewing it for me, and thank you all for you support.
credits
released November 22, 2024
Cover by Noctilia

The Exponential

For Evelyn. Fuck you, Cynthoni. 

Stream "sick, twisted, granddadded" -  https://open.spotify.com/album/6eWsyITATAihQHSs9NXFzh
Download "The Exponential" - https://noctiliagrah.bandcamp.com/album/sick-twisted-granddadded

Follow Noctilia Grah:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/noctiliagrah
Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/noctiliagrah.bsky.social
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NoctiliaGrah
Bandcamp: https://noctiliagrah.bandcamp.com
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/noctiliagrah
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2HucqRCT6wI62DxWrx0Bq2

sick, twisted, granddadded

Noctilia Grah - Ballistic Wistfully
From an upcoming project. Stay tuned.

Stream "Ballistic Wistfully" - https://open.spotify.com/album/1OndgK1l5VlpzQm1trm3My
Download "Ballistic Wistfully" - https://noctiliagrah.bandcamp.com/album/ballistic-wistfully

Follow Noctilia Grah:
Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/noctiliagrah.bsky.social
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NoctiliaGrah
Bandcamp: https://noctiliagrah.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2HucqRCT6wI62DxWrx0Bq2

Written & Produced by Noctilia Grah
Cover by Noctilia Grah
For Evelyn & Kat

Lyrics:
is this all there is?
i don't want it to be
cause even if
i knew what the hell was going on
i still had my dreams
but i just don't know
if the thought
even matters anymore

cause i can't seem to find
what made me want to stay alive
if this is what i'd do instead
to cope with all that's in my head
then i would rather be alone
so i won't feel like i'm a doe
cause if i let those thoughts kill me
at least i'll be at peace

Ballistic Wistfully

An album about the end. The end of all there ever was, and all there will be.

All songs composed, produced, and arranged by Noctilia Grah
Cover by Noctilia Grah

Special thanks to Azukii, complex, Dominique, Evelyn, Kat, varoondude, Vincent, and everyone else who supported me the past year. It means the world to me. 

Felidae

Personal Hell

Roll Credits

End Of Line

Paralyzing, Immobilizing Fear

Hate War

Leviathan

If You Feel The Need To

Musician first, all else secondary.

All my original music is free to use in noncommercial works, with credit.
For business inquiries, contact me at noctacry@gmail.com

they/them

Noctilia Grah

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